someday ill find solace


i couldn't just be everything that you wanted or everything that i could be
but everyone's starting to hold me back, though maybe i should flip the scene
i take everything and i break it apart, swear im ripping and stretching the seams
and everyone knows that im okay, but nobodies checking on me.

i used to say that i have changed
my pain is fake, i waste away
ill take the day, my friends are late
i hated fate, now i will wait

for u
or anyone to show up now
i knew
that i could be alone now

shes got cold green eyes, and ive got nowhere to run
this pain is flowing through my veins, i feel so fucking dumb
take your time, its never too late to come
i find my peace in apathy, with the barrel of a gun..

i couldn't just be everything that you wanted or everything that i could be
but everyone's starting to hold me back, though maybe i should flip the scene
i take everything and i break it apart, swear im ripping and stretching the seams
and everyone knows that im okay, but nobodies checking on me.

i used to say that i have changed
my pain is fake, i waste away
ill take the day, my friends are late
i hated fate, now i will wait

i used to say that i have changed
my pain is fake, i waste away
ill take the day, my friends are late
i hated fate, now i will wait

for u
or anyone to show up now
i knew
that i could be alone now

is anyone there? (moneo)

it’s not my fault it’s all because of ur stupid little elements, 
one day you mad at me the next day wanna  settle this, 
and I been counting hunnids ever since I was a little kid, 
I got money on my mind all the time, you want me back, 
I been spending most my time laying back smoking pack, 
baby I been on the grind I ain’t got time for that, 
baby you been on my mind always think of coming back,  

yea it’s love or drugs, gotta pick one cuz I can’t get enough, 
I choose the drugs cuz they pick me up I’m stuck, 
I love this shit I wanna live, it’s my life I give, 

you wanna let me go but you know that you would get so sick of this, 
and now ur feeling lonely fiending for that one last little kiss, 
and this the way it had to go someone had to go get rid of it,  
and now I’m chasing for that dream, no bitches here keep listening

elements. [noevdv]

Can I go any farther
Last night it was a disaster
Next time I wanna hear laughter
High five into next week and I’m plastered 
Oh well
here am I stuck writing on this paper
I’m writing down all the thoughts I wanna saver
there you are you shot me down with a laser
ar pointed right at the player
a slayer with such a beautiful displayer

put a marker on my head a little bit later I was on the ground dead
this sounding like a video game but this 
is real life 
you tell me that I’m crazy I’ll tell you that you are so right

i couldn’t pick up the peices
so she thought I still schemin
i ran away with my feelings 
so you’d be okay

just tell me what u are needing
i do not care if you’re bleeding 
my heart will show you the meaning
and we can go play 

and this time we will teaming and scheming and cheating 
in the worst way

it’s so defeating your leaving before my birthday 
I said I’m sorry for cheating and I don’t know ur pain
i needed training my lady but now ur fading to grey and  I just be caving all day

cuz they want me to stay 

 l’m the one to blame so I’m outta range
that so much better everybody say

we used to play video games (thorley)

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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: xipz
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
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LYRICS:

shawty i dont wanna go but i have to
told you all i do is bring bad news
got the reaper on hold like a statue
i be lyin all the time but they sound true

skinwalker boy in the forest
i been weeping in the leaves i cant feel shit
blood drips from my lips like im puking
havent showered in days i feel putrid

slipknot shawty come and fill me up with buckshot
i wanna die in your arms, let my body rot
green hair on her n her eyes bloodshot
nickname her mary j, she like the mascot

cant believe that i fell for you
cute face, tiny waist n some peircings too
kinda think that i need you boo
cuz when youre not around i feel putrid oouuu

i feel putrid
i feel putrid

gonna run away from you
ghost boy imma float up to the moon

cuz where i go, youll never find me
thats just what i want, dont try me
i need new shit, not this old bitch
need a new chick, i already said this

i feel putrid

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Main Artist: xipz
Featured Artist: @aidenhiltonlovesyou
Produced by: xipz
Mixed by: xipz + Aiden Hilton
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
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LYRICS:

[Chorus: xipz]
ouu so you get me all hot in the face
i dont think anyone can replace your love
im sorry that i missed your call again

ouu think i needa be a better friend
i wasnt there when you had needed me
i promise it wont happen again
you can call on me if you need me

for anything at all
i can be there in a call
i can be there in a call

[Bridge: xipz]
i can be there no matter what
ill do anything for this love
ill do anything for your love

[Verse: Aiden Hilton]
she think im an asshole
i think that i like that
i dont want your love shawty
i just want my time back
time back, fly past, i know that i might crash
sippin on some drugs inside my cup i hope i die fast
but i dont wanna die fast
but i dont wanna die fast
i know she love me when she fuck me
its early up in the mornin
yeah she callin me a druggie
n tellin me that im ugly like
i dont really wanna hear it shawty, i already know
aye im a fuckin mess, someone you dont wanna know
rollin up my dope
then i hit the road
do a show
fans lined up at the door
but i dont like to talk, they call me an asshole
antisocial as fuck is all i ever really known
its all i ever really known 
its all i ever really known
its all i ever really

[Chorus: xipz]
ouu so you get me all hot in the face
i dont think anyone can replace your love
im sorry that i missed your call again

ouu think i needa be a better friend
i wasnt there when you had needed me
i promise it wont happen again
you can call on me if you need me

for anything at all
i can be there in a call
i can be there in a call

missed calls (w/ Aiden Hilton☆)

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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: xipz
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: idk i found it on pintrest
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LYRICS:

vampire girl, youre the one i dream bout
wanna go for a drive? we can take the scenic route
now look me in the eyes tell me if youll stay around
maybe we can live forever, how does that sound?

we could be like raven n beast boy
as long as you never wanna leave my side
the 2 of us sittin on the edge of the void
holdin your hand along with mine

i just wanna show you what a real love is like
(yea how does that sound)
i could show you the world if youll say youre mine
(come on lets skip town)
driving on the highway going a hunnid n five
(ill keep you safe tho)
be my girl, ill always have your side
(n thats a promise)

we could be like Raven n Beast Boy

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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: xipz
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
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LYRICS:

[Chorus]
i dont wanna talk to you
i dont wanna speak at all
i dont wanna talk to you
i wanna be left alone

i dont know whats wrong w me
is there something wrong at all
i dont know whats wrong w me
hope youre still there when i call

[Verse]
i waste all my time alone
cant do this shit on my own tho
i hurt everyone i know
dont mean to do it, still do tho

i waste all my time alone
cant do this shit on my own 
i hurt everyone i know
dont mean to do it, still i do tho

dont mean to do it, still i do tho

[Chorus]
i dont wanna talk to you
i dont wanna speak at all
i dont wanna talk to you
i wanna be left alone

i dont know whats wrong w me
is there something wrong at all
i dont know whats wrong w me
hope youre still there when i call

[Outro]
i hate everything about me
dont understand how u dont
im a product of my surroundings
idk what love is n i wont

screaming when we get upset at eachother
unhealthy habits from my father
im still trynna get better
im still trynna get better


i dont wanna talk

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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: xipz
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
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LYRICS:

i thought we were closer
whered you go, im so cold
i thought we were closer
whered you go, im so cold

i guess i let myself get attached to you
dont even think that i wanted to

guess it was just how it was supposed go
whyd you have to leave me all alone
im so cold, you left me so cold

i know i said
that i wouldnt ever get 
like this ever again 
but its evident i did

i didnt wanna get attached to you
cuz if you left then id be screwed
dont leave, dont do this too soon

i promised myself

Bloody Mary Shawty (w/ Crizzy White x Danny's Adventures)

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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: xipz
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
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LYRICS:

[intro]
If I die before I wake up
Baby, you could take whatever you want, yeah
You could have everything
Baby, you're my everything

[chorus]
feel like smrtdeath, i would give u everything
i could be the umbrella when its pouring
i wanna show u what a real love feel like
cuz u deserve it but i know its been a long time

[verse 1]
i would give you anything you ever wanted 
smoke you out, we can talk with the martians
i seen pretty girls but none of them are like u
come with me baby, ill show u that i need u

[bridge]
like i said, you could be my raven
lil demon shawty, ill give u my heart as a payment
yeah i wanna take you like a pain med

[chorus]
feel like smrtdeath, i would give u everything
i could be the umbrella when its pouring
i wanna show u what a real love feel like
cuz u deserve it but i know its been a long time

[verse 2]
do you trust me? i dont think you trust me
i can promise you i wont do you dirty

do you want me? baby do you want me?
yeah i know what you said but can you show me

i would give u everything

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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: xipz
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: teddyboi (@yoimn3ver)
Cover Art by: xipz
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MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/tAGB4vZ5Q0w?si=nvjx6ku6O-NURyef 
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LYRICS:

[Verse 1]
i been ascending n i dont think i feel real
wander the woods think ill find my soul here

if i get lost then dont come to find me
skinwalker boy i dont need you to find me

nicoteen high, sippin red wine
blood on my knife rotting corpse to my right

too busy daydreamin, too busy daytrippin
liminal space roamin backrooms im still movin

[Bridge]
i feel
like im one with
you

[Verse 2]
you dont wanna feel the same way
i can see that in your worried gaze

if you get hurt then im the one to blame
if i hurt you then aim for my brain

cuz i dont wanna mess this up
but i always tend to fuck shit up

i tend to hide away when times get tough
it dont mean i hate you, i just had enough

[Bridge]
i feel
like im one with
you

[Verse 3]
she say she like me cuz i dont talk to no one
thats just anxiety but i dont fuck with no one

keep my mouth shut cuz i dont want attention
yeah i kinda miss u but i dont wanna face that

yeah i dont wanna face that
nah i dont wanna face that

Ascending [+ MUSIC VIDEO]

@vanity444

Selfish, it dont matter.

$25 features

i dont wanna talk

xipz

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