@prodjody

won't stop till i'm covered in blood
screaming at the top of my lungs 
speeding 
i might crash 
just for fun 
keep it real 
hope i don't die too young

just being honest 
nothings promised 
thought i found true love
but i lost it 
thought you'd hold my heart
but you dropped it down 
already know no one 
can save me now

so i'm all alone 
always on my own 
i can't let you close
you might take my soul away
that's just how it goes
so i'm staying cold
i might lose control
and it could happen any day

looking in the mirror 
don't know who i fucking am 
acting like you care
but you don't really give a damn 
you can doubt me all you want 
but i got better plans
it's complicated 
baby i don't think you understand 

i got nothing left to lose
i got a lot to prove
got rick owens on my shoes 
but these ain't nothing new
stayed the same
with all the changes that i'm going through
lost my mind 
i'm going crazy
don't know what to do

won't stop till i'm covered in blood
screaming at the top of my lungs 
speeding 
i might crash 
just for fun 
keep it real 
hope i don't die too young

just being honest 
nothings promised 
thought i found true love
but i lost it 
thought you'd hold my heart
but you dropped it down 
already know no one 
can save me now

no one can save me now
i don't need anyone around
take the whole world
and block it out 
i might disappear
without a sound

spotify

true love (prod. jody)

Benedixhion - StillTOXIKK

benedixhion on the track
i’m off the xans
no one ever really loved me like they said
i don’t know what’s left to do
i think i lost my soul when i lost you
i’m fucking broken
ohh
i’m fucking hopeless
ohh

i don’t know whats left to do
i think i lost my soul when i lost you
i’m fucking broken
and im so motherfuckin hopeless
i won’t survive
all these pills are gunna end my life
i’m stuck
baby you can’t save me bring me drugs
life is not daydream it’s more like a nightmare
i was really hoping that maybe you might care
i was really hoping that maybe you might care
might care
life’s a nightmare
i was really hoping that maybe you might care
might care
life’s a nightmare

i don’t wanna be alive no more
everyday is pain my minds at war
cant take it
i’m feeling lost
outta options
dug my own grave
where’s my coffin

nightmare [prod. clorox cobain]

i’m lost in my shadow
i’m losing this battle 
my brain just keeps rattling
in my head
it screams at me
“you’re better dead”
fuck this life i hate it
always so sedated
goddamn i can’t fucking take this
hope you find a good replacement
‘cause i’m gone
i’m so lost
and i know that you want to help
but i’m going straight down to hell
might as well just end myself
my life is worthless i can tell
ugh
i can tell
ya
might end myself
ya ugh

delete myself
i’m better dead
ain’t nothing helps
except my meds
expect my percys
love my 30s
i know they wouldnt hurt me
ugh
feel tha pain deep within lurking
for a purpose im still searching
i’m so lost 
fuck it all bitch
oh my god
why am i still trying
all this pain reminds me
we all fall
i keep wishing you would call
but you don’t no not at all

betterDEAD

i don’t even know
i don’t even know
i don’t even know
i don’t even know
i don’t even know why i’m still fucking trying

i don’t even know
why i’m still fucking trying
think i sold my soul
and i’m not fucking lying
i’m alone
in my head
think i might be better dead cuz 
i don’t even know
why i’m still fucking trying
think i sold my soul
and i’m not fucking lying
i’m alone
in my head
think i might be better dead 

why tha fuck you keep writing love letters
i was high when we met i cannot remember
i was geekin off tha xans n tha percs boo
all i know is i felt it when i met you
ay
i be high like everyday
whoa
ain’t no time for breaks
so
why tha fuck you keep writing love letters
i was high when we met i can’t remember
i was geekin off tha xans n tha percs boo
all i know is i felt it when i met you
but i was clearly wrong
you played me
i played along
i’m so fucking clueless
i'm so fucking stupid
never thought that you would do this
i don’t even know
i don’t even know
i don’t even know
yeah

i don’t even know
why i’m still fucking trying
think i sold my soul
and i’m not fucking lying
i’m alone
in my head
think i might be better dead cuz 
i don’t even know
why i’m still fucking trying
think i sold my soul
and i’m not fucking lying
i’m alone
in my head
think i might be better dead 

in my head
think i might be better dead cuz 
i don’t even know
why i’m still fucking trying
think i sold my soul
and i’m not fucking lying

luv letterz [prod junhbeatz]

i feel like a demon
i be off it everyday
ion needa reason
i jus get to tweakin
shawty i’m so sorry
i’m done playin all these games
you jus left me bleeding
that was a mistake
i jus needa reset
don’t care what you say
might a pop a motherfucker on sight
hit that bitch right between tha eyes
now he paralyzed
i’m feelin like
i’m unstoppable
bitch i can’t stop winnin
destroying all of my obstacles
it’s improbable
but i’ll take that chance
tha devil’s jus tryna dance
inside my brain
tryna make me go insane
go insane
and it’s workin
fell in love with all tha pain
fuck these percies
guess im stuck inside my ways
ima burden
swear i try to change
nothings workin

likeADEMON😈 [prod sogimura]

Lyrics

Every breathe I take, I get closer to my last one
Every girl I meet, they just left me like the past one
A lover that will last, I don't think I'll ever have one
You're the one that's telling lies, you're calling me the bad one

I don't ever get why people leave, man I'm such a mess
Honestly, I don't want you to leave but I think it's best
Say you're not the samе, I don't believe, you'rе just like the rest
God, take away the pain please, I don't wanna stress

I don't wanna feel all this fucking pain
I don't wanna deal with what I have inside my brain
I don't think I'm normal, I just think that I'm insane
I should pull the plug, I know life is just a game

Always up too late, working on a song
Tryna get too baked, I wanna feel numb
Tik-tok-tik, feeling like a fucking bomb
Now I'm underwater, ain't no air inside my lungs

Every breathe I take, I get closer to my last one
Every girl I meet, they just left me like the past one
A lover that will last, I don't think I'll ever have one
You're the one that's telling lies, you're calling me the bad one

luv letterz [prod junhbeatz]

benedixhion

Recent comments

CASTLES2

meatswagger

asankhyeya

Zerozadesong

Related tracks