Swimming

(Not my best) Lyrics: 

I think about it a lot 
I think about you a lot 
Your voice, your breath, your inner song 
Your voice, your breath, your inner song 
I think about it a lot 
I think about it a lot 
Your voice, your breath, your inner song 
Your voice, your breath, your inner song 

Like a mother like a friend 
Dead upon birth to the end 

True love doesn’t come easy now x1000000000
Doesn’t come easy

dinner

im a coward who hides behind a mask of lies.

you don't need to be nice to me anymore. 

you deserved the world.

 im sorry i turned out like the rest.

seems my demons won me over 

need to get it together. for this family.

please don't evict me





















#Goth

#Gothic

#Darkwave

#PostPunk

#Shoegaze
#midwest 

#fingerpicking 
#melancholy
 #sad 
#goth 

#grunge 
#guitar
#accoustic 
#sad 
#grunge 
#indie
 #accoustic
 #instrumental
#ambient 
#punk
 #midwest 
#sad 
#goth
 #guitar
#Ethereal

#Alternative

#Indie 

#Sad

#Melancholy

#Emotional

#DarkVibes

#Moody

#Atmospheric

#Haunting
#midwest #fingerpicking 
#melancholy #sad #goth #grunge #guitar
#accoustic #sad 
#grunge #indie #accoustic #instrumental
#ambient #punk #midwest #sad #goth #guitar

im sorry for everything

Track 22 from The Dancing Plague.
Produced by Idly Blare.
Mixed, mastered, written, recorded, arranged and released by Funeral Fantasy.

lyrics:

I acquiesce this time

If you plan to rule your kingdom right
You’ll need weapons stronger than your weakling’s fists
Once the mace’s flail and the glimmer shines
The crows will sing of unholy fight

But what’s a weight when this burden is all we bear?
Faced the drain for we’ll find our answers there
It’s sad but we need to face this scared
Otherwise it shows that we’re unprepared
Falling into pits when nobody stares
Scream into an abyss hoping you’re somewhere there
But you’re not.

You’re not there and you will never be
You’re somewhere else and I forgive you
And I forgive you
I forgave you this time around

I was listening to Mount Eerie and a crow looked at me
Just like his album’s called and it reminded me 
Maybe that crow is you but then again it might just be me
I grit my teeth
Writing words you’ll never hear but you deserved to listen to

It’s like consequence once you’ve paid your price
Everybody’s sins melts away like ice
And I’ll never forget what you did or what you stood you for
But I forgive you
Taking it all and taking it home
Taking it all and taking it home
‘til I grow older than you did
I’m taking it all and taking it home
I’m taking it all and taking it home
‘til I mold and see you once again

Horses in the fields frolicking far and wide in acres of foxgloves and white tulips
Just like that bouquet I was sent the day you died
It's the first time I've gotten flowers and after this I hope it’s the last 
For no amount of meaning could be given or surpass this because I forgave you dad.

You can now bury your own past.
Everything is settled.
The plague is over.
Stop dancing around the conversations.
It's done.

socials.

I Forgive You (prod. IDLY BLARE)

https://ifidieinmississippi.bandcamp.com/album/artless

artless

this could be us but u playin'

Rule (Melaina Kol)

if i got smaller grew wings and flew away for good

bedbug - i looked outside, it was hailing cactus needles

an old version of lilies from before I got julia to agree to sing on it and also made it more electronic

lilies, but different *unreleased*

Forgot

recorded in the autumn of 2015.
album artwork by ivanna masera

How To

from dog tag on a navy blue string https://okwhatever.bandcamp.com/album/dog-tag-on-a-navy-blue-string