All S1xft Songs

shitty sad songs

produced by redmosk

lyrics:

It’s been so long since I woke up not feeling like this
I try my best just to ignore it but I can’t hold it in
I try my best just to be honest, don’t know where to begin
I’d put my pride down for me not to feel this again
(x2)

I’d put my pride down
Set it aside now
And fantasize bout 
how it would be better if I said the way I felt
Instead of something else
I’ll tell you everything until I’m nothing but a shell of myself
Cuz I’m nothing without my thoughts
All the things that cause my brain to rot
I can’t help it
I feel helpless
I hate that I felt this way and there’s me to blame

It’s been so long since I woke up not feeling like this
I try my best just to ignore it but I can’t hold it in
I try my best just to be honest, don’t know where to begin
I’d put my pride down for me not to feel this again
(x2)

pride

produced by grayskies

lyrics:

it takes time to materialize your fantasies
in due time i'll find myself a remedy
or write songs, obsessing bout the melody
i'm headstrong but it's bout time that it gets to me

i shut down and shut my mouth
tryna save some face
a clenched jaw and a sweat drop

bout a second fore i break
if it all falls down
just know i gave it my all
til there was not more i could take
i don't call
and now they're saying that i changed up
it fucks my brain up
(x2)

they don't even try to see where i'm coming from
cuz when i needed it more, i had no one
but i don't even blame em for it
yeah, i would never shame em for it
i'd hate but i can't afford it

i'm way too focused on me
i'm giving into my hopes and greed
but they try to paint like it's much worse than it seems
and they wonder why i'm tearing at the seams
i try to bear it til i

shut down and shut my mouth
tryna save some face
a clenched jaw and a sweat drop

bout a second fore i break
if it all falls down
just know i gave it my all
til there was not more i could take
i don't call
and now they're saying that i changed up
it fucks my brain up
(x2)

break

my twenty first reason

RIP wifiskeleton 
I make actual music now so consider listening! 
Lyrics : 
[Verse 1: wifiskeleton]
I'm not tryna ruin your fun
You're just a little bit late, I guess you're already done
There's this feeling I can't shake 'cause I'm too dumb
I'm never doing the right thing so I'm so stuck
If you see me in America I might say "Hi"
But if you meet me out in Europe I'm a talkative guy
Maybe we'll talk over scones around lunch some time
And I've never been to France so it might be nice
But I can't take this paparazzi, geez
It's like the camera's always out and always starin' at me
And if I say the wrong thing, they'll cut my tongue 'til it bleeds
Always whippin' out their pitchforks when you try to speak
But that couldn't be me

[Verse 2: i wanna be a jack-o-lantern]
Next day I'm walkin' the road
Kickin' rocks, it's my fault
My life's the worst story told, I'll be this way 'til I'm old
I rip a page out the book, I'm just so misunderstood
I always think about her, and when my life felt good
I smoked a cig on the porch
It doesn't numb me at all, I wonder, what's it all for?
Is this the girl I adored and I know I can't afford
Watchin' her walk out the door so I keep it to myself, and keep my feet on the floor
[Verse 3: MidnightClub]
I take the long way home
Because I love to be alone
Tried to write it all down, but the words don’t fit
Every sentence that I start just sounds like shit
Everybody's got opinions on the way I should feel
Like they know what's in my head, like they know what's real
Pop a few pills twice a day
"Take it from me you'll be okay"
 Looks like I'm a little past my stay
When ill be gone you'll be great
But your too late
[Verse 4: wifiskeleton]
I'm not tryna ruin your fun
You're just a little bit late, I guess you're already done
There's this feeling I can't shake 'cause I'm too dumb
I'm never doing the right thing so I'm so stuck
If you see me in America I might say "Hi"
But if you meet me out in Europe I'm a talkative guy
Maybe we'll talk over scones around lunch some time
And I've never been to France so it might be nice
But I can't take this paparazzi, geez
It's like the camera's always out and always starin' at me
And if I say the wrong thing, they'll cut my tongue 'til it bleeds
Always whippin' out their pitchforks when you try to speak

Nope your too late i already died extended (wifiskeleton, i wanna, be a jack-o-lantern,MidnightClub

pony

bipolar

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lyrics :

I’m a schizophrenic mess
I’m rotting in my bed 
I’m an over thinker 
I can’t get her out my head
I just stay indoors 
I’m lying on the floor
I can’t take this shit
I’m a walking corpse 

I keep drinking alcohol 
I wanna blow my brains all over the walls
And you don’t ever return my calls 
I Say I’m fine til my body falls

I’m a schizophrenic mess
I’m rotting in my bed 
I’m an over thinker 
I can’t get her out my head
I just stay indoors 
I’m lying on my floor
I can’t take this shit
I’m a walking corpse 
Im a god damn fuck up
I hate myself
But I hate you more
You’re a god damn  whore
I can’t take this shit
Its like ur a drug 
I gave u all my love
I guess its not enough

Im so sick of this
And that shit you say 
Wish all my problems would go away
Ive been feeling sick
Like everyday
Its getting worse I might kill myself today
I keep drinking alcohol 
I wanna blow my brains all over the walls
And you don’t seem return my calls 
I Say I’m fine til my body falls

Im not okay
But I heard that’s okay
I know that sounds stupid
And its all a waste
So I might blow my brains 
Just like jfk
Or kurt Cobain 
I Swear I feeling great

I’m a schizophrenic mess
I’m rotting in my bed 
I’m an over thinker 
I can’t get her out my head
I just stay indoors 
I’m lying on the floor
I can’t take this shit
I’m a walking corpse

Schizo (prod. sickboi) [all plats]

lyrics:

Im a fucking loser
I dont wanna do this 
But I dont lose her
She messing with my mental 
Seems like I dont care
She used to be so gentle
But she just left me here
Alone and isolated
I just keep on waiting
Memories keep replaying
In my head
I think she wants me dead

I think she wants me gone
I dont see her anymore
I think she with her new man
While im bawling on the floor

These mistakes I made
Yeah I think that I can change
But im feeling played
Life feels so strange

Life feels like a fever dream
And I can’t seem to remember things 
About my self
Like how I felt
When you were next to me

I need help im calling out
But no one shows 
That’s howe it goes
Seems like no ones care
I guess that’s nice to know

Im a fucking loser
I dont wanna do this 
But I dont lose her
She messing with my mental 
Seems like I dont care
She used to be so gentle
But she just left me here
Alone and isolated
I just keep on waiting
Memories keep replaying
In my head
I think she wants me dead

asylum (feat s1xft)

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