can you tell me where im going baby
pretty sure that i been going crazy
i been living life like its a fucking daydream
yeah
its a fucking daydream
i feel so numb
you abuse me with your love
that shit got me so fucked up
i only feel okay on drugs

you dont wanna love me trust me 
im hooked on codependency 
baby you gotta stay away from me 
im crazy 
nobody is saving me im waiting 
for an exit to the next bitch 
text quick 
got me feeling fucking restless
im a dead bitch 
got me screaming fuck it 
ending the discussion 
used to feel in love 
but now you got me feeling nothing

what the fuck
i hate you
this aint love
cant change you
i cant but
ima be fine uh ima be good
im poppin my xans and smoking backwoods
i should
be fine
i dont need you in my life
you dont make me feel alive
i just wanna feel alright
 but i think i might fucking die

daydrream w/ ifeelsosmall [prod lil buscuit]

ay
just wait
i just needa minute
jus a lil bit of space
i been off them pills
i gotta pop em everyday
it’s all good
i been smokin on em joints n the backwoods
she jus switch the script up
yuh yuh
this ain’t even real love
yuh yuh
you were only playing my feelings like issa game
i keep poppin xanax to runaway from my pain
yeah i’m numbing all my feelings im never gun be the same
it’s already too late
my mind’s trapped inside a cage
and i won’t ever feel okay

oh oh
i’m lost
wont you please just hold me real close
i can’t get through this life all alone
i need you
think i’m jus a ghost
i’m see through
and empty
i need two more
please don’t tempt me ah
i’m in first bitch
you’re a runner up
i keep grinding
i can never stop
its perfect timing when im pulling up
ay
i jus chase that guap
she said that she love me but didn’t guess she a fraud
i keep all these drugs in my system to stay fucked up
‘cause i can’t trust love
i gave up on us
i’ll drown in my cup
‘cause life really sucks
it really does
i don’t got no time to pause
no brakes for real
i keep takin drugs until i’m ill

backwoods [prod. sneezii]

synthetic forever
artists:
https://soundcloud.com/pinkperc
https://soundcloud.com/rit_hk
https://soundcloud.com/yungkrypto
https://soundcloud.com/toxin_brewer
https://soundcloud.com/blackfridvy
https://soundcloud.com/kainebot
https://soundcloud.com/xoxoswitchh
https://soundcloud.com/benjithemachine
https://soundcloud.com/imhxpeless

put him in his place (benjithemachine x deathnotes)

prod. @whos-that-clown

lyrics:

shawty tell me im an asshole
i know
don't know why u mad for
book a ride home
all i dream about is cashflow
uh huh 
took a bit of time
but just look at my glow

shawty tell me im an asshole
i know
don't know why u mad for
book a ride home
all i dream about is cashflow
uh huh 
took a bit of time
but just look at my glow

im a real ass geeker
from a land u cant go
and i spill my weed 
all over the damn floor
and its cold outside
but i need to go smoke
i could pick up this bud
or pick up the damn phone

its a bugs life
we just little ants
in a garden full of sunlight
really tiny pants on my legs 
i feel like based god
aim the DSR
but i don't play cod

shawty tell me im an asshole
i know
don't know why u mad for
book a ride home
all i dream about is cashflow
uh huh 
took a bit of time
but just look at my glow

shawty tell me im an asshole
i know
don't know why u mad for
book a ride home
all i dream about is cashflow
uh huh 
took a bit of time
but just look at my glow

geek of the week

2020-08-21 19:24:52

prod. @skress

you can take all my time
yeah it's fine i don't mind it
anything for you
cause your eyes look like diamonds
and your body glows
in the dark still shining
sitting by your side all night
stars dying

sitting by your side
so high i'm flying
try to drag me down
but i keep climbing
laugh up in my face
and say i'm nothing
tell me i'm a waste
and i'm not worth loving

hope i prove you wrong
hope i make you mad
cause i'm over it
i won't take you back
i won't fall again
i can't get attached
now i'm moving on
leave you in the past

leave you in the past
i'm not falling again
convinced myself
now I'm really all in
they hate on us
i don't hear them talking
started out with nothing
i spread my wings
i'm flying

sinking slowly diving
yeah i'm slowly dying
i think my brain is rotting
off the drugs can't function
all your words mean nothing
searching to feel something
but pain is all i'm finding

i just wanna know
wanna know the secrets that you hide
i don't feel alive
except when i look you in the eyes
you don't even try
you live in the middle of my mind
you can take my time
i don't want it anyway it's fine

out in public i can't talk
my tounge is tied in fucking knots
outer space
i feel so lost
out of touch
i'm ducking off

looking for me
then i'm gone
never felt like i belong
i know that i don't fit in
spiders crawling on my skin
your love is my medicine
but i can't go back again
i thought that you felt the same
but i know that feelings change

you can take all my time
yeah it's fine i don't mind it
anything for you
cause your eyes look like diamonds
and your body glows
in the dark still shining
sitting by your side all night
stars dying

sitting by your side
so high i'm flying
try to drag me down
but i keep climbing
laugh up in my face
and say i'm nothing
tell me i'm a waste
and i'm not worth loving


all my time (prod. skress)

2020-08-21 19:24:59 

prod. @harvest & @vowlmusic

on my own again
the walls are caving in
craving you again
and it's like 3am
burn carcinogins
until my lungs are dust
should i chase my dream
or should i give it up
walk a lonely road
the only one i know
i'm off 28 grams
now i'm going home
i can't fucking feel my face
i'm so fucking gone
always feel so out of place
like i don't belong

when i die
i know i'll go to hell
can't relate to anybody else
staying in my room all by myself
i sit in silence
that's how i like it
smoking potent
please don't bother me
my phone's on DND
cause i know talk is cheap
my heart is vacant
feeling like a creep
late night i roam the street
cause i can never sleep

don't know what you see
what you see in me
cause i could never be
anything you need
i'll just let you down
leave you with a frown
walking on my own
until i'm underground
everyday's the same
staring at the flames
laying on the tracks
wait for trains to pass
think about the past
wish i could go back
to the better days
before i saw your face

when i die
i know i'll go to hell
can't relate to anybody else
staying in my room all by myself
i sit in silence
that's how i like it
smoking potent
please don't bother me
my phone's on DND
cause i know talk is cheap
my heart is vacant
feeling like a creep
late night i roam the street
cause i can never sleep

out of place (prod. harvest + vowl)

s0litude demo [bloodcryY]

anthrbottle [prod. DIEMOND]

soGONE

prod. by me x etai s0 x vstar
mix / master by me x etai s0
https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor
https://soundcloud.com/etaiso
https://soundcloud.com/hexedvstar

[luv armor]
she don’t know ‘bout me
& all the pain i’ve seen
what these things tend to mean
(my boy’s off ketamine)

she don’t know a thing
about the pain i’ve seen
i’m dyin’ in my dreams..

& i’ve been in denial
i lost your luv, that’s vital
she drinks my blood outta vial
so i guess this is my trial

we out here in Ohio
fallin’ in a downward spiral
i was dead upon arrival
yeah, you make me feel so spiteful..

[etai]
real recognize fake
get your bitchmade ass 
out my prettyboy face, damn

money coming in, i rake it up
had to stop fucking with these hoes 
they was snaking up

stepped in the game just to shake it up
made a film with her
now she-now she got a famous butt

i left that life behind 
it doesn't pay enough
hit it then i quit it
but these bitches tryna stay in touch

‎אתה לא מזהה את הרציני בעיניים שלי
‎אני פה לשים את הזני בר בתוך המים שלי
‎יצאתי מהבית מרקחת with the fucking pack
get your shit jacked
boy, you'll never get it back

check my bank account
got another check amount
we eating waffle house
& blasting us some modest mouse

at the pride parade 
boutta hit the mall today
we sipping gatorade
now we railing ketty mane

[vstar]
ahhhh i love ketamine 
feel like Bob Ross in a Bentley
but i still feel empty
i haven’t felt okay in a century

ahhhh i’m off ketamine
every single day of my life has no meaning
& my livers bleeding
am i really breathing?
am i really breathing?
i’m just offa ketamine..

[luv armor]
i’m with etai & vstar 
i look like a retard
i’m playin’ my keytar

i post up with vstar!

she jus wanna have sex w/ me
don’t care abt what’s best for me
you know i got the recipe.. ohhhh

i was fuckin’ your bitch
i flipped my car in the ditch
it’s like this shit never ends

she with nvmbr tonight
& i’ma lay down the pipe
but i love when that bitch cries
(i’ve said it like several times)

[etai]
aye, yuh
real recognize fake
get yo bitchmade ass out my pretty boy face
damn..

money comin’ in, i rake it up
had to stop fuckin’ with these hoes
they was snakin’ up

stepped in the game just to shake it up..

soGONE

benedixhion

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