shivers, can't wait for your next release bean <3

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/robstar100
produced by: https://soundcloud.com/irby314

lyrics:

hazenova:
i never understood what it was about me
 that made you wanna run away and doubt me
 black and blue all on my arm
 why u always shouting
 every effort that i make
 u always just denounce me

 all i needed was a little love
 all i needed was a fucking hug x2

 i was just a kid always hiding in my room
 i was just a kid doing everything i could x2

 and i guess it wasnt enough x2

 i dont know whats going on
 i dont feel like moving
 i just wanna runaway x2


robstar:

You can pick apart my imperfections
Ripped to pieces, another wasted night
You're the reason I'm alive
I'm the reason that you lie
Maybe I just got a deathwish
And can't admit that what I do ain't right
Wishin' I was by your side
But your side is kryptonite, yeah

I don't really wanna talk right now
Down a bottle of the jack
Left the tears out back
Ever since, tried to keep my head down, yeah, yeah
Now you see me with my ear to the ground
I've been waitin' for the storm
'Case I'm blowin' off course
And you end up havin' me around, yeah, yeah

And if I said I'm sorry
Would you care at all
And if I said I'm sorry
Is it all my fault

wasnt enough (feat. robstar) (prod. irby)

(intro)

i know it’s hard
when your life just falls apart
i know it’s hard
when your body’s covered in scars

(chorus)

i know it’s hard
when your life just falls apart
i know it’s hard
when your body’s covered in scars

and theres nothing you can do except stare at the ceiling 
and wonder if your life has lost any meaning 
nothing but a disgrace from the very start
but would you be surprised if i was hanging in the dark

(bridge)

it has been centuries since i gazed into your eyes
you were perfection and i miss you in my life

(verse)

there should be nothing to hide
but you still keep feeding me lies
into my head
do you want me to end up dead?
every night i’m staring at the lead 
at the end of my bed
one bullet is all it should take
to put me inside my grave

(chorus)

i know it’s hard
when your life just falls apart
i know it’s hard
when your body’s covered in scars

and theres nothing you can do except stare at the ceiling 
and wonder if your life has lost any meaning

(outro)

i know it’s hard

(it has been centuries since i gazed into your eyes)
(you were perfection and i miss you in my life)

one shot from the grave (sorrow bringer)

i made this song a long time ago

@emptychest
@navyxower
@not-a-fucking-hero
@yung-shadow1
@soulfadexo

(Ally Holloway)
I'm condemned for crossfire
but he's got no proof
he's got no proof
x2

and I'm tryna learn
is that to bad?
changing my name, what does that do for me?
sex aint the same if you're doing it for me.
the child was sad but now I look for her
for her >:(
so she dont gotta hurt more
worry more
when the storm rolls in, hit the storm door
hit the storm door
its really hard to love
life for what it is and all the worst.

(hero.)
could things go accordingly
for once beat my anxieties
i'd like to live comfortably
she said leave it all to me n i could do the rest
i beat common knowledge to a pulp so save ur breath
she said 
"its something u could never get"
oh no really i can guess
don't be condescending or i'll gut u like ur friend 

timeless gang
baby say my name
watch the rain
in my face 

(NAVXOWER)

(Crizzy White)
Open your eyes
What do you see
Broken dreams
Haunting screams
Yeah they live inside of me
Mixing this shit like an alchemist
Sorry to say but I really ain't proud of this
I did my best to be put in the back of it
I've had that shit in my head and it's battering
Really ain't scared of my death no more
I'm just getting used to drinking
Falling on the floor
I'm with Timeless they gon pick me up
But I been craving more
Hear the raven in my ear
It's says I'm dying nevermore

(soulfade)

Open Your Eyes w/ emptychest, hero, NAVYXOWER, Crizzy White & soulfade [+ christ]

prod. poppy ozu

set the clock back
look at the map
wouldnt know where youd be at
havent been texting my friends
i let down everyone, only cause stress
try my best to keep it cool
why does it feel like youre watching my moves
talk shit on the gram but still thinkin we’re cool
dont fuck with the
(shut the fuck up)
tmm on my chest
fuck all the rest
not really tho but maybe a bit
we got this shit by ourselves like a bat out of hell
we do the shit that you dont think will sell
drink on my water and work on my wealth
hit the tim hortons just outside of guelph
not gonna lie man i really need help
i wanna stop talking to myself
does it make sense?
i cannot tell
you drove me into the ground
now im just haunted by all of the sounds
dead in the ditch is how i hope im found
these are the things that i wont say out loud
now i know what goes around comes around
dead on the roof is how i hope im found
now i know what goes around, goes around

i wish there was a rhyme or reason whenever it rolls around the seasons
and all of the leaves start to turn and you start to burn in my brain.

phaedos (prod. poppy ozu)

prod me.
-lyrics-
there's so much to do in my life
so why you picking fights
cutting you out for the morning, cause, I cannot even eat right

when ur on me like that
holding the knife to my back
cursing and swearing, attack
me and you, are just trtying to get back

to the way it was
when ur on the drugs
you can t even, get up
honestly, im fed up

theres so much to do in my life
so why you picking fights
cutting you out for the morning, cauese, i cannot even eat right

when ur on me like that
holding the knife to my back
cursing and swearing, attack
me and you, are just trtying to get back

ima wreck, ima try
at times a really happy guy
i just wanna be a man
tough as hell, keep composure, what is that

i used you, to be a better man
in a past, I was blind, not a scratch
there were bumps in the road
2020 was a mess out control,

keep composure 84_

prod raspo
mixed/mastered by getbetter

Lyrics:

rend it apart, i guess we'll move on now
i feel psychosis taking root in the scars you left
open hearts bleed courtesy of the knife 
i see my angel's wings shedding feathers in the moonlit night, okay i'm not alright

i want you to hold me tight

cause the life that i breathe through these chapped lips of mine, 
won't ever be cause enough for me to not lie 
oh and god saw you break my heart again
and i swear to him you wont get away with it
oh i was there when nobody else was, and i saw the darkness in those stale bones

oh it's clear to me, that you'll discard our history
throwing up blood as my esophagus wears down
oh the pills they saved me but the pills they hate me
twice i've met the reaper why wont he take me

you were perfect to me in everything that you do
well then i took the medicine, and i know what you did
baby you twisted my words so you could carve upon my skin
and i hate to admit it but on this liquor i depend
your soul i would defend if you were ever in need

inaction forms these complacent thoughts of mine
vertebrae collapse when i try to carry the weight
my love for you predates the day we met

i relapsed i was jus tryna see you
i ruined my life while tryna wait for you
i wish i could torch the feelings and demolish the view

fuck the excuse its always somethin new
i'm so tired i could go comatose
honestly preferable to tying the noose

cause i just wanna slip away
please don't hear this and tell me i'll be okay

tenseiga_ (raspo)

prod secre and prophecy
mixed/mastered by me

Lyrics:

blood drips from my eyes
i still hate our mutual ties
heart beats fast while lines of powder
find their way inside 
i decipher lies
from the look upon your eyes
and i could find my way
but i won’t make on my own
i spill
my heart out on the line
i cry 
more when i can’t decide 
and i wish
that i made up my mind
before i went and 
carved your life from out my time

well you shouldn’t
and for that
i shouldnta stood it
you brought it up
shoulda kept that shit inside
cause how the fuck
you gon wish that i had died 
like i’m not perfect 
but i got an ounce of pride
and i still hold it in my heart
the words you swore were not a lie
but it’s still hard to decipher
i gotta dislodge the knife first 
gotta dislodge the knife first
not really much of a fighter 
and i hold my tongue back
but you jump at the spark of a lighter

_brighter_mood_ (secre x prophecy)

lyrics ⬇️ :))).    PROD GREENWOOD.

talk to myself on the daily
Switch up my mood got me shaking
you swore it’s the truth never makin sense
i wish u could call you my baby
But lately
you and I have both been failing
you never used to talk to my friends like that
now everywhere I go I gotta watch my back
look at my surroundings 
I think they’re approaching
now they gotta bounty on me
Idc low care
I’m not one to run away so you gon have to face me
maybe there’s another day where you will get to play me
or play me not
If you watch me rot away will I be worth a shot
Prolly not because I change every day when your gone
so let’s be honest 
you been breakin me down
you left a promise but there was nothing found

decks 🐐

i broke a promise to ya honestly i never thought
that it would change everything that i thought i knew and i
fought the battle but the war was too much all along
i still remember all those nights out on the promenade
and i wish that i could take it all back
i see the message in the pitch black
never good, its always bad, how do you live like that?
several months and now you're asking for a little back

greenwood 🐐

two weeks could you call back?
looking outside of the pain but it's all that
i don't want hope cause i'm holding it so bad
just to find out in the end that it don't last
don't ask questions i don't want new friends
got old ones but they pretend
so i'm paranoid for the weekend
might disappear just to free them, fuck

slow burn surrounding it
with a subtle breath i'm wearing thin these days
suddenly so attached
up in the place i'm at
summer had come so fast
wanted to stop so bad

i made this song a long time ago

beanie

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bandoely

lazy!

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