i should have killed myself that day
the girl I like is afraid of me.
i should have killed myself that day
My past haunts me every day.

And now I'm alone again,
watching my life go by,
I close my eyes and feel the pain.
There is no hope, I'm a living dead.

(X2)

i should have killed myself that day
i should have killed myself that day
i should have killed myself that day
i should have killed myself that day

I SHOULD HAVE KILLED MYSELF THAT DAY

FUCK YOU ALL

BELOWGROUND

FUCK SOUNDCLOUD 
IM ON SPOTIFY APPLE MUSIC AND OTHERS.

SUCK MY DICK

2024

CIA_.WAV

/unfinished demo/

so lame and fake
should kill myself
wake up fucked up
every single day

my soul for sale
i've lost my faith
and I can't see any trace of God anywhere.

fuck and drink is all i do
Tears and pills fill my room.
flirting with suicide
no morals, no laws

another whore and one more shot,
another downer down my throat,
a shotgun in my fucking mouth
my brains on the wall

SUICIDE NOTE

NotOkGhost Cover - https://soundcloud.com/notokghost

she appears to me
in my dreams
i want her now
so i call her name
then i wake up and she's not there
soon she will be mine and i will be alright

everyday fucking sucks because I'm not happy
cannot sleep cannot dream
cuz you come back right to me
I'm in pain cant complain
all i do is think all day
my minds a fog all day long
please come back it wont go wrong

she comes to me and tells me that she loves me
i tell her back and tell her don't you ever leave
she has to go oh no
if you ever come back
will you let me know?

everyday fucking sucks because I'm not happy
cannot sleep cannot dream
cuz you come back right to me
I'm in pain cant complain
all i do is think all day
my minds a fog all day long
please come back it wont go wrong

GIRL IN MY DREAMS

ISHKMTD DEMO

my life's a mess
a new problem every day
can't sleep can't rest 
there's gotta be another way

my mind is dead
Can my soul be put to rest? 
i have no fate
other than eternal rest

and i tried
and i tried
and i tried
again
and i tried
and i tried
and i tried
and failed

I TRIED

every day fucking sucks,
I'm a fucking dumbass,
can't even leave my room,
there's nothing outside.

I'm sick of all,
rotting inside, 
my brain is numb,
I'm demoralized.

demoralized (1-7)

intrusive thoughts (2 - 7)

“You’re sad again…
Please, hold my hand”

“I know I’m a loser,
I don’t deserve anyone”

“We used to be good friends,
Then you walked away”

“But you know me better than anyone else”

I don’t know what to do 
I’m lost in my dreams
I don’t know where to go
Somewhere far from here

lame (3-7)

2025

never wake up again (demo)

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MERCH: https://belowground.creator-spring.com
This is my second account, first one got deleted.

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