so much effort to believe
she don’t wanna be with me
kill myself like every week
i don’t wanna be the reason
and all that i sacrifice 
i really just wanna die
part of me wants to lie down
and all of me won’t survive
clothes off grab her thigh
whip door suicide
look at me right in the eyes
i just wanna make you mine

i just wanna make you mine 
i just want us to survive
i just wanna see you smile 
i just wanna make you mine

and all that i sacrifice 
i really just wanna die
part of me wants to lie down
and all of me won’t survive

and all that i sacrifice 
i really just wanna die
part of me wants to lie down
and all of me won’t survive

anhedonia (emptychest)

summertime
a moonlit vice
keeping me at bay
dust rolls in
a tumbleweed
six shooter by my waist
there’s no need
for words out here
there’s nothing here to say
just be cautious
after dark ‘cause
you might catch a stray

oh honey
give it all you’ve got
oh honey
you should’ve hit your shot

the stars align
could it be fate
we’re both in the same place
things unfold
the story’s told
six shooter to my face
that’s  when she
looked at me and said
goodbye’s the only way
low and behold 
the triggers pulled
but all she shot were blanks

oh honey
give it all you’ve got
oh honey
you should’ve hit your shot

written, recorded, performed, mixed, & mastered by Steven Pryce JR.

honeybun

lyrics:

yeah we talk a lot
but we dont ever really speak
we fuck a lot
but we dont ever really see eachother no (woah)
bad bitch put her hands on my waist
bad bitch put her hands on my face 
bad bitch caught feelings put me in my place

baby im sick of this shit
kiss your nic more than my lips
like evil within
were bleeding i figured us dead
head filled up w dread
i fuck everything up it happens whatever but i cant get over it
no i cannot
no i cannot 
no i cannot

yeah we talk a lot
but we dont ever really speak
we fuck a lot
but we dont ever really see eachother no (woah)
bad bitch put her hands on my waist
bad bitch put her hands on my face 
bad bitch caught feelings put me in my place

i tried to talk to you
am its like like 5 oclock 
never slept so im exhausted 
weed smoke spittin like fire thats car exhaust
thru the leaves thru the trees thru the fire we faught
rolled sleeves dirty feet
we fight a lot (drugged up fucked up)
we fight a lot

yeah we talk a lot
but we dont ever really speak
we fuck a lot
but we dont ever really see eachother no (woah)
bad bitch put her hands on my waist
bad bitch put her hands on my face 
bad bitch caught feelings put me in my place

fiveoclock (tied for silver x flesh)

why u in my head
all i see is red
i look at what the note said
they be acting like they blind
until i pull up in A Benz

outside in the rain
foggy in my brain
got no place to stay
all the trees are dead
and winter hit inside i lay,
and i been feeling sad 
so maybe this the fucking day

you can not go try me,
i been thru a lot of shit
so please come and try it
you dont wanna see what i seen,
the blood, the leaves, no peace
im falling down the well i weep

so come with me, come find ur home,
its falling down and i feel so cold
just take me back when times were bright
before the lies, before the freigths

u claim ur broken ur bruised
and the silence just comes around
and i dont care how much it hits
i wont sit this out
and im okay and its alright
i think im heading south
i pack my bags and i move to a small ghost town

outside in the rain [michael harrison]

produced by farber

some of these might be wrong but i dont feel like checking

lyrics: 

im so fucked up
baby youre my drug
im so damn numb
whats the point of love
all there is, is lust
whats the point of love
if there is no trust
now just tell me
what you want from me girl
baby tell me what you want from me
baby ill do anything, anything
girl u can take my heart and u can take my lungs
and u can take my breath 
hell u already do
lets get this off my chest
know you not in the mood
but all i wanted was you
the way they talk isnt cool
but i’ll keep you safe from them baby i promise
these hoes always act all heartless
now dont even get me started
on the one way back in august
i lost it
but i got you
and i know im not much but you got me
and i know that were far, but youre still with me
wanna look up at the stars with you with me
taste the evil in your lips when you kiss me
i kinda like that
never told me when i met you that you bite back
theres a saying if she love you she wont lie
yeah
girl you know that thats a lie
never cried till i tried that
im cryin
im dyin
theres sirens
i dont like this
satisfied with how you left me damaged
whats to gain from it i don’t understand it
way you creepin in on me look like you planned it
sometimes i feel like i been on another planet
hearts so cold its an avalanche half the shit that i say to you is half the reason im alive
im cold as ice this winter breeze
im not old but my knees are getting week
when u looked at me
i felt something that i never felt before
it kinda scared me so i left right out the door
i turned around and saw you dead and nothing more
i can’t do this
im cryin
im dyin
theres sirens
i dont like this
im cryin
im dyin
theres sirens
i dont like this

avalanche II (farber)

Lyrics

If I fell would you catch me?
I want love, you won't let me
Why do I still fight for dreams?
You only exist when I'm sleep

I wanna feel your love, you wanna watch me die
I wanna build up trust, you wanna make me cry
I would of gave it all up just to give us a try
You were just out getting fucked when I wasn't by your side

Why in the fuck did I think I could make you mine?
Everything you say lies
I'ma make songs about you until I make bank
You gonna watch me rise
Thought what we had was something real but it was so fake
You were just in disguise
I used to feel so much love for you, now it's all hate
All of my feelings collide

I don't feel like myself no more
Are you safe for my health? Not sure
I don't like the way I'm not yours
I don't get what this is all for

If I fell would you catch me?
I want love, you won't let me
Why do I still fight for dreams?
You only exist when I'm sleep

If I fell would you catch me?
I want love, you won't let me
Why do I still fight for dreams?
You only exist in my sleep

Why in the fuck did I think I could make you mine?
Everything you say lies
I'ma make songs about you until I make bank
You gonna watch me rise
Thought what we had was something real but it was so fake
You were just in disguise
I used to feel so much love for you, now it's all hate
All of my feelings collide

I don't feel like myself no more
Are you safe for my health? Not sure
I don't like the way I'm not yours
I don't get what this is all for

disguise. | Produced by yeezo x slaying ibis

this is a fuckin disaster
ima scream while you patter
i dont wanna be mad, at you
im trying to get, it out

outta my head, i wont sleep till im dead!
i got work to do, and things to do with you
so we pack our shit, and we hop in the car
its raining and pouring, we might not make it too far

but were moving to fast so we crashed in the car
somehow i really made it out, without a single fuckin scar
the only one i got is in my heart, until i check
on you are you still breathing or are you just fucking dead?

flip the car on its back and all see if ur fine
please oh god, can you give me a sign!
check ur pulse, ur not breathing, i guess
THIS IS IT, IM JUMPING OFF THE CLIFF!

i regret everything that i do
embody this pain, i got bad attitude
im so stressed, what to do?
drain my energy, to help you out with the things that you

loved, in the past
but ur gone, im upset
i am all that is to blame
why am i the one, who made it back

to safety?
what a tragedy

hold, me down
hold, me accountable
for, all i did
im turning myself in, for this

but were moving to fast so we crashed in the car
somehow i really made it out, without a single fuckin scar
the only one i got is in my heart, until i check
on you are you still breathing or are you just fucking dead?

flip the car on its back and all see if ur fine
please oh god, can you give me a sign!
check ur pulse, ur not breathing, i guess
THIS IS IT, IM JUMPING OFF THE CLIFF!

im jumping off the cliff

non profit xxxtentacion cover rip

lyrics:

baby you been up all night 
you dont wanna wait on me
im about to catch my flight
so you dont gotta wait on me
no more

you dont wanna

ive been up a very long time
wonder why they hate on me
i dont wanna love myself
im prayin that they all love me
cause you dont wanna

you dont wanna

i shouldve let you know
that youre my only one
i know youre feelin numb
ill fuck you till you c*m
said i dont understand 
how you dont gotta man
you want me in your bed
cause i been in your head

no no no

i dont wanna do this anymore

Produced by klimlords

Lyrics

I know what I did was wrong
I don't really care when I'm in that zone
I'd do it again if I had enough reason
Then again there isn't one I need when I'm fiending

Just let me at it
Oh I'm such an addict
Bite marks on my neck from her
Today I'm feeling rabid

I ain't ever fix what I broke
I won't ever miss any bitch that I ghost
Let that table turn, somebody gone learn
I hold on to dead weight like ashes in an urn

Weekend, getting drunk once again
I don't need nobody cause this alcohol my friend
That girl ain't my type if she ain't my wife
Till death do us part, girl we together if alive

I still make these songs bout the past
That's just how cope with every feeling that is bad
I ain't ever fake to myself
Bitch, that's all that matters, don't agree then go to hell

I be sippin', some might say I'm trippin'
Don't care what you call it, might be alcoholic
Thought I was diminished, I ain't ever finished
Every line I'm spittin' make you wanna pause it

I know what I did was wrong
I don't really care when I'm in that zone
I'd do it again if I had enough reason
Then again there isn't one I need when I'm fiending

Just let me at it
Oh I'm such an addict
Bite marks on my neck from her
Today I'm feeling rabid

bitemarks.

lyrics ⬇️

it’s been cold out
and I been here alone
yea
i been here alone
and you don’t check ur phone now

i just hear the tone but I don’t wanna hear it no

you got me by the throat
knowing what I’ve done with you its so hard to go
i know it’ll show when I walk up in the room
implode and choke
cuz you cant stand the view 
I know I know

I’ve often been the rude one in ur life
but I’m offering solutions to make it right

your life is full of gratitude is that a lie
only if they knew a thing or two of what we do at night

it’s not so nice it’s not a crime but I know that I shouldn’t do it y
they say I should go to therapy but I already do it
i know what it’s like to bury everything cuz I been thru it
multiple the opportunities I lose I can’t control it
honestly I think it’s pride that’s over doing my influence 
everyday I’m getting by but how idk i have been clueless

let me close my eyes then I’ll prove it
my whole life a lie 
make me feel stupid




I know theyll be laughing in the background
came close but never really got attached how
i really meant to and i wish that i got it right
maybe this the problem why i cant sleep at night

i dont wanna do this anymore

beanie

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