TrashBed Vol. 1

★never felt better, guess i'll see u never★

[artwork]
myself lol

[producers]
@benjithemachine
@recyclexbin

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/never-felt-better-prod-benji-the-machine-x-recyclebin-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
why you act so sad
guess you fucked up real bad
can't you see that

hook:
running out of options
so this is all i can do
write it in a song
how i wish i never met you

but thats all in the past
cause im doing better
never felt better
guess ill see you never

running out of options
so this is all i can do
write it in a song
how i wish i never met you

but thats all in the past
cause im doing better
never felt better
guess ill see you never

verse:
they just wanna see me go and fall
a few times
guess they always did when i look back
in hindsight

never wanted anything
more than this
guess it goes to show
which friends are ur closest

if u hate on me
then ur a goofy sorry
you think i wouldnt
hear the shit u talk

ha hardly

why u such a lame bro
u should go outside tho
maybe touch some grass
but its up to you tho

bridge:
you both stay here
while i go up yeah
i dont fuck with goofys
get out of my life quick

while i cop some new clothes
i dont care what the price is

repeat hook:
running out of options
so this is all i can do
write it in a song
how i wish i never met you

but thats all in the past
cause im doing better
never felt better
guess ill see you never

running out of options
so this is all i can do
write it in a song
how i wish i never met you

but thats all in the past
cause im doing better
never felt better
guess ill see you never

★streaming★

★never felt better★ (prod. benji the machine x recyclebin)

okay, okay baby dont u start
u only get me like this once i been giving way too much
she's afraid of love we'll be strangers in a month
this glock is all i trust this vodka line my gut
said she wont break my heart thats all i ever want
now she dont know what she want told her do whatever u want
cause i know whats for me n i cant let u fuck it up
thats how its gotta be, thats all it ever was

aint know u last month i bet that i wont know u next
feel like an asshole, how u fall in love over text?
u said u care then we gon put it to the test
i dont chase a thing except for hollow points n checks

right here, patiently waiting
too fucked up, too gone for saving
give me back all the energy i gave it
head exploding, chest ab to cave in

thought it was different but it all turns out the same
u dont get it, u aint listen to my pain
why u switching? how u turn out so lame
i aint mad i chalk it up to the game

okay, okay baby dont u start
u only get me like this once i been giving way too much
she's afraid of love we'll be strangers in a month
this glock is all i trust this vodka line my gut
said she wont break my heart thats all i ever want
now she dont know what she want told her do whatever u want
cause i know whats for me n i cant let u fuck it up
thats how its gotta be, thats all it ever was

thats how its gotta be, thats all it ever was

thats how its gotta be, thats all it ever was

strangers in a month (taurs x bbmevis x shynemoonlight)

lyrics


i cant talk rn
ion feel right
i might take another 7 
make me feel right
what am i spose to feel
if we all die
rusting from my base
incant say that i wont die yung
u jus need to know that im with u but
i cant promise i will be here forever 
i need a bullet thru my skull
god my head hurts 
i already tried once
i can only get worse

im so tired 
how u think it feels
when ur skin is on fire
i cant lie
i been dying slower since i tried to unwind
i say im fine
but im praying i can find a rope tonight 
i stay alive
against what i was hoping i jus wanna sleep tight

i jus need to fond another way
im sorry
tell me what to do
idk if u still want me
ill go on a walk
no wallet
no car keys
i aint coming back
im sick of the scarring

all i do is fail u
i wish i was better
but my wishes go unanswered 
i cant see the otherside from this side of the camper
the only thing i see is the inevitable damage


i cant talk rn
ion feel right
i might take another 7 
make me feel right
what am i spose to feel
if we all die
rusting from my base
incant say that i wont die yung
u jus need to know that im with u but
i cant promise i will be here forever 
i need a bullet thru my skull
god my head hurts 
i already tried once
i can only get worse

anothr n anothr so on + so forth

through love we find power
through power we find love
through love we find revenge
long live goblin queen
when the mouth to the cave opens up
at the bottom of the mountain to the top
you’re sure to get there when the others flop
they say it’s not fair girl go do your job
if i wore moncler out then i’d get robbed
an easy lick so i’m dressing like a bum
queen of the goblins overthrew the scum
fill up the goblet and drink it til you’re numb
you’re steady gossiping, i’m just on my own
don’t think you exist if you’re not in my phone
gotta do this quick if i wanna take the throne
only want it for a bit before i leave it all alone 
gotta leave it all behind, gotta put you out my mind
and a piece of me has died and i know you think im lying but
i was always trying like all of the time and
i can’t put the time in, i just need the quiet
the peace that im missing
the piece of my soul that you took from me’s splitting
off into parts cause i know that you’re listening
i don’t have to start giving out my forgiveness
it’s not something that’s coming to you
to me it’s just not a virtue i carry
i don’t wanna hurt you, it was scary
but i had to desert you
for both of us, it’s not just me
i know you trust that society
will know what’s what, what’s right for me
i can’t be lost up in your dream
long live the goblin queen
oh, oh, long live the goblin queen

written performed mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the gloss temple
art by @worm_sludge on ig

LLGQ

fake an aesthetic? i don't even think i have one
everyone inspired but no one knows who inspired em
i was in the fire, you were burning your obsession
certainly impressed but i have some corrections
come correct in the building when i step in
came to collect, i can see the way you're spending
i spent too much of my life without a weapon
shawty you could be the knife up where my chest is
call me on a burner phone cause it's the only one i own
if you don't wanna be alone right now
cause i spend too much time at home and you're the one i wanna hold
and i'm not trying to be bold, pipe down
wanna put me in my place, got a ace up your sleeve
i could see it in your face, nice scowl
making heaters in my space, halloween's a couple days ago
but i'm not taking off this cowl
oh, did somebody run too close to the sun?
i cannot believe what i've found
something must be done if this war can't be won
in our favor then imma back down
i'm not a leader, in school was a cheater
the teachers would all look down
but tonight i can see her, the one that the king thinks he'll take on
will take the crown
i thought i told you to bounce
i'm on another planet that you can't pronounce
now that i know what your plan is, your ways i renounce
i never backed down but i had to dip out
your knees won't give out
if you walked a mile in my shoes to the town
let em see the water dripping off you while i drown
i can't make an offer, you won't stop if i'm around
uh, uh, i thought i told you to bounce
all i need to see is your hands right now
right hand on your left hip now
you could be the star of this whole entire house
i'm tired, you're plotting
so inspired, it's exhausting
extinguished fires, not the smoke screen
loving liars, never joking
oh where you gonna run? think you're brighter than the sun?
i know the day's not even done but the battle has been won
let the cattle out the pen and leave the rest to the dogs

written performed mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the gloss temple
art by @worm_sludge on ig

the crown

audrey

Lyrics

I never text while I'm driving but I did that
Knew I couldn't wait, had to see if you had hit back
You push me away guess I'm too enthusiastic
2nd time today yr going ghost now I'm past this
I remember crying in the junior high hallway
Thinking that you loved me and we'd be together always
Never got to see you and it made me such a wreck
Left without a word or a kiss for you to catch
You were looking for a bad boy I was bad at sports
Saw me at my best and you saw me at my worst
Broke my arm with you that was just the start
Never got to finish and your still breaking my heart
Yeah yr still breaking my neck when I look to see where you've gone
Know it's been a while and I know you prolly moved on
On to better things, you don't owe me a reply
I just wanted to see if you were still fine if you were alright
Cause I know I'm not alright and I know it's late
We don't need to talk I just need to know if your ok
Its been way too long and you got me feeling restless
It's been way too long but you still got me feeling breathless

trashbed - 2 in the ampm

Lyrics

Imma put how much I love you in my suicide note
Not to blame you or to shame you I just wanted you to know
There's no way in hell that I could ever say it to your face
But if I'm saying it from heaven we can love in outer space
If you need space
I'll find a place to hide forever til your ready
Please don't miss me when I'm gone yr talking to a ghost already

I've been in love with ghosts for my whole life
If I loose my life to my mind will you love mine
I've been on the brink of going ghost for my whole life
I just want your heart when I finally can stop mine

trashbed - 2 in the ampm

bedhead

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