this feels different I don't know how to explain it but its still fire 🔥

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Lyrics
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Smash my head through a window pane
Expect the blood dripping down my face 
Sorry about all my rage
Since a kid I don't ever change
Sorry about all my pain
It only ever seems to show with age
I'm sorry for all the things I ain't
I promise I'll never change

Like the face of the ignorant
I'm just so sick of it wondering how they get along
Like in my head what's the sin of it
Living this intricate, dodging the pros and the cons
Professionally fucked in the head
I can tell I'm indifferent to differences in right and wrong
Intentionally crushing the dreams
To a means of a living and putting it into a song
These are the reasons I bottle up feelings
And lie awake dreaming until I see dawn
Trapped in my head again, this is my element
So why the fuck don't we all sing along

These are the reasons I bottle up feelings
And lie awake dreaming until I see dawn
Trapped in my head again, this is my element
So why the fuck don't we all sing along

Alright, just got a new plan
Work all day 'till the middle of the night
If you wanna start somewhere you gotta start nowhere
No one remember no one who don't try
Sun rise up and I'm on my grind
But at midnight is when I shine
Hours and weeks put it all on the line
'Cause I'm the only one who don't miss my life
Still do it, but I don't know for who
Whether for me or for you
Is it selfish to want all the money in the world
Or selfish to improve
All these feelings to entomb
Into my words writing these tunes
Through all the hellish and the devilish
And y'all ain't even seen me bloom

Ignorant

Ignorant [Prod. Morning Meadow]

took everything from me 
i don’t got nothing left
baby sing to me
i don’t wanna cry no more
see a light at the end a tunnel 
i turn and start running 
i didn’t know death was so subtle
all of my friends, buried under the rubble
collapse on myself i don’t want any trouble

silence
violence
riots
i’m dying 
silence
violence
riots
i’m dying 

it’s fun huh
loving somebody and leaving for nothing
yeah i wanna love you i’d love you for something 
no he didn’t love you i called out his bluffing
outta sight wanna fight you’re below me
i’m alive cuz my blood keeps flowing 
we’re a boat in the ocean floating
sinking quick don’t stop keep rowing
i’m in an avalanche of emotions
we don’t ever quit we keep going
i’m inadequate if you know me
i’m an avalanche of emotions 

silence
violence
riots
i’m dying 
silence
violence
riots
i’m dying 
silence
violence
riots
i’m dying 
silence
violence
riots
i’m dying 

i’m an avalanche of emotions 
i’m an avalanche of emotions 
i’m an avalanche of emotions 
i’m an avalanche of emotions

avalanche (farber)

sorry our chapter closed you guys, hope you found better

Lyrics:

hope my friends fall out
i can't imagine finding out they noticed
i'll fight this shit alone
a pain i fear could make me fucking fold

man i hope my friends fall out
i can't imagine finding out they noticed
i'll fight this shit alone
a pain i fear could make me fucking fold
she told me god my hands are cold

hope my friends fall out 
i can't imagine finding out they noticed
i'll fight this shit alone
a pain i fear could make me fucking fold

man i hope my friends fall out
i can't imagine finding out they noticed
i'll fight this shit alone
a pain i fear could make me fucking fold
she told me god my hands are cold
she told me god your hands are cold
can we intertwine our fingers
let our feelings linger 
woah woah oh oh
woah woah woah oh oh

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man i hope my friends fall out 
i can't imagine finding out they notice
i'll fight this shit alone
a pain i fear could make me fucking fold
she told me god my hands are cold

matt & sam (drewisdead)

mr.faithful *prod. remghost*

Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artists: EMO FRUITS x CARTER TOMORROW
Production: lil XipZ
Mixing: lil XipZ x EMO FRUITS x CARTER TOMORROW
Mastering: lil XipZ
Cover Art: Bella Lenahan x lil XipZ
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@emofruits
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LYRICS:

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
I got anxious tendencies 
I bite my nails until they start to bleed
I'm always quiet so they think I'm mean
But I'm really just scared of what they'll think of me

Pale white skin with purple bags under my eyes
I feel like I'm dead but thats not a surprise
My life is meaningless I cant wait for my demise
I'm sitting on the ledge I cant wait to fall and die

[Verse 1: EMO FRUITS]
Woah can't sleep can't dream at all
Red wine I'll drink it off
My head can't think at all
Anxious can't breathe at all

Bitch I'm anxious yeah I'm anxious
Yeah I'm feeling so cold yeah I feel it in my bones
Bitch I'm anxious yeah I'm anxious
Blood dripping from my nose yeah I'll probably die alone
Bitch I'm anxious
I don't wanna be here at all
I don't wanna be here at all
I don't wanna be here at all
I don't wanna be here at all

[Bridge: lil XipZ]
Prada beanie on smells like weed and cologne 
Feel like Carter baby can you hold me close
You got the coke drip baby can you wipe your nose
Same old jeans I haven't left my home

[Verse 2: CARTER TOMORROW]
Does it matter when youre dead?
It's all in my head
I'll fix with a bullet hole
I'm getting nauseous from these thoughts 
Stay cautious while I walk
Cause I crossed too many hoes
Right
Shawty called 
She miss me
And said she's in the city
Looking at the lights 
Shining loud out so pretty
I wish I knew 
You could've felt
That shit is such a pity
I guess it makes sense on why I feel so shitty
Anxiety got me stuck inside my room 
I'm dying please just come help me real soon
It's fine for me and I'm lying here inside my tomb
Accept it all and theres no such thing as doom

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
I got anxious tendencies 
I bite my nails until they start to bleed
I'm always quiet so they think I'm mean
But I'm really just scared of what they'll think of me

Pale white skin with purple bags under my eyes
I feel like I'm dead but thats not a surprise
My life is meaningless I cant wait for my demise
I'm sitting on the ledge I cant wait to fall and die

ANXIOUS (ft. EMO FRUITS x CARTER TOMORROW)

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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: xipz
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: idk i found it on pintrest
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LYRICS:

vampire girl, youre the one i dream bout
wanna go for a drive? we can take the scenic route
now look me in the eyes tell me if youll stay around
maybe we can live forever, how does that sound?

we could be like raven n beast boy
as long as you never wanna leave my side
the 2 of us sittin on the edge of the void
holdin your hand along with mine

i just wanna show you what a real love is like
(yea how does that sound)
i could show you the world if youll say youre mine
(come on lets skip town)
driving on the highway going a hunnid n five
(ill keep you safe tho)
be my girl, ill always have your side
(n thats a promise)

we could be like Raven n Beast Boy

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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: xipz
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
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LYRICS:

[Chorus]
i dont wanna talk to you
i dont wanna speak at all
i dont wanna talk to you
i wanna be left alone

i dont know whats wrong w me
is there something wrong at all
i dont know whats wrong w me
hope youre still there when i call

[Verse]
i waste all my time alone
cant do this shit on my own tho
i hurt everyone i know
dont mean to do it, still do tho

i waste all my time alone
cant do this shit on my own 
i hurt everyone i know
dont mean to do it, still i do tho

dont mean to do it, still i do tho

[Chorus]
i dont wanna talk to you
i dont wanna speak at all
i dont wanna talk to you
i wanna be left alone

i dont know whats wrong w me
is there something wrong at all
i dont know whats wrong w me
hope youre still there when i call

[Outro]
i hate everything about me
dont understand how u dont
im a product of my surroundings
idk what love is n i wont

screaming when we get upset at eachother
unhealthy habits from my father
im still trynna get better
im still trynna get better


i dont wanna talk

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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: xipz
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
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LYRICS:

[Chorus]
oh, i dont know what you want
so im gone im going home now

i thought you had felt the same but i was so wrong
whyd you say you felt that way, if you had not

[Verse]
lead me on, you can make me hate you
it wont hurt as much when i replace you
u hit me where it hurts and all i did was thank you
if you hurt me anymore, ill prolly make my brains spew

so i guess ill hit up your friend just to make you envious
doin anything that i can to distract me
doin anything that i can, it aint healthy

[Chorus]
oh, i dont know what you want
so im gone im going home now

i thought you had felt the same but i was so wrong
whyd you say you felt that way, if you had not

[Outro]
i just dont get it
whyd you have to play with my feelings
no i dont
no i dont get it
whyd you have to play with my feelings
heart eater
heart eater

hearteater

produced by flexer

beanie:

like damn god damn god damn
jus hit yo bitch girly said im the man
every where that i go
flick of my wrist see the diamonds i got in japan
fifty thousand in advance
hunnid thousand get yo girl out my fuck out my pants
why a lil boy so mad tho
why a lil boy tryna diss on my track oh fuck no
why dont he spit it like this
why dont you suck on my dick
i dont need you in my ear
i dont need you in my hair
the fuck is you talking bout bitch only spitting whats real
fuck fakes ion need em
only need lazy, me, sin, tonabandz, and unknxwn
five bros never slump see the blunt roll
brand new trucks we gon pull up see this unfold
yes i got bitches
diamonds dance on my wrists
i got fourty or fourty
which one are you pickin
there is liquor in my system
i think that im trippin
im frozen in time but the clock is still tickin
i might live in a infinite void till i reach all my goals and ascend above all of you incels
i get it i got it creating my roster
im winnin the lotto but wont spend a dollar
im flexin a rari i dont even drive it
this is a robbery now empty the pockets
is it me ? we? or i? step to me think im not rippin that shit out its socket
so far so good, slip up ill kill you
thats right, wanna fuck w my flow think i wont, fuckin rip individuals with the illest sickest spitter that you will ever wittness like damn

lazy - roll up (flexer)

1942

i wanna go back to last summer <//3
.
.
i never been the type
i never wanna see u cry
u dont have to lie
i be on ur mind
i be gettin high to get outta mine
.
memories of last time that u came over
i know last summer u said its over
did u get the tattoo that u said u wanted
i started drinkin more when i said i wouldnt
now its just me and all the pain now
now im seeing ur face everywhere now
dying inside knowing u dont care now
got me doing all these drugs in pairs now
.
shits fucked up 
just like i am
i wanna go back
i wanna go back
.
john solo

to get outta my head u got me goin crazy
baby maybe we need time
maybe we need space yeah
maybe its the drugs tho
maybe its the drank yeah
i could give u what u want
just tell me what u think
yeah uh
we could do the distance tho
we could do the race
u never admit it tho
this is all a game
i aint with the change yeah
shit dont feel the same yeah
come n give it up tho
come n say my name
ive always been the type
hate finding truth up in ur lies
maybe i need time
baby come be mine
maybe we can try
i cant get u outta my head

-damiyen aka young crying over the girl from spring not summer

avalanche (farber)

beanie

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