hated spring

produced by irby and jolst

mixed and mastered by luke seeley (flowers for you)

will you still keep me in mind when he holds you like i did the last time our eyes locked?
miss the way our hands intertwine
i hope i cross your mind in the warm sunshine

seclusion, unwarranted exclusion
can't help but think of what you're doing, but i gotta keep it moving
now the only way to admire is afar cause straits are dire
so i'll just stay at home cause i know youre sick and tired
used to slam with the best, now i jam like the rest
after all your detests i just wish you were on my chest

don't wanna go back to searching for you in everyone, i just wanna be the one you wanna call your only one.
and i know that we said that we were both just having fun, but life without you seems much worse than staring down a loaded gun.
you were the one for me, i let you slip away.
it eats me alive, makes me wanna die. i miss you more every day.
wishing for you on falling stars, still i wonder where you are.
i hope i cross your mind in the warm sunshine.

keep me in mind (prod. irby x jolst)

333
i wanna crash
all these drugs on me
so i hit tha fuckin dash
i be speeding
what tha fucks a break
i stay grinding
i aint got no time to waste
no way
333
i wanna crash
i be speeding
333
i wanna crash
all these drugs on me
so i hit tha fuckin dash
always speeding
what tha fucks a brake?
i stay grinding
i ain’t got no time to waste
no way
bitch im swerving
said fuck a lane
goddamn i’m fucked up
i’m insane
i’m geekin baby
sorry whatd you say?

uh
i be fucked up everday
thas fax no cap for real
even now i’m geekin still
thas no cap for real
off 6 bars i feel so ill
running out time i feel like i’m dying
shawty said she love me
girl why you lying
oh
you jus wanna play games
nintendo
but you ain’t gun play me
fuck you hoe
no way
i can’t give a fuck about u babe
you a fake bitch
i ain’t got time for nun of that fake shit
ya
i ain’t got no time to waste
no way

333
i wanna crash
all these drugs on me
so i hit tha fuckin dash
i be speeding
what tha fucks a break
i stay grinding
i aint no time to waste
no way
333
i wanna crash
i be speeding
333
i wanna crash
all these drugs on me
so i hit tha fuckin dash
always speeding
what tha fucks a brake?
i stay grinding
i ain’t got no time to waste
no way
bitch im swerving
said fuck a lane
goddamn i’m fucked up
i’m insane
i’m geekin baby
sorry whatd you say?

iwannacrash [prod. wellfed]

LOVELY [prod. sheepykid]

s/o to deckabeats & alsbeatz for bringing this one to life
& s/o to you for stickin' around! it's guardin szn!

lyrics
--------
clock strikes twelve it's all over after
distant memories of disaster
full eclipse the sky's falling fast
we're all dead by dawn  

i guess the goal is
to set my body back beside my soul
cause i guess really all i wants control
this world is ugly but we paint it gold
i've lost my discretion a decrepit hole
sits inside my body where i tug and pull
and pull and pull
your life code was patched
with a fine tooth comb
all the lights were detached
i guess nobody's home
in your bed lies a match
where the fire was thrown
i don't like where this goes
can you leave me alone
(cause when the)

clock strikes twelve it's all over after
distant memories of disaster
full eclipse the sky's falling fast
we're all dead by dawn  

i don't wanna do this
feeling like i got to
channel what i'm bestowed
pushing on the gas
till i'm drivin real fast
when i crash imma reload

enter the void

distant memories (prod. deckabeats x alsbeatz)

happy halloween! thought i'd hit y'all with a fun one for the holidays!
s/o to @siemspark + @rjpasin for brining this to life!

lyrics
--------
wake up
get the crust out of your eyes
it's so late it's like 7:45
this whole place is asleep while i'm alive
i'm lonely but i guess that i'll survive
it's alright if you look me in the eyes
don't be afraid yeah i promise i won't bite
i'm not awake was asleep when you arrived
now i'm half baked & i don't think that i should drive

and i don't think that you're alright
it's the little things about you i've been noticing on site
you've been howling all night
inconsistencies will always be attached to your life
if you're running don't hide
cause the probability of getting caught is so high
oh and at least i fucking tried
a corrupt intervention when your truth is just a lie
so throw this away
flush it right down the drain
you've perfected your aim
looks like nothings changed
so maybe

wake up
get the crust out of your eyes
it's so late it's like 7:45
this whole place is asleep while i'm alive
i'm lonely but i guess that i'll survive
it's alright if you look me in the eyes
don't be afraid yeah i promise i won't bite
i'm not awake was asleep when you arrived
now i'm half baked & i don't think that i should drive

music video

half baked (prod. siem spark x rj pasin)

lyrics
--------
december left me cold
lying in the snow
you left me here alone
freezing through my coat
the ice inside my throat
ain't melting anymore
these bones of mine are old
and time will take it's toll

this story's mine to tell
and i'll tell it for forever
when the time comes
we can measure
how my pain is now your pleasure
and i know
nothing in this world will ever bring me back
from what you took can't take it back no more
can't take it back no more
can't take it back no more
cause i am not the man i was
i'm merely pantomiming him for show

warm wishes

Lyrics

What do I do? I don't even know
I don't have a home, I got nowhere to go
I been holdin' it in, I don't know how to cope
With the pain that's within every ounce of my bones

Don't look up to me, I am the epitome
Of all the reasons everyone got rid of me
Don't say you care cause I know you just pity me
God if you're there tell me why you did this to me

I'm a loser, I know I'm a mess
Only at this computer know how to confess
All the things I can never get off of my chest
Life is a game I just wanna reset

Pushing away any entity tryna be friends with me
See everyone as an enemy
Tired of fighting though, I wanna stop
At this point I don't know if I can turn it off

I'll never be who I wanted to when I was wanting you all I could dream of was holding you
I couldn't change all the hoe in you, I was just boring you, how did I ever see love in you?

Never was there when I needed it, pain you were feeding it 
My heart was yours, you were beating it
I feel like X you were eating it, I kept repeating it
Knife in my back, I'ma leave it in

God I don't know where I went wrong in life
But I need to figure it out but I can't figure it out
I just been losing myself, all been doing well
Tryna call god, think I'm going to hell

But I don't want to, no I don't wanna
I just succumb to all the weight I'm under
I'm not an angel, baby I'm a monster
From another angle, I'm a motherfucker

That's just how this thing go, I'm just on the river
Might let this pain go, I might pull the trigger

spotify.

bones. | Produced by septfree

Produced by tennis player

Lyrics

Truth is I'm a liar
I can't go to heaven my soul already on fire
This is shit, I can't even get a grip
I been walking on a cliff and I think that I'm bouta slip

Like woah, I can't hold on
No more I'm so done
Go just like everyone else
We went through the same thing but you ain't feel what I felt

You don't know the cold in my bones
You don't know the ghost in my home
You don't feel the hate in my veins
You don't know my story, we ain't even on the same page

I just wanna feel alive
I don't wanna feel like this, I'm dead inside
Maybe in another life
I won't need to think about another life

Maybe you won't leave me for another guy
Maybe you won't tell my ass another lie
Maybe I won't give a bitch another try
Maybe I won't give a shit and you'll just die

Bird brain, head cage, I'ma let it fly
I don't think about the pain tonight
I can't get away from the pain inside
All I feel is hate, I just wanna say goodbye

I can't heal with all the pain I deal with
I don't wanna feel it no more, I wanna kill it
Death to what's in me, demons I know many
But one's always closer than the others, like a brother

Truth is I'm a liar
I can't go to heaven my soul already on fire
This is shit, I can't even get a grip
I been walking on a cliff and I think that I'm bouta slip

Like woah, I can't hold on
No more I'm so done
Go just like everyone else
We went through the same thing but you ain't feel what I felt

You don't know the cold in my bones
You don't know the ghost in my home
You don't feel the hate in my veins
You don't know my story, we ain't even on the same page

I just wanna...
I don't wanna feel like this, I'm....
Maybe in a...
I won't need to think about a...

anotherlife.

baby i can’t stand
not bein in your arms
wasn’t in tha plan
to give up my heart
i kept on fallin apart 
if you love me
lets jus restart
baby i can’t stand
not bein in your arms
wasn’t in tha plan
to give up my heart
i kept on fallin apart 
if you love me
lets jus restart

blacked out before i even pulled to tha club
but les pop another bottle
tryna stay fucked up
so what bitch
you left me
so i’m hitting up my plug bitch
cuz i don’t need your love
i jus need more drugs
i’m lost in my thoughts
so i block it all with alcohol
and hella pills 
i’m a lost cause
it’s kinda crazy
i was really hoping maybe baby you could save me

i got a cold heart
ima- ima- ima-
time to restart
ya
time to re-restart
i got a cold heart
ima- ima- ima-
time to restart
ya
time to re-restart

trashstar [prod. gloryasap x xgatteora]

i feel like a demon
i be off it everyday
ion needa reason
i jus get to tweakin
shawty i’m so sorry
i’m done playin all these games
you jus left me bleeding
that was a mistake
i jus needa reset
don’t care what you say
might a pop a motherfucker on sight
hit that bitch right between tha eyes
now he paralyzed
i’m feelin like
i’m unstoppable
bitch i can’t stop winnin
destroying all of my obstacles
it’s improbable
but i’ll take that chance
tha devil’s jus tryna dance
inside my brain
tryna make me go insane
go insane
and it’s workin
fell in love with all tha pain
fuck these percies
guess im stuck inside my ways
ima burden
swear i try to change
nothings workin

likeADEMON😈 [prod sogimura]

Produced by Crizzy White
Mixed by Crizzy White, xipz
Vocals by Crizzy White, cxrter, xipz
Mastered by Crizzy White

Crizzy:
I know it's wrong to write a song for you
But I don't listen when they tell me to
It wouldn't work I know that's always true
But reading messages I'm so confused
How many times you gonna lead me on
I'm not the person that I thought I would be
It's just a childish dream to think the rain is for me
As it fades with the scene, evaporation of me

Gone with the wind
With the stones at my feet
Of this cliff
With the runoff of the water
I could slip
But I ain't ever going down, not again
I'm drenched

cxrter:
Going down, not again
Pleasing these people, just give me a chance
Feeling so robbed of my selfish demands
But I know it's the norm, got this red in my hands
Taking this pressure, it feels so controlling
I'm looking down on my phone, now I'm scrolling
Look to the left, see these people just rollin'
No wonder we struggle, it feels so important, man

Moments I can't say my name
Nobody to blame
Yeah, they think we're insane
Yeah, think we're insane
It's just part of the game that we play
Yeah, a game that we play
It's all just a race
Hope I don't need meds, I wanna be safe, aye
So confused, I wanna be safe, yeah

Crizzy:
It's paranoia
I'm the one with the soil
I don't know where I'm going
Evaporate and boil
I saw her ghost in the rain
In the mist of the cliffside
I'd be lying if I said it was a sore sight
All the memories of you they're not a bad time
But I slip into some clothes I know are not mine
If I'm the person that you want I'll never be myself
I'm just the boy who saw a wolf and tried to call for help

Gone with the wind
With the stones at my feet
Of this cliff
With the runoff of the water
I could slip
But I ain't ever going down, not again
I'm drenched
Gone with the wind
With the stones at my feet
Of this cliff
With the runoff of the water
I could slip
But I ain't ever going down, not again
I'm drenched, I'm drenched

xipz:
Doing drugs in the rain, I'm drenched
Make me think back to our first kiss
I remember what you promised me
Doesn't matter that it's all past tense

Crizzy:
Gone with the wind
With the stones at my feet
Of this cliff
With the runoff of the water
I could slip
But I ain't ever going down, not again
I'm drenched, I'm drenched

I'm better off with the lover that I got
I know this fog
It could clear in a day or two
I just need some time alone with you
I just need a little follow through

Drenched (feat. cxrter & xipz)

https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s/oxygen-breather-prod-kryptik?in=skrews/sets/9tails&si=2e1b0ee1589d43c292b78f6c3ebd266e&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

oxygen breather (9tails cover)

Wonder if I’m fucking up 
Back in this hole again 
K hole I’ve been diving in 
Drugged up I don’t need no friends 
Fucked up I don’t need no benz
Crashed the whip wonder where I went 
Fuck 
Fucked up in the road again 
Find me when the summer ends 

So if I fuck it up then 
And I’m just being dramatic 
I know it’s over I’ve been looking past it
I cover up these wounds with plastic 
Seal it shut I can’t have it 
Happiness, I run right past it 
I can’t hack it 
I’ve been feeling like I’m out of practice 
And i’ve been looking down again 
I can’t move past it
All these dramatics, I’m overdramatic 
Over and over I go into panics 
I’m losing myself
I don’t know how I will manage
To find my way back 
I’m lost and damaged 
I’m cold and wet
I’m like a dog on its last leg
Cat last life 
And what if I’m dead and this shits all just a past life 
I’m never the sad type 
I guess I’m the sad type
I ain’t trying to stay clean
I’m on my last life
I know I’ve always been mean
I ain’t the nice type
And I know it’s over
And I know what life‘s like I’ve seen enough
And I know it’s rough
It’s rough for you and me too
I don’t feel the same 
I’m not sure what I’m doing this time
I feel like I’m losing my mind
Going manic and it’s all the same
I know I am to blame
I’ll never change swear I’ll never change
And even when I try to, I stay the same
Even when I try to, I stay the same
And I think I’m to blame

theatrics (p. hollowprpl)

[intro]
can i get lost inside of your head?
just say the word n ill be there in 10
you dont gotta worry cuz girl im obsessed
oh i love how you kiss on my neck

come here baby lemme rub on your breasts
oh i love how you tell me whats next
looked into your eyes, got doves in my chest
ride my face baby, make me a mess

[chorus]
just for you i think id do anything you asked
dont get confused, its me and you, n we gon make this last

this love is real, nothing like weve had before
i need you baby, imma make sure you know youre adored

n when youre down ill be your shoulder to cry to
n when were fighting ill make sure i understand you

so tell me your secrets, i promise ill keep them
n i promise ill love you till the day my life ends

[verse]
n when youre down ill be there to cry to
n when were fighting ill make sure i understand you

so tell me your secrets, i promise ill keep them
n i promise ill love you till the day my life ends

can i get lost inside of your head?
just say the word n ill be there in 10
you dont gotta worry cuz girl im obsessed
oh i love how you kiss on my neck

come here baby lemme rub on your breasts
oh i love how you tell me whats next
looked into your eyes, got doves in my chest
ride my face baby, make me a mess

[chorus]
just for you i think id do anything you asked
dont get confused, its me and you, n we gon make this last

this love is real, nothing like weve had before
i need you baby, imma make sure you know youre adored

n when youre down ill be your shoulder to cry to
n when were fighting ill make sure i understand you

so tell me your secrets, i promise ill keep them
n i promise ill love you till the day my life ends

Doves [Prod. shxdy808]

WISH U WERE MINE_dirty_demo_007

Life is spinning circles
Round my head
Will it ever stop?
Wanna tell you how I feel
But my tongue is tied in knots
It seems like there's nothing real
I keep having these hopeless thoughts
Wish I could've got through to you
Before our love was fucking lost

Wish I could've meant more to you
They don't love like I do
Staying right beside you
Take me out my bad mood

I know I'm bad news
Hate me I don't blame you
Ever since we fell through
I'm ice cold my hands blue

See it all got a clear view
Now I know I can't trust you
No one I can turn to
All my bridges burn through
I don't know what's true
Old friends act brand new
Wish I never met you
Cross you out forget you

Wish I never met you
Cross you out forget you
Old friends acting brand new
All my bridges burn through

Nowadays I don't care at all
I'm better off being uninvolved
Stack it up
And watch it fall
In my room
Wanna paint the wall

Paint it red
And leave a mess
Had my fun
I'm over this
Fading out
Losing interest
Lost my hope
Finding purpose

Life is spinning circles
Round my head
Will it ever stop?
Wanna tell you how I feel
But my tongue is tied in knots
It seems like there's nothing real
I keep having these hopeless thoughts
Wish I could've got through to you
Before our love was fucking lost 

Life is spinning circles
Round my head
Will it ever stop?
Wanna tell you how I feel
But my tongue is tied in knots
It seems like there's nothing real
I keep having these hopeless thoughts
Wish I could've got through to you
Before our love was fucking lost

trashstar [prod. gloryasap x xgatteora]

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