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prod. irby - https://www.youtube.com/@irby314/videos

The waves you hear crash down
They are misspoken
Leaves inside the pack are ripped open
Find it hard to love 
Told i was broken
I’m crystalized inside 
I was hoping
   
Intertwined timelines
Flooded rooms 
Under gray skies
Walking through streets at night
Can't seem to find your light
Welcome to the end
Of my ride
2 times is a long time
Texting you but I can’t type

Lost in the big world
Where no one knows me
Too drunk too lonely
Wishing for you to hold me 
Beyond redemption  
It wasn’t for the attention
Too bad i’m gone now
Blurred my own reflection

Calm down
Look up to the sky
Wind gush 
Rush against the time

Just lust
Keep me in your sight
What's love
No one thought to try

misspoken (irby)

same lame excuse [+dercept]

Vocals by Crizzy White, Carlby, Horosha
Produced by Crizzy White
Mixed by Crizzy White, Horosha
Mastered by Crizzy White

Carlby - https://soundcloud.com/carlby
Horosha - https://soundcloud.com/horoshavibes

Verse 1 (Crizzy White):
In your absence 
I was swept in
Tide calm, low water 
But it crept in
I can feel my breath leave as I fall deep
Whisper sweet nothings 'till my brain sleeps
It was never truly fair, I'm asking why you'd ever care 
I'm asking why you have to leave 
When I'm drowning in my sleep
It was never truly fair, I wonder why you're never there 
I'm asking what you did to me
Now I drown in all my dreams

Now I drown in all my dreams
Now I drown to go to sleep
Now I drown in all my dreams 
Now I drown to go to sleep
Now I drown in all my dreams 
Now I drown to go to sleep
Now I drown in all my dreams 
Now I drown to go to sleep 

Hook (Crizzy White)
I'm drowning but I like this 
Haunted by the silence 
Try my best just to hide this 
But the waves feed me violence 
Now I'm dying but I like this 
Now I'm flying like the highest 
She told me not to fight this 
But I couldn't my close my eyelids 

Verse 2 (Carlby)
Now I'm sinking
But I like it
How it fills me with such excitement
Ever deeper
To the bottom
I say bottoms up
Won't someone fill my cup

You're so cruel to me
But at least you make me feel something
This sinking feeling that I get
So hold my head

(Carlby, Crizzy White, Horosha)
Underneath 'til I can't breathe
No matter what I do
I cannot please you
Face down in a shallow pool
The water fills my lungs
As my lips turn blue

Verse 3 (Crizzy White)
When it comes to her there's no talking back 
I got a target on my back and it make her laugh 
Push me off into the water where my head will crash 
If the lake was frozen over it would probably crack 
And I would fall too deep 
I would fall six feet 
I would land into the water with my breath empty 
There's no bubbles at the top but I'm still screaming 
Why'd you hurt me like this 
Is this your fucking sick dream

Hook (Crizzy White)
I'm drowning but I like this 
Haunted by the silence 
Try my best just to hide this 
But the waves feed me violence 
Now I'm dying but I like this 
Now I'm flying like the highest 
She told me not to fight this 
But I couldn't my close my eyelids

Drowning w/ Carlby

-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-
Main Artist: xipz
Featured Artist: epitomeoffailure
Produced by: xipz
Mixed by: xipz x epitomeoffailure
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-
LYRICS:

[Intro: xipz]
girl howd we go from being friends to strangers
used to be my everything n now i just hate you
maybe i just need somebody here to remind me
yeah nevermind please

[Chorus: xipz]
she a bad bitch, she so lovely
she was everything that i ever wanted
now we dont talk n thats fine
cuz i did everything that i could, its alright

[Verse 1: epitomeoffailure]
and yeah we don’t talk
and you think that i’m at fault
you sit there and point out my flaws
i hear your voice inside the walls

and now i can’t think
my heart just started racing
i hear it beating
oh i must be tweaking
isolated in a decaying room
of which i have made my tomb

it’s no wonder i’ve been hearing voices on the daily
you think i crazy, it’s the pills i’m taking
and i know you hate me, as of here lately 
but baby girl i promise you i’ve been changing

[Chorus: xipz x epitomeoffailure]
she a bad bitch, she so lovely
she was everything that i ever wanted
now we dont talk n thats fine
cuz i did everything that i could, its alright

[Verse 2: xipz]
but it isnt alright tho
im hurt n i feel suicidal 
im alone but you already know
you said you that loved me but your fake like a clone

how i let you go n do me like that?
let my guard down n you went to attack
bitch, you just want the cheese like a rat
you took my handouts n fled like a cat

[Verse 3: epitomeoffailure]
ran away no looking back towards me
heart-heart broken it’s a tragedy 
and i’ve been, i’ve been drowning in my misery 
bottle after bottle just numb this feeling

[Outro: xipz x epitomeoffailure]
thats the last time i show you my kindness
we just Strangers now n i dont really mind it
hope that new dude breaks your fucking heart
thats what you deserve for ripping mine apart

strangers (w/ epitomeoffailure)

on all platforms
shoutout vails n sound clowny
@alex-thomas-fox & @whos-that-clown

LYRICS :D
Headstart bloods tainted with that mercury
Shine bright, die slow, words still be hurtin me
I try my best even in the worst situations
When i'm in my grave shake my hand congratulations

I just took a ticket, one way trip to hell
Sparks flying, train speeding, n were off the rails
Mercury, set me free
One way ticket n its on for sale
I just bought a ticket, one way trip to hell
How we’ll get there idk i guess time will tell
Took a sip of the tonic red mercury
I could face a fire breathing demon come n murder me

Stab wounds,might die soon, im still down to fight
Ima make a stand til my last breath, see my dying light
Rip out the tape, the cassette turns to scrap
I got no vision my screen fades to black

[vails]

I’m down bad, Like, holy crap I’ve never felt this way before
 It only feels like yesterday my other half said babe, amore
 If you really was there for me Whyd you go and shut the door
 I could sit here and complain But I’ve had broken bones before
 Mercury’ inside my cup My demons took away my luck
 Possesed me but I still live freely 
The only thing is drugs that treat me Coping mechanisms,
all of them, I said good riddence ,
 finding hope has got some distance, 
cus I’ve never had the visions of it alll 

[back to chorus]

[vails again]
Fake love should be a piracy
 And although you’re the treasure youre still denying me
 From sailing out like We had a debacle,  a heated discussion 
And you banged on my walls and door, like playing percusssion 
And I see the scars that made you see the stars 
And it’s harder to breathe knowing you’re almost gone
Sorry i haven’t been available for speaking 
So lost & choked up, to have consider or feeling
I love when she’s angry, and I care when she’s sad
Feel best when she’s happy
yet afraid when she’s glad
I can’t ever understand, her bipolarism
Especially when drunk cus it’s easier sober living

mercury w/ vails [prod. the sound clown x splashgvng]

i dont think u understand
what i meant when i said that theres parts i want to fix
i was talking bout myself cuz i saw me turning out different than this
kiss ur lips
fight for the hell of it
be content for a little bit
shes an angel
she fell from the sky
n ur arms feel like heaven where i lie
its a beautiful place to die

all these sand traps slowing down my grind
she concerned for my health n my life
i feel the fel energy inside
im either high on my shame or my pride

i dont think u understand 
give in to ur every demand 
i dont think u understand 
give it all the energy i have 
i feel it inside
cast it aside
our feet in the grass
think i turned to a ghost
i would stay by you when it hurt most
a swing n a miss
man was i ever close?
been on my mind i dont know if it shows
i dont think u understand
give in to ur every demand
i dont think u understand

all these sand traps slowing down my grind
she concerned for my health n my life
i feel the fel energy inside
im either high on my shame or my pride

fel w/ evergarden (nathan p)

i was sad now i’m up i was paid right
started messing w the right ones now i’m alright
got to paving my own way 
went from darkness to the light
went from staying up late
to sleeping at night 

had my heart strings to having them break
fuck that
is it too late?
i think i need a break
so i got one today
i’m on my way
got my money up
so i say what i say 
had people hate on me for anything
for being me but i still sing
i stopped caring bout what u think
i’m doing me fuck what you think 

i’m better than your average chart singer
got bored of holding in the truth so i had to switch up
the whole scene is gonna take over
we out casts to the normies
but that makes us better than you all
we gotta stand tall
making hits in my bedroom
while your in the studio
do this by myself making my own beats
using some producers 
showing love to the scene

alrightalright (bended)

lyrics//

been stuck on my meds
been up in my head
been saying oh well
it is what it is
but i got no patience 
i got no time
cant get out of bed
cant get out my mind

i been so sick of them saying
it all will get better
cuz lately im breaking
i still got the sweater
you left me in vegas
i gave you that box of ur shit
to replace it

i wrote you that letter
i guess that you hated it
its been way too long for the year that i dated
if you get the time couod you dog ear the pages im
trying my hardest but trying dont won’t make it

remember the days 
ask how im doing im going to waste
ask me to smile i dont have the strength
to lift up the corners and lips on my face

embracing the past is a waste of my time
youre taking me back to a simplier life
and you know im sorry
i stepped outta line
forgot all the blessings infected with lies

the city dont feel the same
cuz you in another place
so why do beat me until i feel broken
i been down this road and i know that its hopeless
i know where its going
im going, gone


cant pick up these pieces im just a man
and you take it for weakness and who i am
im just a figjting a demon to find a plan
weight is heavy
but lucky to have some fans

i was in love with you but
prophesy wasent true
now
autumn reminds me of june
and heartache reminds me of you

the city dont feel the same
cuz you in another place
so why do beat me until i feel broken
i been down this road and i know that its hopeless
i know where its going
im going, gone

it didn’t take too long to get attached 
it was only your words and the way you laughed
but also the beauty that you had
i wish that you knew that you had that
lemme get back on track
one day i started to hold you too fast
and then you said
that you feel like you are trapped
well i guess that i gotta sit here and be sad
wake up make eggs in the pan,
holding on by one single strand
gotta get over it make me a plan
no more games
no game boy advanced
gotta get over it
i already said that but i really meant it
i still got your sweater on
i’ll put it to flame in ashes

ily thank u for listening

going going, gone w/ brecken

Croak when I smoke 
From the dope not the medicine 
I should’ve known 
I suppose 
Need the sedatives 
Slow in the bones and it shows 
My head hurts again 
I should’ve known to aloof
It’s my only friend 

Sometimes it hurts so I take two 
I know my worth but I don’t want to 
I tried to hide but it never works 
High tides from my eyes 
At least the water works 

50 milligrams on my fucking shelf 
Take two and I pray to god it’ll help 
Bad bitch to my left say she wanna dance 
Anxiety always makes me wanna shit my pants 
I still look fresh when I hop out the mini van 
Every time I go out 
Im the middleman 
I try to get the words out 
But I’m finicking 
I don’t wanna lay down 
Where’s my medicine?
Party all night till the day 
Cause we’re up getting paid 
Fuck that 
I just wanna get away 
I just wanna get away 
From that 
“Frankie why you act like a bitch?”
“You gotta find your own way”
She looking tasty in the whip 
Ima play till I tip tap that.

sedatives (prod.lostcage)

lyrics ⬇️

its not a problem til we wake up
botlles everywhere it’s dangerous 
you got tears all on ur make up
but i dont wanna hear whats made up

you been telling me some lies
 and i dont wanna live a life
where everything is made up
tnink we gotta make a change up
like
truth be told if you mess with a light bulb
then the darkness shakes you
you wont see no rearveiw

never thought so light of someone 
also thought youd be here in a month
all alone yea you dont hit me up
I been checkin on your profile like i dont see no one

Maybe this means that i lost now
every other app i look at i been blocked now
yea
i just hope you know what i had i been thru
ii been missin you like very night i miss you
I do

(notahero)

i’ve been sending u signals telepathically girl
can u hear them right before u fall asleep
i think everybody starts out as good
but i can see the evil that’s been shared by u and me
roll down the window i can’t breathe
i won’t partake in this hotbox
i’m certain
and u blow out
now there’s a wall of fog so i can’t see u
and this february, i could fall apart
and my eyes green to gray
they’re so heavy but
that’s what happens when ur messing with a lightbulb
i told her baby girl some things are better untold
i’ll see u soon girl don’t u realize it’s a cycle
and at the end of it she’ll say that i look better with my eyes closed

broken light bulbs w/ notahero & halfhearted (cxrter x vito)

lyrics soon im going on a camping trip lmao

fallout [idly blare]

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