my brains full of anxiety
i popped 5 xans but i still can’t sleep
there’s nothing left of me 
so let me rest in peace
i jus dropped a grand on a fit
i’ve spent way more on all this xanax
it sucks
life hurts i’ve had enough
i can’t cope without drugs

all i need is you and thats true
fuck a squad and fuck a crew
 ima do what ima do
and bitch i’m making moves
i don’t know 
where the fuck i’m sposed to go
i been lost and on my own
cuz this whole live’s a lonely road

anxious666 [prod. sciptix]

hamilton - the ugly truth

like my love is yours to use
make me go insane
i be fucked up in my brain
oh my god
oh my god
can’t be saved
what the fuck
oh my god
oh my god
can’t be saved
outta luck
fuck
oh my god
oh my god
can't be
outta luck
fuck
yuh yuh

what’s she drinking
shit she’s fienin
don’t worry bout it baby
pass me up another cup
cuz i’m not lit enough
party like it’s 2008
glitter all over the place

i’m a night owl
sleeping in the day
up all night with shawty getting geeked
i’m feeling wavy
i don’t think that ima ever stop
no one can save me
no one can save me
im stuck in my ways
life is jus a game 
and i’m here to fuckin play
play ay
life is just a game
and i’m here to play
ay

i don’t wanna talk right now 
staring at the ceiling
too much acid got me freaked out

2008 w/ ifeelsosmall

@b_murph
@tnvr555 

And I fall in a bottomless pit
I taste blood, from when you bit on my lip
And I know (I know)
That u could never let me go
You’re cold, and you’re full of shit
I try to hide, but I'm still stuck in abyss
So I go (I go)
Cause I could never let you know

I don’t want to deal
Inside I’ve lost all ideal
Feeling like time does not heal
You’re gone now I cannot feel

I’m losing touch and truth is I don’t want to talk about it
I rather sow my damn mouth shut and choke on all of my spit
You twist my words and that’s fine love whatever shoe seems to fit
I only have space for so much more
I am scared to admit

Fight back,
Say the bad is all I ever know
Cause love it’s time that I let this go
Bite back, spite me
It’s all you ever do
Fuck that
Stay a ghost in my bedroom

GHOST

And I fall in a bottomless pit
I taste blood, from when you bit on my lip
And I know (I know)
That u could never let me go
You’re cold, and you’re full of shit
I try to hide, but I'm still stuck in abyss
So I go (I go)
Cause I could never let you know

spotify

ghost in my bedroom w/ b murph [tnvr]

only feel when drugs in my head
im always tweaking feel like im dead
always on blues i love my damn oxy
pop pop pop
i feel my brain rotting
always makin plans bitch im plotting
ain’t nobody do it like me
ain’t nobody do it like me
i’m benedixhion bitch wait n see
i’ll keep grinding till i be poppin
ain’t no breaks bitch im never stopping
you a lame so get out my way
i can’t associate with no fakes
you a lame so get out my way
i can’t associate with no snakes
ya ya oh whoa
oh whoa

do it like me [prod. aki]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gz38B1wsrl4

I can tell the real from a fake 
Any time of day 

And I can see the love and the hate 
From a mile away 

I can tell the real from a fake 
Any time of day 
I can see the love and the hate 
From a mile away 
Don't care what they say 
You know Imma do it anyway
Yeah Imma do it anyway
No I don't got time to wait

On no one else 
Walk this road all by myself
I got a fire inside 
Burning like hell 
I'm dancing on a thin line
Don't wanna melt
Take a gamble on my life
With the cards I was dealt
Yeah 
Roll the dice 
Don't care if it's wrong or right
Don't care if it's all a lie
Imma risk it every time
(every time)
Yeah every time
Bitch I'm stacking dollar signs 
Got money on my mind 
Imma make it fall in line

Got money on my mind 
Imma make it fall in line

I can tell the real from a fake 
Any time of day 
I can see the love and the hate 
From a mile away 
Don't care what they say 
You know Imma do it anyway
Yeah Imma do it anyway
No I don't got time to wait

Don't got time to wait
No delay
Bitch I'm on the way
Riding my own wave 
Watching fake fucks wash away
Posted in LA smoking trees
I'll be high for days
I've been trynna stack this money up
All type of ways
I've been rolling off some molly rock 
Feel it in my face
We hit the scene mask up 
We won't leave a trace

I've been rolling off some molly rock 
Feel it in my face
We hit the scene mask up 
We won't leave a trace

music video

from a mile away (prod. shinju + taylor morgan) video in description*

sleep w a semi aint pinching a penny
wont let her post pics of the car we in
u play that petty shit like the olympics
ill bury a bitch where the garden is
hollowbody branded opulence
try it but u couldnt copy it
ride thru the city the girl im w pretty
she give me a lil more confidence

sleep w a semi aint pinching a-
aye, aye 
sleep w a semi aint pinching a penny wont-
aye, aye 
sleep w a semi aint pinching a penny
wont let her post pics of the car we in
ride thru the city the girl im w pretty
she give me a lil more confidence

wait, i got roses in the back
way im sliding in this porsche they think im frozen to the track
ill find a u, u fumbled tho
not too high till im comatose
gen 5 on me, always close
hollow like a flock of crows

im wearing bape but my bitch in celine
if u wanna talk better get a subpoena
i got a hundred rounds next to a beam
state of emergency better call FEMA

i know i got a limit, ill just make the most of it
she block my number but she still watch when im posting shit

sleep w a semi aint pinching a penny
wont let her post pics of the car we in
u play that petty shit like the olympics
ill bury a bitch where the garden is
hollowbody branded opulence
try it but u couldnt copy it
ride thru the city the girl im w pretty
she give me a lil more confidence

sleep w a semi aint pinching a-
aye, aye 
sleep w a semi aint pinching a penny wont-
aye, aye 
sleep w a semi aint pinching a penny
wont let her post pics of the car we in
ride thru the city the girl im w pretty
she give me a lil more confidence

uber black (bloodcryy)

no more under .mp3

soundcloud.com/joel-villagran
soundcloud.com/iofmusic

& it was dark outside lastnight
i can’t remember were you there or had i closed my eyes?
a constant wreck i think i lost my mind
was that a recollection i made out of what i’d like?
& it’s so hard to get inside so tight
it’s not apparent to you number of the times i tried
& now i guess it finally comes to light 
i couldn’t see it even if it's only just a mile

i remember how it felt the way that you left 
it wasn't shit to me compared to what you'd do next
how you'd pretend you never cared & tried to prove it 
so why'd you do it?

make believe i wasn't there to keep from losing
run away you know you're scared to face the music
so what’s here left of me just take it you can use it
i won’t get through it 
i cut the loose end

xxajii:

every night it’s been keeping me up
every day got me losing my touch
you shoot me down & you sit there fine with it
i wasn’t sure if we would make it to the end
i’m barely needing you tonight 
don’t think we’ll make it out alive
cut by mistakes, hung out to dry
if you don’t mean it, don’t apologize
i won’t make you choose what you have to do
if i don’t have you, what is left to prove

Lastnight w/ Xxajii (prod. IOF)

thanks for 10k <3
prod. @prodjody

tired and tied down
i need you like right now
stuck in my own head
i can’t find the way out

too far gone
can’t save me
these drugs keep me steady
my heart gets so heavy
a ghost i’m nobody at all

feel like i don’t exist
and you’re my only fix
i got a thing for you
i want you in my room

feel like i’m made of glass
watch me break in half
weight up on my back
is slowly crushing me

fight for my sanity
everyday suffer silently
devil inside of me
but your touch feeling heavenly
it feels like ecstasy
bringing my feelings back to me
but ice cold in my heart
is all i’ll ever be

and your face in my dreams
is all i ever see
when i’m awake
my brains filled with anxiety

tired and tied down
i need you like right now
stuck in my own head
i can’t find the way out

too far gone
can’t save me
these drugs keep me steady
my heart gets so heavy
a ghost i’m nobody at all

nobody at all (prod. jody)

ion really get it
i don’t know
if it’s ending or beginning
you can go
i won’t even feel a difference
lil bitch
i jus want some ice to flood out my wrists
give a fuck about a price ion really give a shit
ion really give a fuck cuz 
i can’t
i feel so alone in
my head 
ion really got no feelings
i’m dead
bitch i jus pulled up
so high
been poppin pillies to survive
off a thirty i’m still hurting
what’s the reason i’m alive

i feel so dead
in the head
watch me fuck it up again
ima disappoint my friends
i can’t help it
i’m selfish
i want it all to end
yuh 
a fatal zen
yuh
already dead
you can blame the percocets
yuh
i got problems on problems
i don’t know how to solve em
i hate the life that i’m living
too many pills i look livid

2008 w/ ifeelsosmall

benedixhion

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