waiting on this life to pass me by
without you here id rather die
im not having fun
but im not mad
i just fucked up all i could ever have

so ill write songs about how drinkings
the only thing that’ll stop me from thinking
how I need you, I need you bad
then i wouldnt be so fucking sad

i know im a loser, but could you still love me?
i know im an asshole i hope that you’ll still like me
i know im a faggot but please dont leave me baby
i know im a loser, but could you still love me 

i cant sleep
i cant eat
i lay awake with you next to me
got nothing to say 
nothing i wanna do 
nothing left for me to impress you

everyones the same
everythings a blur
i try to break out but i just get fucking hurt
i dont wanna live
i dont wanna work
just wanna be with you under the dirt

loser

Alex Dunn and Oisin Coghlan: guitar, bass, vocals, production

Samples: 
- Voices of Mathieu Carenso and Mia Schutze, script written by Lulwa Naman
- Bikini Kill from the song Double Dare Ya (Live)

I Don't Want Cigarettes, I Want You

(Kanashi1)
It’s all in my head
nothing is real 
She’s got white hair and
My black heart is real 
And I cry I cry about it 
While she’s in my head she’s haunting 
 
Don’t notice me 
What do I do 
To get the key to your heart 
I want to be with you 
All I dream about is to have me be a part of you

(h4rtclinic)
white hair shes so pretty
why shes looking at me
why cant you see
you dont notice me
mayb ill take the key the key to your heart
youll be a part of me n ill be a part of u
but she dont need me
but i need her

white hair (ft. Kanashi1)

you cant think for yourself
you believe everything they tell you
your so fucking stupid 
i hate you
you say your brain is fine
your mind is fried with lies
you fuck every guy you see
keep on taking your vaccines

government slut
government slut
now your all fucked up on drugs
government slut
government slut
you make me wanna rip out my guts
government slut
government slut
now your brain is all fucked up
and now your just a puppet to the government

you do this to yourself
can you stop being so dumb
yeah yeah fucked yourself up
now your a 

government slut
government slut
now your all fucked up on drugs
government slut
government slut
you make me wanna rip out my guts
government slut
government slut
now your brain is all fucked up
and now your just a puppet to the (((government)))

government slut

Thanks to mgchi for hopping on this with me
https://soundcloud.com/mgchi-722801972

For The Hell Of It (Anhero Cover) w/Mgchi

bad song give me views and attention anyway
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/picksinapillbottle/i-just-want-it-back

i miss my past i miss my friends
and i hate how all good things just end
i never wanted to descend    
into the depths or draws again

and what i wanted all along
was someone else to sing this song
and maybe i would sing along
to figure out where i went wrong 

i miss my past i miss my friends
and i hate how all good things just end
sometimes i think about the times that which i never thought would end

and now i dont know what i'm doing
or what i'm thinking
or where i'm going
or how it's going all the time 
i thought it wouldn't go like this

and then i saw the signs
of the everstopping never changing times

oh why did they have to end

what happened before will never happen before my eyes again

oh why did they have to end

DOWNLOAD LOL

i just want it back

another throwaway lol this one kinda sucks

mixed personalities

Congratulations, I’m the bad guy
Must feel great living in that lie
Congratulations, I’m the villain
And I must be dehumanized

Congratulations, 
you want a medal or a tear from my eye?

Congratulations, I’m the bad guy
Now I must be dehumanized

Congratulations

never wake up again (demo)

incel boy in a fakecel world

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