Buddy this is hard. God loves you and your family. Please remember that. Putting god first is the only way to maintain up!!

lyrics ⬇️ 

you mean nothing to me 
you mean nothing to me

one minute trippin 
next minute you know wassup
well you should speak up then
cuz I don’t do well with the drugs
I’ll fall down the stairs
and everyone knows you won’t pick me up
yea you do not care
i think our life better without us in love

cuz it’s not getting better if you do not get away from me
say I want you later but I cannot have your company 
look to check the weather app
but it’s gonna be raining
so what I’m saying
is I’m not waiting
around for anyone else to get with
i stand my ground well I hope that you keep ur distance
huge town
but I cant find no one to live with
move south
well that’s where I went ye a that’s where I live in

one minute trippin 
next minute chillin
what’s this abt
say I’m a villain 
well I’m in ya head and I’m in ya mouth

just listen the lights gettin low
for the mission
i don’t wanna speak 
when you don’t want attention 

might weep for my life get to wishin like
how can I tell what is real 
how can i tell what is fake
get out my face
cant catch a break or even a meal
like what is the deal they not fixin the wage
I been makin my plays 
every single day they going to waste
livin a lot make it harder to save
but don’t get it wrong I’m still makin a lane

yea no mission accomplished only assumption 
yea I need an accomplice but I got no options yea

you mean nothing (yunny goldz)

oh to be loved

prod. by @thesoundofgivingup and @safeatlast

im not the person u used to know
im sry im unusual
dont tell me that ur sorry girl im sorry cuz im used to those

i been nothin but delusional
im waiting for my funeral
cuz everytime i hear ur voice its drowned out by a song that goes
wooooahhhhhh
wooooahhhhhh

im fuckin sick of this everyday cycle
they left me 2 bleed but my organs arent vital
theyll drown out my screams with the sounds of recitals
cuz i am just another kid that claims theyre suicidal

a suit and tie is suitable to transfer to the other side
there is not a glimpse of hatred comin from my tired eyes
i cant even think straight cuz im riddled with a tired mind
kick me to the curb im tired of bein on the sidelines

static
stand still lock on scope automatic
take out my soul wit a blade to the back and
just end all my habits when you come in slashin
im not comin back to the past where i left you behind
end it all when i pull out the knife
pray to god at the end of the line
pray to god this the end of my life

static

lyrics ⬇️ 

every thing you told me was a lie
you can’t even look me in my eyes no more
once everything I wanted but now I been floor
i been dying from the torch 
i been flying thru the door

miss what we had
everything was perfect 
every night we would laugh
I don’t wanna burn it
cuz I’m honestly attached
god gave me a purpose
and you stabbed me in the back
why’d you do that

brand new mission oh I can't wait to get loaded in
ten more minutes til I'm out there counting dividends
yea
watch me mix it in tell me that there's more to this
before I forfeit, I don't need no more of this
I went to Florida with my family then I told them that
I don't feel much more like family when you give me crap
let me sit up by myself when I'm feeling sad
promise that ill come back i don't mean to make you mad

but never once did you ask me if I’m fine
i been smokin blunts so that I could ease My mind
every night it’s the same
I cant ever go to sleep
all the time try to change
but I never wanna leave

(casperrr)
going dummy at the function  
just so i can fuck shit
nah i can't fuckin function 
with the way u changed so quick
really thought you loved me
but i guess i was mistaken 
they way u kept pushing me back
hiding mthe fact u were taken

used to look up at people
and now most are at my level
all i have left is a house 
that's filled with air and our shadows
you left a hole inside my heart
turned from special to mental
like chaging howl for hollow 
i know it was not accidental

at this point i don't know what family is?
people stop caring about u when u stop being a kid 
i've been alone ever since i was 14 
left to deal with a bunch a shit, i don't know what i did
idk how i made it out
idk what it is
maybe i had more to do
maybe i was born for this
i just hope so cuz otherwise imma quit
life in general cause without music life is boring as shit

forfeit w/ casperrr (tiedforsilver)

(cray)

all this pain up on my body i dont like dis, 
she say its not fair, i got scared, i light this
please just stop here, ive lost you, my highness
the world was so bright, like ur eyes, ur iris (x2)

i try to fix dis shit but i cant even fall asleep
in the corner of my room is where i sit and weep
so many sins ive done so i just pray my soul to keep
they really out to get me demons why they follow me

(ford)

why they following when I don’t got nothin give
life short
Put a slice on my own wrist

trouble some ever since I was a kid
never wanna live all alone like this

always thought I could make better eventually 
only to know that I’m failing the penalty
oh it’s getting so hard
every single night I’m falling apart
and every time you lie I take it too far

i wanna quit it and look at stars
wait til I’m fitted and living on mars
we gon be planets apart

(cray)

its a common occurence when they walk out on me, oh shit
im done with this life, imma light up a spliff,
was bright as a kid i had so much to give
im liking your presence, but i cannt live

and if i drop and fall, baby please just stay back
why u causing all the problems, why u say that
on the drive home im homesick i hate that,
i took a light dose but it feel like i wont wake up 

all this pain up on my body i dont like dis, 
she say its not fair, i got scared, i light this
please just stop here, ive lost you, my highness
the world was so bright, like ur eyes, ur iris (x2)

(ford)

and if I had another night to tell you something that I wanted to
i would honestly just wanna prove
i only ever wanted you

i dont like this w/ brecken [out on spotify now]

i just wanted to know ft. spookybands (gaxillic)

Lyrics

If I fell would you catch me?
I want love, you won't let me
Why do I still fight for dreams?
You only exist when I'm sleep

I wanna feel your love, you wanna watch me die
I wanna build up trust, you wanna make me cry
I would of gave it all up just to give us a try
You were just out getting fucked when I wasn't by your side

Why in the fuck did I think I could make you mine?
Everything you say lies
I'ma make songs about you until I make bank
You gonna watch me rise
Thought what we had was something real but it was so fake
You were just in disguise
I used to feel so much love for you, now it's all hate
All of my feelings collide

I don't feel like myself no more
Are you safe for my health? Not sure
I don't like the way I'm not yours
I don't get what this is all for

If I fell would you catch me?
I want love, you won't let me
Why do I still fight for dreams?
You only exist when I'm sleep

If I fell would you catch me?
I want love, you won't let me
Why do I still fight for dreams?
You only exist in my sleep

Why in the fuck did I think I could make you mine?
Everything you say lies
I'ma make songs about you until I make bank
You gonna watch me rise
Thought what we had was something real but it was so fake
You were just in disguise
I used to feel so much love for you, now it's all hate
All of my feelings collide

I don't feel like myself no more
Are you safe for my health? Not sure
I don't like the way I'm not yours
I don't get what this is all for

disguise. | Produced by yeezo x slaying ibis

produced by king theta

lyrics:

its four o clock
im so cold
lets turn the heat up a notch
just stop lemme talk
baby tell me whats wrong 
with you girl i want all of you
makin this song for you
tell me whats botherin you oh woah
and i cannot
seem to figure out how
a pretty like you likes me fuck
i see it through right through why me what
talk to me 
tell me what you need ill get it for you 
“dont fall for me”
well i, think i broke both my legs i chase the stars im still lost in that look you gave me
fall apart, oh my heart melts when i see your face
drifting far 
from me, cant take this pain much longer
all these scars
only heal from your touch i fear
don’t fall dont fall dont fall dont
dont run dont walk dont crawl no
dont look dont touch dont talk woah
dont dont dont dont 
don’t fall dont fall dont fall dont
dont run dont walk dont crawl no
dont look dont touch dont talk woah
dont dont dont dont

dont (king theta)

produced by king theta 

not sure if i like it but im posting it anyway

lyrics: 

why do i feel this way
like nobody knows that im real
afraid, that no one will miss me when im away
they talk about me like they know my name

tears come in tidal waves
alyssa she told me that im okay
ill miss her but im better off this way
im hurting these feelings i try to shake

stuck in my head tears on my bed
i take back everything i had said
stuck in my brain dont look the same
i fell for you over again

im not tryna throw shade but you told me you love me 
you told me you told me you told me
you wont leave you told me to trust you, you told me dont worry 
i worried i worried i worried i did

and now look at me 
just watch as i bleed
just watch as i fall
just watch as i crawl 

right back to you baby i know you dont care about me like you said that you did but i need you right now and i swear ill do better this time… this time

but im still learning
my heart is burning
our love is fading
and im still waiting for you

so come back 
it hurts so bad
my tears they wont last
but my bloods gone black

so why do i feel this way
like nobody knows that im real
afraid, that no one will miss me when im away

why do i feel this way
like nobody knows that im real
afraid, that no one will miss me when im away
they talk about me like they know my name

eliasz (king theta)

prod. poppy ozu x daniel saint

Lyrics:

i think she'll be the death of me
if i survive think that i'd rather be
it's been like 30 minutes with no text
so i can't get to sleep
she's probably up in someone's ear with all her dirty secrets maybe sexually
if she's not in my bed i think she slept with him respectfully
you can call me crazy i'll accept at least minisculely
the ghost of who i knew i think just wants a fuckin end to me
an end to me
an end to me

i'm unhinged 
i'm irrational at best
i'm less convinced now by the second i should get this off my chest
fuck it
i despise your hedonism and that old group i called my friends
at least i'm not a liar, of all my flaws just give me that

she jumps from guy to girl to guy in hopes that someone can heal her
if you couldn't respect me
then how could i either
was i meant for a stage
am i meant for a theatre
caught me throwing up again
with a wonderful fever

i'm a people person eater with a face that doesn't shape
i just tear myself apart then fix myself with gum and tape
i use so many "i's" and "me's" its like the rest of them are fake
you think i'm talking to you, probably am so hear me for your sake

i think she'll be the death of me
if i survive think that i'd rather be
it's been like 30 minutes with no text
so i can't get to sleep
she's probably up in someone's ear with all her dirty secrets maybe sexually
if she's not in my bed i think she slept with him respectfully
you can call me crazy i'll accept at least minisculely
the ghost of who i knew i think just wants a fuckin end to me
an end to me
an end to me

dont (king theta)

beanie

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