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LYRICS

CHORUS:
Careless
Why must I be so careless?
I only want the best for you
Yes, I'm truly careless
Careful,
Why hurt the one
I'll hold tonight?
Just when the feeling felt so right
Oh I should be careful

I'm not tryna break her heart but I got a history with that
She was perfect like an angel from the start right off the bat
You know, I'll ruin a good thing if you let me,
I don't  always drink but when I do it's over her Dos Equis
Chemistry was going off like some fireworks
Out-of-this-world, radioactive love like a mirelurk
I tried to clean up my act I swear wanted to roll free,
But I never really could ever kill the old me
So I gotta be

CHORUS

Your friends say that your boyfriend has a fucking complex
They might be bigger dicks than me, you know I'd win that contest
I'm not tryna brag there you go another calm flex
They weighing in on arguments but they don't know the context!

We got history like APUSH
We got big beef like angus
Your friends tryna shame us like 
"He thinks one day he'll be famous?"

I'm just tryna love like I know you deserve it, 
I'd give my life for you and never question is it worth it

CHORUS

Careless

Ｊａｐａｎｅｓｅ 失恋 【﻿ｒｅｍａｓｔｅｒｅｄ】(prod. Eevee)

what do i do

Prod. Zeeky Beats

you used to love me like I love you now
im tryna 'pologize: but i dont know how
are some things just meant to stay broken?
are some words longing to leave my lips bound to be unspoken?

missing you every night i feel number
you look like an angel, feel like home, and smell like summer
long nights up textin never went to bed soon
never really knew what love was until i met you

you were the reason for unreasonableness
you were the thought on my mind when i was actin thoughtless
the one i wish i was sleepin next to on sleepless nights
you had the richest personality, but ate the cheapest bites

taco bell, food court drinking baja blast
tell a dumb joke just because i love her laugh
i regret everytime i ever made her mad
i apologized a hundred times for everytime i got her sad

I remember the day she came into my life,
its like everything got 100x better
I couldn't sleep at night, cause if I wasn't talking to her at 2 AM- I was thinking about her
But after a while it got harder and harder for her to open up.
and thats where the problems started

i tried to tear down all your stone walls
i used up all my tracfone minutes on our phone calls
i asked you once where you thought we'd be in 5 years
you said graduating from high-school but that won't be for light-years

we almost made it.
we almost did it.
but you had had enough.
now we're finished.
deep down you always had the best heart, and i would do anything just for a fresh start

baja blast

another bender

Hydra

intro to insomnia

Route 507

I've walked a thousand miles in the shoes of a boy that Ive only ever known by the name of Below
My lover's out West in Los Angeles
Biding time selling sea shells out by the sea shore

We've got plan to run off, leave it all behind
So we shrug off the doubts, push it our mind
We're just counting the days till we make our escape
But when the time came I guess I was too late

Now I'm searching the galaxies tryna survive off a minimum wage salary
And my mind runs on overdrive firing each neuron and noting each fallacy

I'm utterly lost
And feel like I got no control of my life
I'm wondering the cost
If I could just end it all now with a knife

Poppin bottles of pills
Downing bottles of booze
Bottles of anything I could get my hands on quickly and still
I never could kill
No I never could kill
The person i see in the mirror...

He haunts me day and night
I question stay and fight
Could it ever make it right?
Should I lay down my life?

So he roamed the world climbed the appalachians 
He jammed with the Nigers chilled with all the asians
Saw the past, the present, the apocalypse
Saw the northern lights, and the odd eclipse

Searching for answers when he didnt even know what his questions were
Love was his cancer, catalyst I beg you dont shoot the messenger
Cause this is his fate
Set in stone since the beginning
To wander the earth in search of a love that he lost a millenium ago
and never forgetting
Never forgetting
This is the story of

~strange~

Voicemail (1)

rain

HOOK:
Oh whyd you change your name
When I look back it all just smells like rain (like rain)
Oh, I hoped we'd never change
(Never change, never change, never changing)
But now the memories all just smell like rain
(Drip drop, drip drop, drip drop, drip drop, drip...)


Hold up, hold fast
Out the door I dont wanna be last 
Feels a little sentimental tho I never won a medal
Put my soul on the track like a fucking track runner
Seems you've, gone so far
From the days we were making out in the back of my car
But I know that you're the still same girl at heart, with a netflix addiction and your head in the stars

I guess all good things must come to an end
But i always hoped that you'd stay as a friend
Missing sip days Mr Sub's in your living room
We kissed to maroon 5 and i swore that i was bulletproof
Now that you're gone im just forced to pretend
That maybe one day we can both make amends

So Hide the feelings
Push it down
Dont touch the ceilings
Settle down
Cant stop from reeling
Fuck this town
One day I'll come back but not for now

Winter's coming its already fall
I've run out of time, dont know who to call
I'll never pass you again in the central hall
Guess we can't stay forever young after all

Remember football games and pep rallies
Classes i ditched and told my mom i never missed
Lived in Joliet but now next its Cali
Its sad to look back, no time to reminisce

High-schools over and my journeys done
City of champions but i dont feel I've won
And I could give a fuck what you do for now
Im looking straight ahead towards the future now

HOOK

nothing lasts forever... (feat. Ruthle)

fall

when you close your eyes do you cry?
could i smoke your soul in wrapping paper once to get me high?
it seems like the sky weeps when rain falls from the sky
with the prettiest face, who knew she'd tell the ugliest lies?

I keep thinking about what I could have done differently
Looking back at every picture and every single memory
Seems like everything we built is fading from reality
To say that we're at war doesn't quite feel like an analogy

And everything just falls apart
It's like we're hitting rewind and going right back to the start
Feels like our future's cut short- like Napoleon Bonaparte
Relationship crumbles in slow motion, it shoots me through the heart

when you close your eyes do you cry?
could i smoke your soul in wrapping paper once to get me high?
it seems like the sky weeps when rain falls from the sky
with the prettiest face, who knew she'd tell the ugliest lies?

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