whiskey bottle w/ JUT (prod. cl6udy x splashgvng)

Vocals by Crizzy White, Carlby, Horosha
Produced by Crizzy White
Mixed by Crizzy White, Horosha
Mastered by Crizzy White

Carlby - https://soundcloud.com/carlby
Horosha - https://soundcloud.com/horoshavibes

Verse 1 (Crizzy White):
In your absence 
I was swept in
Tide calm, low water 
But it crept in
I can feel my breath leave as I fall deep
Whisper sweet nothings 'till my brain sleeps
It was never truly fair, I'm asking why you'd ever care 
I'm asking why you have to leave 
When I'm drowning in my sleep
It was never truly fair, I wonder why you're never there 
I'm asking what you did to me
Now I drown in all my dreams

Now I drown in all my dreams
Now I drown to go to sleep
Now I drown in all my dreams 
Now I drown to go to sleep
Now I drown in all my dreams 
Now I drown to go to sleep
Now I drown in all my dreams 
Now I drown to go to sleep 

Hook (Crizzy White)
I'm drowning but I like this 
Haunted by the silence 
Try my best just to hide this 
But the waves feed me violence 
Now I'm dying but I like this 
Now I'm flying like the highest 
She told me not to fight this 
But I couldn't my close my eyelids 

Verse 2 (Carlby)
Now I'm sinking
But I like it
How it fills me with such excitement
Ever deeper
To the bottom
I say bottoms up
Won't someone fill my cup

You're so cruel to me
But at least you make me feel something
This sinking feeling that I get
So hold my head

(Carlby, Crizzy White, Horosha)
Underneath 'til I can't breathe
No matter what I do
I cannot please you
Face down in a shallow pool
The water fills my lungs
As my lips turn blue

Verse 3 (Crizzy White)
When it comes to her there's no talking back 
I got a target on my back and it make her laugh 
Push me off into the water where my head will crash 
If the lake was frozen over it would probably crack 
And I would fall too deep 
I would fall six feet 
I would land into the water with my breath empty 
There's no bubbles at the top but I'm still screaming 
Why'd you hurt me like this 
Is this your fucking sick dream

Hook (Crizzy White)
I'm drowning but I like this 
Haunted by the silence 
Try my best just to hide this 
But the waves feed me violence 
Now I'm dying but I like this 
Now I'm flying like the highest 
She told me not to fight this 
But I couldn't my close my eyelids

Drowning w/ Carlby

die slow (jolst x pekarot)

Mixed/Mastered by me
Prod. Red Eyez

Lyrics: 
oh god, could i survive this on my own for another year?
let me break the silence that you call upon, it's only fear
hold me here in this december wasteland
rip apart the fragments of my memory
salted wounds, you'll never know what you mean to me
overbearing i hope you never thought that of me
sick to death in a second, i hope you realize
overnights at your house, it never felt so nice

uhh feelin the covenant pressure
7am filled wit longing 
inescapable terror
let her fight back, what a frightening
sight it must be to see
oh i'll yearn for the chest feeling we used to hold so deeply
learn to breathe on my own
take this coat from my arm
trade the cuts for complex sedatives
we both suck for sentiment
call for several syllables, i only need three
baby tell me that you need me

oh god, could i survive this on my own for another year?
let me break the silence that you call upon, it's only fear
hold me here in this december wasteland
rip apart the fragments of my memory
salted wounds, you'll never know what you mean to me
overbearing i hope you never thought that of me
sick to death in a second, i hope you realize
overnights at your house, it never felt so nice

oh cut deep, we'll make new scars 
baby what's that tone for 
but every sentence that spills out your mouth makes me feel the resentment a little bit more
cut from the cloth but your more like a feather
every second we're spending apart puts us closer and closer to never
uh and honestly, maybe, been feeling it lately, i wish that i never had met her
you still got my sweater don't you?
lately you been cold like weather, so cruel
let me stay inside, i hope we get some snow soon 

oh god, could i survive this on my own for another year?
let me break the silence that you call upon, it's only fear
hold me here in this december wasteland
rip apart the fragments of my memory
salted wounds, you'll never know what you mean to me
overbearing i hope you never thought that of me
sick to death in a second, i hope you realize
overnights at your house, it never felt so nice

fragments

i just wanna love you like you did + deadspyro

Guitar by Stinger
Mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by @anxietyxattacks

LYRICS
Why’d you have to switch up
Got everybody thinking you’re a big shot
So convinced you're special
Truth is you’re not
You’re no better than me
Thanks to guys like you I’m ashamed of the scene

Thanks to guys like you I don't wanna be seen
As someone who might keep your company
How you present yourself is like parody
Do you understand the mantra that you're parroting

Change your name but not the way you behave
You won't progress when your attempts serve only to save face
So fuck off
You’re no better than me

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Trash Lizard (Guys Like You Pt.2) [Prod. w/ Stinger]

125 THE TEAM w/ JUT, BH MALICE, Jus & treez (prod. methboiswag x slacker)

Not cursed (overdose cover) hope you enjoy x
I do not own the rights, sincerely covering this beautiful song of my friend not cursed. Please do check out the original 
Lyrics:

fucked it up now i don't even wanna go home
i got problems with myself 
don't leave me alone
wanna melt my brain 
thoughts lead to overload
i cant see a future without overdose

without overdose
baby I might go comatose
xannies in my coat
put another paycheck in my nose

not addicted but I don't know how I could recover
if I was would you still be there for me not another

teenage suicide another stat another number
for the masses

back in school I almost o-d'd on a fuckin Xanax

I would show up off the wall like vans to all my classes

I can't see the future maybe I just need my glasses

there's blood on my hands oh christ
can't deal with myself all the time
won't open my eyes

fucked it up now i don't even wanna go home
i got problems with myself 
don't leave me alone
wanna melt my brain 
thoughts lead to overload
i cant see a future without overdose

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Overdose (Notcursed & Safeatlast Cover)

https://soundcloud.com/whosvacant
https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall

Lyrics:

Got my heart tied
You don't understand but I
Leave my life right now
Lets forget all about the past

You only love me for the pleasure
I can't have that around me
Cause it's sickening me
You only want me in the late nights
Can't tell if you're lying
Can you be honest with me

You used me for what you needed
And I denied the way I was treated
Our toxic love
I felt defeated
So who i am to judge
I tried my best for us
Same shit different day was this even love
You took so long
then you messed it all up
Something so good gone in a whisper from ya
Things were normal then you was just gone
You used my energy for something so wrong
So wrong, so wrong

You only love me for the pleasure
I can't have that around me
Because it's sickening me
You only want me in the late nights
Can't tell if you're lying
Can you be honest with me

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late nights w/ vacant (nevrfall)

https://soundcloud.com/reapers-shadow
https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall

being sincere w/ reapers shadow (nevrfall)

(prod by @whos-that-clown)
2/16/24
[for the best listening experience: listen with headphones.]

\\LYRICS//
[INTRO]
A lesson learned for when I'm fallen sick
I've built my home out of stone and brick
My hands are burnt and Ima follow the tide, tide

[CHORUS]
Follow the tide and Ima wash away your worries
Open your mind cuz my eyes are getting blurry
Standing in light, I can see why I chose you
Mission devine, Im so glad that your mine

[VERSE]
A dollar for a sentence
Bitch, your wringing out my pockets
Another night in the cold got my brain feeling nauseous
Outta pocket, ripping out my socket

[HOLLOW17]
I aint going nowhere baby ur my tonic
When u come around u make me so alive
When ur gone I don't feel at home
Yeah when u shut that door I feel so alone

Yeah ur my queen ill get ur throne
Baby I know that ur worth it 
With the love you've shown

A lesson learned for when I'm fallen sick
And I've built my home out of stone and brick
My hands are burnt and Ima follow the tide, the tide

[ZBee]
Girl don't you hit me up
I don't wanna talk
Everyday feeling the same
So I'm just giving it up
I just took another pill
I think I'm running my luck
Any time that I keep going
I think this is enough
Crash the whip then I go
I feel great off this dope
Everythings in slow motion
Feeling wavy like the ocean
Then I move in closer like a slow dance

[OUTRO - Cap.Kyle]
A lesson learned for when I'm fallen sick
I've built my home out of stone and brick
My hands are burnt and Ima follow the tide, tide

whiskey bottle w/ JUT (prod. cl6udy x splashgvng)

BH MALICE

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