uh excuse the way it sounds lol i fuckin suck at mixing  atleast drums actually came out good

verse
she appears to me
in my dreams
i want her now
so i call her name
then i wake up and she's not there
soon she will be mine and i will  be alright

chorus
everyday fucking sucks because I'm not happy 
cannot sleep cannot dream
cuz you come back right to me
I'm in pain cant complain
all i do is think all day
my minds a fog all day long 
please come back it wont go wrong

verse
she comes to me and tells me that she loves me
i tell her back and tell her don't you ever leave
she has to go oh no
if you ever come back
will you let me know?

chorus
everyday fucking sucks because I'm not happy 
cannot sleep cannot dream
cuz you come back right to me
I'm in pain cant complain
all i do is think all day
my minds a fog all day long 
please come back it wont go wrong

girl in my dreams

You don’t really wanna get in my way
I’m a madman, got my finger behind the trigger
I’m a wild card you’ll never know what I’ll do
I’m a killer, I’m a beater, I’m a cheater, I’m a winner
Walk up to your house with this Glock 45
There’s No hope for you I’ll make sure you die
Talking a lot of smack but you look so laid back
Just so you know I’m always on the attack

There’s a shootout at the 7/11
There’s nowhere to run and you won’t go to heaven
People are dropping and hearts are stopping
There ain’t no more time for shopping
There’s a shootout at the 7/11
There’s nowhere to run and you won’t go to heaven
People are dropping and hearts are stopping
There ain’t no more time for shopping

When you see the spray of my colt 44
You better running out those doors
Cause I can’t stop I’m a maniac
I always knew that I would be smoking crack
Shooting up heroin, they might call me black
They way I got this bread, i’m always counting stacks
You don’t wanna mess with me and the mac
I’m telling you man you better watch your back

There’s a shootout at the 7/11
There’s nowhere to run and you won’t go to heaven
People are dropping and hearts are stopping
There ain’t no more time for shopping
There’s a shootout at the 7/11
There’s nowhere to run and you won’t go to heaven
People are dropping and hearts are stopping
There ain’t no more time for shopping

7/11

i'll show you everything you've done
no point in trying to explain yourself
can't help it now
no words can leave your mouth
you'll reap exactly what you sow
it doesn't matter if you understand
the seeds will grow
they'll eat you up alive 

kiss it all goodbye
you'll be dead and in a coffin
you can wish that you knew why
but in the end you'll have forgotten
all these people drawing lines
parallels and intersections (partitions and connections)
crossing bridges between lives
tying strings into the other side

death never asked you for consent
forever is a moment's rest,
upon you now
breathing your own pollution
the blooming flower of your pride
has a weight so insupportable
it has to die
the stem cannot sustain the burden

(i am a man, a match, a burning mass, a billow of a flame
i am a soul a coal a fullness i'm unable to relate
my name is dream, my flesh is grass, and i grow older every day
my name is words, my flesh is dirt, my name is carved into a grave)

parallels and intersections

not 2day mf

looking through you
cant see human  
Bite my cheek to
See the fluid

You're gone
And I know it's wrong 

Not absorbed in 
Any moment 
Fractured conscience 
No way through it

DPDR

cover of whitewoods beach walk one of my favoirte songs growing up

i hope you like the cover!

Beach Walk

it's alright
I'm cool now
come closer now
I won't bite

you don't have to be afraid
I am no longer who I was before.
you don't have to be afraid
It's okay if you don't trust me anymore.

It's Alright

idk


im gettin really tired of goin to bed
at 10 o clock
im gettin really fed up i think ive 
had enough

but you wont reply
i wanna see the sky
well go as fast as we can
i cant walk or sit or stand
but you wont reply
wanna see the sky
meaningless divide
youre lost but youre divine

my room is really messy
theres clothes all on the floor
you can find me among them
with one foot out the door

i dont wanna get up
do you have the time
i just dont wanna get up
do you have the time
cus my life is crazy but im too damn lazy everything just happens i dont get a saying
cus my life is shitty oh shes so damn pretty i dont deserve any of this at all
ill put these things to rest now
theyve lost their humanity
im demoted to low down
ill never see the true me
but you wont reply
i wanna see you die
your meaningless divine
but ill forget in time

im gettin really tired
sittin round and growin mold
im gettin really old now 
i cant be an adult

Womp Womp

Bummed Out

Black, brown, green, and tan. M81 Woodland.

Covered from head to toe in a great disruptive uniform got my face paint on to match the color scheme. Ghillie on helmet and by pack. Lugless boots to hide my tracks. NVGs so I can see.

Key the mic on my Baofeng to call my bros. Eat my MRE sleep in the hole. Scan my sector for OPFOR. Got a GP pouch full of batteries. My canteens are topped off, shit I forgot my poncho.

M81 Woodland

here u go talking bout drugs again
and u claim that you cant make friends
ur claiming ur lifes in utter pain
ur complaining's driving me insane

i cant help but sympathise
ur futures so fucking bleak
ur so pathetic makes me wanna die
blaming everything on floride leaks 


dont wanna know
where im gonna go
all i know is that
i'll kill myself

i already know
my life is gone
and all i know is
how to be alone

im just like like you in honesty
my life is just a comedy
indulging in degeneracy
im just Gods cruel mockery

i wanna live someones life
i make passersby weirded out
im so pathetic i wanna die
blaming everything on autist mind

dont wanna know
where im gonna go
all i know is that
i'll kill myself
  
i already know
my life is gone
and all i know is
how to be alone

i'll kill myself x4
im all alone x3
forever more

How To Be Alone

This is my second account, first one got deleted.

It's Alright

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