I CANT SAVE MYSELF MY LIFE IS JUST A MESS!!!

These Songs are About You

I'm Fucked Forever - Penguinband

slowly deteriorating 
im gonna end it all
bed rot and slit my veins
i hope i see a change
slowly deteriorating 
im at my downfall
blow off  my sickly brain
i hope i do someday  

one day, ill do someday
 
somedays i always feel the same 
im Not Ok ill never change
and all this rage  it drives me insane 
ill run away and never show my face
ill fade away while im stuck 

slowly deteriorating 
im gonna end it all
bed rot and slit my veins
i hope i see a change
slowly deteriorating 
im at my downfall
blow off  my sickly brain
i hope i do someday  

slowly deteriorating 
i fucked my life up
ill never see the day
where i make a change
slowly deteriorating 
i fucked up everything 
blow off my fucking face
im gonna make a change  


slowly deteriorating

you cant think for yourself
you believe everything they tell you
your so fucking stupid 
i hate you
you say your brain is fine
your mind is fried with lies
you fuck every guy you see
keep on taking your vaccines

government slut
government slut
now your all fucked up on drugs
government slut
government slut
you make me wanna rip out my guts
government slut
government slut
now your brain is all fucked up
and now your just a puppet to the government

you do this to yourself
can you stop being so dumb
yeah yeah fucked yourself up
now your a 

government slut
government slut
now your all fucked up on drugs
government slut
government slut
you make me wanna rip out my guts
government slut
government slut
now your brain is all fucked up
and now your just a puppet to the (((government)))

government slut

i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
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I'm calling-
To tell you-
That I just-
don't love you-
the way that-
i used to
i know that you still do
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Believe me 
when i say 
that things really
did change

I woke up and saw you
and you were acting
so strange
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Now that i have gone away
you can have all the space
that you prayed for
that i paid for
is this i get blamed for?

now that it's all gone
is that you really want
i just want to carry on 
and I want you to move on
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i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
-----------------------------------------------------
i'm calling-
To tell you-
That I just-
don't love you-
the way that-
i used to
i know that you still do
Believe me 
when i say 
that things really did change
I woke up and saw you
you were acting so strange
-----------------------------------------------------
i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
-----------------------------------------------------

Running Away

I saw you 
And you saw me too
Won't you be what I want you to be?
A stupid bitch
Who chokes on dick
I wish that I didn't want you to be mine

Between the hollows of the wall I saw
There is no reason to adore you at all
And I wish that I didn't love you back
I wish that i wouldn't fold to
The feeling that I might hold you 
Yeah oh yeah
The feeling it is never over
So i get back to it

I saw you 
And you saw me too
Won't you be what I want you to be?
A stupid bitch
Who chokes on dick
I wish that I didn't want you to be mine

There is nothing about you
No nothing about you that makes you seem cool
You're a cum chugging loser
A serial accuser
I need you to be gone

I heard that you got a new boyfriend
Yeah oh yeah
I hope that fucking faggot beats you to death

And you say you're suicidal
But you've got no one else to blame but yourself
For never getting help
You're a stupid fucking bitch
You're a stupid ugly moterfucking bitch

Stupid Bitch

this song gives me a migraine to listen to

got a bad attitude its my brain
i dont have fun and i always complain
about everyone and everything around

i got a bad mind its in my soul
i lose my mind and i lose control
and i dont know much of anything else

i cant believe my own existence
with a life like this
Tuesday and i feel so finished
when the fuck will the week end?

i hear the words
i hear them leave your mouth
but i just stand and stare
my brains been hollowed out

i waste everyday i waste my nights
i hate everything and i hate my life
and i cant do a thing to turn it around

i got a bad mind its in my soul
i got a bad attitude and ive got no pull
i just push everyone and everything around

i dread the thought of the weekend ending
im scared of all this time im spending

i never do nothing
and i dont mean shit
and nothing that i do to make up for it
will ever hold significance at all

got a bad attitude
what can i do?
i got a bad attitude
what can i do?

i got a bad attitude
and im always so rude
got a bad attitude
im not in the mood

bad attitude

2025

calendar girl

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never wake up again (demo)

collection of miscellaneous songs I haven't planned on doing anything with :p

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