Spent a long time runnin yea
Tryna make dat money
Droppin tracks sweet as honey
Lifes a joke find it funny

Separated at a young age
Became a master of the pen on the page
Felt like a mage on the stage 
Had to learn to channel all my rage
Just dumb luck  stayed out the cage
Wish people stayed out my way
Worked hard as fuck to have my day
Jumping  hurdles along the way
Never too late to make a change
Even in the latter days  
My work is better on sadder days
like water  i find a way
You know i ride the wave
Thought id die in a early grave
No one cared anyways
So my mind would say 
Shut up devil just go away

Spent a long time runnin yea
Tryna make dat money
Droppin tracks sweet as honey
Lifes a joke find it funny

Cant count how many times
Ive wanted to die
Pretended i didn’t and lived with a lie
So messed up forgot how to cry
Went in the ward for losing my mind
Found myself among my own kind
Find myself crossing the lines
See behind the fog and follow the signs
Dont really matter we all gona die
Mind as well make the best of your time
Making these tracks will leave me behind
Beyond the grave my music will shine
People living there life singing my lines
Left behind clues dont follow your
Eyes land of the free is lord of the flies

Spent a long time runnin yea
Tryna make dat money
Droppin tracks sweet as honey
Lifes a joke find it funny
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https://songblog.io/en/318583/song-qa/ar-tokin-perspective-behind-the-fog
Produced: https://soundcloud.com/souvmus
Mixed: https://soundcloud.com/robec-277309038

BEHIND THE FOG (Prod. Sōuv)

Ben Mercedez NEW track, "Fashionova" out NOW!

From the album, "SAY WHAT U WANT" out NOW!

#BM2

Produced by: Ben Mercedez
Written by: Ben Mercedez
Performed by: Ben Mercedez

Lyrics:

Like so fab
Like so famous
Like so rich
Just a bit of a bitch

Walk down the runway 
These streets my red carpet
Money talks
Diamond tells the tale of my
Deviance
Madonna said it best in song

Who are you to be destined for the stars
Who are you to think you could reach the bar
Will you fight the war for the crown

FASHIONOVA 
I'm gassing them all no mercy
Supernova
I'm the runway the whole entire stage
It is the day
I take the crown and you obey
I'm gonna pop bottles and celebrate

FASHIONOVA
Cause they fawn at my glow it feels so good
Hear the church bells ring for me
Even though I know the facades all a shell
Fashion fashion 
FASHIONOVA

Pose for the photoshoot, but don't freak
Welcome to Paris fashion week
(La soie Sophistiqué)
Just keep your time in your mind
(Before you)
Age that skin and perignon your sins away

Who are you to be destined for the stars
Who are you to think you could reach the bar
Will you fight the war for the crown

FASHIONOVA 
I'm gassing them all no mercy
Supernova
I'm the runway the whole entire stage
It is the day
I take the crown and you obey
I'm gonna pop bottles and celebrate

FASHIONOVA
Cause they fawn at my glow it feels so good
Hear the church bells ring for me
Even though I know the facades all a shell
Fashion fashion 
FASHIONOVA

Wanna drink, the night away
Douse this house, in red flames
Binge my fear, soon I'll lay
In my own, velvet shame

Who are you to be destined for the stars
Who are you to think you could reach the bar
Will you fight the war for the crown

FASHIONOVA
FASHIONOVA
Supernova (the bling, the bling)
Today is the day (watch your crown bitch)

FASHIONOVA 
I'm gassing them all no mercy
Supernova
I'm the runway the whole entire stage
It is the day
I take the crown and you obey
I'm gonna pop bottles and celebrate

FASHIONOVA
Cause they fawn at my glow it feels so good
Hear the church bells ring for me
Even though I know the facades all a shell
Fashion fashion 
FASHIONOVA

Released: 1/19/24

Fashionova

Yes, a little bit of Punk music feels good. A lot of good indeed.

If you make me feel Good

If You Make Me Feel Good - KRT Production

Trip Overnight

I just am really fond of this song, on an album that got no thanks at the time and didn't do well.  And I found it really weird that there are no other cover versions in 43 years or so.

It's in the 14 day holding period with Distro-Kid to formally become a cover song with a real license, while it's like that I have it on SoundCloud but non monetized so it earns zero until then.

my main website:
http://exedexes1.com

itch.io page:
http://exedexes1.itch.io

OctoDeka

Can't Turn My Heart Away

Buy on Beatport

Can't Turn My Heart Away (Art Garfunkel Cover)

Feeling about you

Over the hill, I see them chill.
They spend their days in a stupid way.

They so deserve what's coming next.
I'll be far away in my complex.
I told them twice that they will die.
They laughed at me and threw me down.

Over the hill, I see them scream.
They look frightened and powerless.

They so deserve what's coming now.
I'm far away in my complex.
I told them twice that they will die.
They laughed at me and threw me down.

Over The Hill

If you've ever feel like you've let someone down, then listen to this!!!

How Can I

All Music stuff by me.  Special thanks to Kahlan Davis, Whitney Porter, John Moreland, HBIC, and the Toxic Brothers.  Art by Pexels (Pixabay)

Bedtime Stories

Benjamin Nix