whyd u have to go away i sit and lay all day
no goals no energy just want to rot away
ill just close my eyes go to bed i hope i die
when i do youll be the last one on my mind

cuz i hate living the same day
wishing I can go away
slit my veins and blow my brains
im fucking going insane
solitude and emptiness
im falling into pieces
now my life has no meaning
soul has died and IM SCREAMINGGG

and now youve came and went
along did my soul too
i wish that i could have held on to you
seems to be too late now, youve found somebody new
oh how i wish that i didnt know that too

cuz i hate living the same day
wishing I can go away
slit my veins and blow my brains
im fucking going insane
sollitude and emptiness
im falling into pieces
now my life has no meaning
soul has died and IM SCREAMINGGG

Solitude & Emptiness

Girlfriend

i'm dropping out
swear everything's over now
i'm droppin off
my bag itll blow u up

i hate my life
fuck, this sucks
i'm fucking running out of luck
fuck, this sucks, say it twice

fuck, this sucks, i hate my life
it rly sucks i wna fucking die
suicide on my mind 247365
put the bullet thru my brain idc if i fuckin die

no idc if i fuckin die
x4
nobody cares if fuckin cry
x4

i'm dropping out
swear everything's over now
i'm droppin off
my bag itll blow u up

i hate my life
fuck, this sucks
i'm fucking running out of luck
fuck, this sucks, say it twice

fuck, this sucks i hate my life
running out of all my time
this time it's for good, it's over
it's over and i know, it's for good
it's over hope you know 
you better keep your eyes closed

FUCK THIS SUCKS

i wanna die so badly
in 5th period
im so stuck n sadly 
dont think ill ever get to see u again

the times we had were invaluable 
i held u to my heart
and now im droppin off my bags

NOW IT FUCKIN STARTS

kerch

verse
i lie awake and i think of your face
you never seem to go away
every thought it drives me insane
When ur deep inside my BRAINN

chorus
ILL NEVER SEE U AGAIN
FOREVER INSIDE MY HEAD
ILL NEVER SEE U AGAIN
REMEMBER U UNTIL IM DEAD

verse
and every night i break down and cry 
ive tried so hard to make it right
ever since youve left without a trace
im stuck alone here with this PAINN 

chorus
ILL NEVER SEE U AGAIN
FOREVER INSIDE MY HEAD
ILL NEVER SEE U AGAIN
REMEMBER U UNTIL IM DEAD

NEVER SEE U AGAIN

I would bomb Planned Parenthood any day 
Shoot up all the doctors tryna crawl away
But I guess legislation is pretty neat 
If I can vote to ban it all within a week
Exercise the government for good for once 
Stop whores from killing kids for their convenience 
So tell me where to sign 
Tell me where to sign
Tell me where to sign
Tell me where to sign
Tell me where to sign

Your Body My 
Your Body My Choice
Your Body My 
Your Body My Choice

I would bomb the pharmacy any day 
Shoot up all the pharmacists in my way 
Dump out all the pills 
Flush the Plan B
No more infanticide in my country
Exercise my anger for good for once 
Stop baby murder in any month 
So tell me where to fight
Tell me where to fight 
Tell me where to fight 
Tell me where to fight 
Tell me where to fight 

Your Body My 
Your Body My Choice
Your Body My 
Your Body My Choice

I would bomb the lobbyists any day 
Shoot any feds or demons they send my way 
Imma be the Doom Slayer irl 
Send all these satanists back home to hell 
Purify the earth a little justice for once 
Die in bloody combat for the little ones 
Let the sun set on this blight 
End it all tonight 
End it all tonight 
End it all tonight 
End it all tonight 

Your Body My 
Your Body My Choice
Your Body My 
Your Body My Choice
Your Body My 
Your Body My Choice
Your Body My 
Your Body My Choice

Your Body My Choice

slowly deteriorating 
im gonna end it all
bed rot and slit my veins
i hope i see a change
slowly deteriorating 
im at my downfall
blow off  my sickly brain
i hope i do someday  

one day, ill do someday
 
somedays i always feel the same 
im Not Ok ill never change
and all this rage  it drives me insane 
ill run away and never show my face
ill fade away while im stuck 

slowly deteriorating 
im gonna end it all
bed rot and slit my veins
i hope i see a change
slowly deteriorating 
im at my downfall
blow off  my sickly brain
i hope i do someday  

slowly deteriorating 
i fucked my life up
ill never see the day
where i make a change
slowly deteriorating 
i fucked up everything 
blow off my fucking face
im gonna make a change  


slowly deteriorating

respond to my texts
your always hanging out with him
why wont you love me
i know im the one for you

oooo
why do nice guys always finish last
ooooo
what did i do to deserve this

he treats you like shit
i know you want better than this
so just give me a chance
and ill treat you better than he could

its not fair
not fair
its not fair
im gonna kill myself today

oooo
why do nice guys always finish last
ooooo
what did i do to deserve this

dming you everyday
praying that youll reply
i dont know why
i even try to please you

its not fair
not fair
its not fair
im gonna kill myself today

oooo
why do nice guys always finish last
ooooo
what did i do to deserve this

nice guy

our first kiss

Shoutout to nil for helping learn the chords to this song 🐸🥂

OoooOoOooo

“If you don’t put in more effort, you may as well kill yourself"

Well I started pulling the trigger as soon as you opened your mouth
I'll end my life forever just to hope I'll ruin your day
I hope you choke and gag on my grey
Matter cause by now it’s not gonna matter to me
I shot myself in the head I was never gonna be happy
But at least I can die laughing with a smile on my face
Hoping fragments of my skull
Impale into your eyeballs
And that the last thing that you see
Is the end of my suffering
Now that it’s all over theres a lesson to be learned
To anybody who cared you got what you fucking deserved
And I can't start having second thoughts about what happens next
Because suicide is the only thing you can't regret

Spite! (preripped cover)

Demo version (Vocals will be redone) of the translation of my personal sleep paralysis.  Something I dread but can't find my way out of the nightmare...

Spite! (preripped cover)

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