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leave the world behind

russian roulette (cover)

old af song from scrapped ep
with ease btw fuck all u clone ass niggas

ankle - Seems You're Gone

prod me

forever
you'll have my last name
when we're together
im in my happy place

forever
you'll have my last name
when we're together
im in my happy place

forever you'll have my last name

gonna take this down when i feel like it 

Lyrics

I got these parasocial feelings 
yeah they talk to me

i finally found i girl around me 
that is just like me 

she did my hair and then she told me
il be everything

and then we went on with our movie
that was fine by me 

what is she talkin about 
yes im a stalker 

what is she talking about 
yes ima stalk her


all credits go to @helenimsorry and @menthol100s

spotify

some helen remix i did because i was bored and couldn't find any beats

special thanks to @reinetwork for the cover art
only using cover art cause rei put work into it she sucks LMAO

lyrics:
so wont you tell your story
everything that you worry about
i been lost since the morning
that you told me your love ran out
so wont you calm my worries
now im fainting my visions blurry
im just hoping that somebody heard me
i would cut off my hands to stop hurting
too many drugs but nothing is working
keep fucking up but im sorry im learning
giving all my trust to people thats not worth it
praying up above but i dont know if he heard me

im waiting for you to come back to me
i swear that your love is my ecstasy
i swear its not right when youre not with me
and nothing feels right when youre not at home
home
at home
youre not at home

and it doesnt seem to matter at all
nothing seems to hinder the fall
youre burning the wound youre pouring the salt
and ive been looking for the one
but nothing is certain
and i hope youll be the one
to pull me along
do i deserve it?
you pulled my heart right through the sword
i hope you want me forevermore
ive been running towards your arms
and ive been running through the door so

do
you
want
to
want to have my life
so will it suffice

im waiting for you to come back to me
i swear that your love is my ecstasy
i swear its not right when youre not with me
and nothing feels right when youre not at home
home
at home
youre not at home

home
home
home

nothings right when shes not home

lyrics:
really fucking goth bitch i’m really fucking goth
really fucking goth bitch i’m really fucking goth
pull up with a stick i aint talking about a cross
pull up with a stick i aint talking about a cross
popping hella xans on my way to see xan
popping hella xans on my way to see xan
knocking on his door AR 15 go bam
knocking on his door AR 15 go bam

really fucking goth @prodnarcix

It's not fair

i gave my heart n soul
i i cant believe u would let me go
i can tell by the way u talk u dont want me around

fcked up and thats all me 
yeah that's on me my love
ik u dont want me 
u dont wanna be my love

but ohh noo 
if im not enough ill leave u alone
ur breakin my heart whenever ur gone
its part of my destiny to see u
ohhh

heart n soul

Cristo - Sunflower

discord.gg/twentyfirst

https://open.spotify.com/artist/2tLaW5k8JnzcohGshvNuVd?si=uVThGkbCRXWLDRYeUWJU4Q

some helen remix i did because i was bored and couldn't find any beats

grumpy is a dork