Cold World

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COLD WORLD

prod: @dutchrevz

Lyrics:
I 
I know your type 
You hate goodbyes
You’d rather fight
Confrontation what you like
Tell me off, tell me twice
What you really feel inside
Everything that you despised

YOUR BETTER OFF DEAD
THATS WHAT SHE SAID
WHAT DID I FEEL
NOTHING BUT DREAD
ALL IN MY HEAD
ALL IN MY HEAD
HATE THESE DRUGS
FUCKED UP LOVE AND REGRETS

YEAH
YEAH
YEAH IVE HAD ENOUGH BITCH
ILL BE ON MY OWN WHEN THE SUN SETS
SICK OF YOUR ASSUMPTIONS 
THE TONE OF YOUR VOICE AND THE WORDS THAT YOU CUT WITH
NEVER FELT LOVE
MONSTERS ATE MY HEART IN THE ABYSS
PULL ME APART LIKE A PUPPET
LIKE A PUPPET

In this room playing a game of waiting
What’s the point of saving time 
It’s draining
No one’s staying, I feel my body breaking
I been breaking down lately 
I hear a sound of scraping
Scratching, dragging through the day
Covering up my mouth with tape
listen to abuse you say
You can throw it all my way

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MONSTERS ATE MY HEART IN THE ABYSS (prod.dutchrevz)

(cray)

all this pain up on my body i dont like dis, 
she say its not fair, i got scared, i light this
please just stop here, ive lost you, my highness
the world was so bright, like ur eyes, ur iris (x2)

i try to fix dis shit but i cant even fall asleep
in the corner of my room is where i sit and weep
so many sins ive done so i just pray my soul to keep
they really out to get me demons why they follow me

(ford)

why they following when I don’t got nothin give
life short
Put a slice on my own wrist

trouble some ever since I was a kid
never wanna live all alone like this

always thought I could make better eventually 
only to know that I’m failing the penalty
oh it’s getting so hard
every single night I’m falling apart
and every time you lie I take it too far

i wanna quit it and look at stars
wait til I’m fitted and living on mars
we gon be planets apart

(cray)

its a common occurence when they walk out on me, oh shit
im done with this life, imma light up a spliff,
was bright as a kid i had so much to give
im liking your presence, but i cannt live

and if i drop and fall, baby please just stay back
why u causing all the problems, why u say that
on the drive home im homesick i hate that,
i took a light dose but it feel like i wont wake up 

all this pain up on my body i dont like dis, 
she say its not fair, i got scared, i light this
please just stop here, ive lost you, my highness
the world was so bright, like ur eyes, ur iris (x2)

(ford)

and if I had another night to tell you something that I wanted to
i would honestly just wanna prove
i only ever wanted you

i dont like this w/ brecken [out on spotify now]

produced by why loner

fun fact thirty below was another name i was considering besides beanie

lyrics:

too busy to pick up your phone
no dont go
its cold its like thirty below
i see purple in my toes
brittle breakin up my bones
baby wait before u go
where u goin dont go

youre frozen cold
its may but i still need a coat
homie askin where the cash at
told him i dont really know
runnin round w my woes steady searching
for a flow fuck a hoe
its getting real chilly go check a temperature is thirty below

check the temperature is thirty below (woah)
i see purple in my toes (its cold)
im spittin this shit off the dome (dont)
where u goin please baby dont go (i know)
you dont love me i promise i do
tantalizing up my mind what you do
criticize me all i wanted was you 
i was a fuck up and hesitant wouldnt make a move aye

thats cold youre bold
im hungry i need a me a bowl
fuck its a struggle just getting some dough
cookie clicker on my phone
just to kill the time all time low last week
almost off myself cuz im broke
on a come up only going lower
but i got yo bitch playin limbo

my heads so unknxwn
my reflection wont show
tick tock yall are on the clock
there aint no one else but my bro
thats there for me
yall better stop now tread carefully 
stop talkin suicide yall scared for me
yall watched me die so carelessly
its not fair for me

youre frozen cold
its may but i still need a coat
homie askin where the cash at
told him i dont really know
runnin round w my woes steady searching
for a flow fuck a hoe
its getting real chilly go check a temperature is thirty below

i am insane i think im insane
blood on my louise v frames
searching for days 
where is my brain woah
she want me dont want her thats crazy
bitch hit my dms like ily hey 
i sent back a smiley face
some positive feedback
it might be the play
but all i can think of is hate
but all i can think of is hurt
but all i can think of is her
sauce on my skin it might burn
i might throw on some ice just to cool down the urn im turning to shovel my ashes away
matter fact yall should banish my ashes from earth
tryn purge the negativity out my mind but im slowly realizing it will never work

youre frozen cold
its may but i still need a coat
homie askin where the cash at
told him i dont really know
runnin round w my woes steady searching
for a flow fuck a hoe
its getting real chilly go check a temperature is thirty below 

youre frozen cold
too busy to pick up your phone
dont go
its cold its like thirty below
i see purple in my toes 
brittle breakin up my bones
baby wait before u go
where u goin dont go

thirty below (why loner)

Lyrics

I get lost in my head so much
Go to sleep, I don't wanna wake up
I should care but I don't give a fuck
When I did it was never enough

I don't know where it all went wrong
Think I shouldn't keep making these songs
As of lately it's been feeling dumb
As of lately I been feeling numb

I know some people like what I do
I know some people couldn't care less
I know part of me like what I do
I know part of me wanna progress

I don't know how much fight I got left
I don't wanna keep chasing a check
And that's not what I doing it for
But I'm just a human, I gotta pay rent

It was cool, I was only a kid
I was living with mom back then
I was making a couple of g's
Buying beats for my songs back then

That was all I was worried about
But I ain't a kid no more
I ain't saying I'm giving it up
I just can't put it all in no more

I get lost in my head so much
Go to sleep, I don't wanna wake up
I should care but I don't give a fuck
When I did it was never enough

I don't know where it all went wrong
Think I shouldn't keep making these songs
As of lately it's been feeling dumb
As of lately I been feeling numb

ain't a kid no more. | Produced by metlast

Lyrics

unknxwn. don't look in that closet the skeletons in
You told me that I was the one but you cheated on me, I wasn't better than him
You should of known not to play with my heart but you tore it apart now I'm sick in the head
Used to wish I was dead and I tried and I still didn't die, now you gone wish that I did

Everything you said to me, everything you did wrong
I'ma give it back to you till you can't get up out of
Your bed like you did to me, I wish you weren't my enemy
Cause I would give it all to you if you would care at all for me

We both know that shit won't ever happen
You don't care, no not even a fraction
What did I do to you?
That could make you ruin something so beautiful

I won't ever make it out this hell and I don't want to
You don't know how fucking hard I fell, girl I want you
Every feeling that you felt, I still feel for you
No matter how ugly you treat me I'll still adore you

unknxwn. don't look in that closet the skeletons in
You told me that I was the one but you cheated on me, I wasn't better than him
You should of known not to play with my heart but you tore it apart now I'm sick in the head
Used to wish I was dead and I tried and I still didn't die, now you gone wish that I did

skeleton! (freestyle) | Produced by JUMEX

Lyrics

If I fell would you catch me?
I want love, you won't let me
Why do I still fight for dreams?
You only exist when I'm sleep

I wanna feel your love, you wanna watch me die
I wanna build up trust, you wanna make me cry
I would of gave it all up just to give us a try
You were just out getting fucked when I wasn't by your side

Why in the fuck did I think I could make you mine?
Everything you say lies
I'ma make songs about you until I make bank
You gonna watch me rise
Thought what we had was something real but it was so fake
You were just in disguise
I used to feel so much love for you, now it's all hate
All of my feelings collide

I don't feel like myself no more
Are you safe for my health? Not sure
I don't like the way I'm not yours
I don't get what this is all for

If I fell would you catch me?
I want love, you won't let me
Why do I still fight for dreams?
You only exist when I'm sleep

If I fell would you catch me?
I want love, you won't let me
Why do I still fight for dreams?
You only exist in my sleep

Why in the fuck did I think I could make you mine?
Everything you say lies
I'ma make songs about you until I make bank
You gonna watch me rise
Thought what we had was something real but it was so fake
You were just in disguise
I used to feel so much love for you, now it's all hate
All of my feelings collide

I don't feel like myself no more
Are you safe for my health? Not sure
I don't like the way I'm not yours
I don't get what this is all for

disguise. | Produced by yeezo x slaying ibis

produced by king theta 

not sure if i like it but im posting it anyway

lyrics: 

why do i feel this way
like nobody knows that im real
afraid, that no one will miss me when im away
they talk about me like they know my name

tears come in tidal waves
alyssa she told me that im okay
ill miss her but im better off this way
im hurting these feelings i try to shake

stuck in my head tears on my bed
i take back everything i had said
stuck in my brain dont look the same
i fell for you over again

im not tryna throw shade but you told me you love me 
you told me you told me you told me
you wont leave you told me to trust you, you told me dont worry 
i worried i worried i worried i did

and now look at me 
just watch as i bleed
just watch as i fall
just watch as i crawl 

right back to you baby i know you dont care about me like you said that you did but i need you right now and i swear ill do better this time… this time

but im still learning
my heart is burning
our love is fading
and im still waiting for you

so come back 
it hurts so bad
my tears they wont last
but my bloods gone black

so why do i feel this way
like nobody knows that im real
afraid, that no one will miss me when im away

why do i feel this way
like nobody knows that im real
afraid, that no one will miss me when im away
they talk about me like they know my name

eliasz (king theta)

I don’t know
Which way that I should go
Two paths one numb one cold
Like how you pierced my soul
The way you pierced my soul
I’m losing grip can’t hold
I’m losing blood can’t choke 
She drink it from my throat 
I drink till things move slow

hesitation, can’t take it
Indecisive, can I just stay the same
if I feel fragile again
And let you tear in my flesh
Suffer through, see what remains
Walking in a forest where the path behind decays
Keep on moving forward, we all turn to ashes anyway, 
It could happen any day
I don’t want to look away
Ate the fruit in my garden of dreams
You know I want everything
Is there a reason in anything
Dig a grave 
for my corpses so a part of me can lay

I don’t know
Which way that I should go
Two paths one numb one cold
Like how you pierced my soul
The way you pierced my soul
I’m losing grip can’t hold
I’m losing blood can’t choke 
She drink it from my throat 
I drink till 
I don’t know
Which way that I should go
Two paths one numb one cold
Like how you pierced my soul
The way you pierced my soul
I’m losing grip can’t hold
I’m losing blood can’t choke 
She drink it from my throat 
I drink till things move slow

I DON'T KNOW (Prod. Ushanka Boy)

Lyrics

I wanna get lost and never be found
Honestly I'm sick of just being around
One day I'll wake up inside of a bed
But the same day I'll go to sleep in the ground

I got all these feeling I don't talk about
Every time I did lead to someone else just walking out
I'm so fucking scared of what I feel because if I tell the truth
You might see what I see in myself and hate me too

And I don't wanna do that again
I don't ever wanna feel like I did back then
I would rather be numb to it all
That feeling something good just to lose it all

Life ain't what I thought it'd be
Like I thought when I was 16
Felt like I would be so free
That was shallow, now I'm deep

I wanna get lost and never be found
Honestly I'm sick of just being around
One day I'll wake up inside of a bed
But the same day I'll go to sleep in the ground

And on some days I feel like that day could be now
And on some days I feel like I figure it out
But on all days I'm really just keeping it down
So does it even fucking matter if I'm happy?

Cause when I am, I'm not
And everytime I am, I know what I really got going on
Inside my head, some stupid fucking voice telling me I should be dead

thirty below (why loner)

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