Lost (Feat. Valious)

Very Special Thanks To Kahlan Davis and Dani Ford  

All Music by Benjamin Nix, except “Sugarbaby”, written by Benjamin Nix and Dani Ford 

Performed, Mixed and Mastered (Sometimes poorly) by Benjamin Nix

 Art by Jose Jovisur (Pixabay)

Will You Lie To Me

Beast Mode[Freestyle]ft Leeray&Checkmate

Music Video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qos-KPCmmg4

Lyrics:
I miss the way she smelled
Her memory so bittersweet
She was my everything
My hope my desire
Immersed in her perfection
I laid down my heart and soul
And all for what?
All for what?
I gave her all of me
She was the air I breathed
And now my breath is gone
I lived for her
Now without her I am no longer alive
I'm not alive
I feel dead
She was my life
And she took that life away
Now I lay her alone
Every night wishing she was beside me
So alone forsaken
Left in this cold emptiness of depression
Without the warmth of her touch
I lay here as if I was already dead
Because without her I truly am

She's Gone And She's Not Coming Back

Emergency

Its obvious that you're not happy here 
So why don’t you run away
There's something for you on the other side
And I don’t expect you to wait

But can you hold me close
for one last time
no matter how far we go
you’ll always be on my mind

I promised you that’d you’d be happy here 
And things haven’t gone my way
there’s so much for you on the other side 
Now I can’t expect you to stay 
but can you hold me close
for one last time
no matter how far we go
you’ll always be on my mind

So hold me close
For one last time 
No matter how far we go
You’ll always be on my mind

ONE LAST TIME (ACOUSTIC)

ONE LAST TIME (Acoustic) p. by tennis player

Es un Funky Carioca romántico y alegre cantado en español. Este tipo de música es originario de Brasil￼, No contiene ningún tipo de letra explícita por lo tanto Puede consumirlo cualquier público.

YOUTUBE 🌎

Quiero Darte Un Muchachito

i’m at a funeral

(Three Movements of Descent, Watch, Ascension)

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Movement I — The Illusion Mirror

(Fantasy vs Reality / Projection vs Perception)

Invocation (3x, fading whispers)
IL–LU–SION / CRE–A–TION — — /
FAN–TA–SY (.) / NE–VER BE — — //

SEE–ING (.) / THROUGH A–NOTH–ER MIND (—) /
RE–WRITE (.) / RE–AL–I–TY — — //

(repeat 3 times, softening until almost silence)

Mantra Layers
ILL–U–SION IS A MIR–ROR (.) /
MIR–ROR IS A MASK (—) //
THE EYE BE–HOLDS IT–SELF (.) /
IN THE DARK OF SEE–ING — — //

THE DREAM THAT STEALS (—) /
THE LIFE THAT FEELS (—) /
THE MIND CRE–ATES (—) /
THE HAND E–RAD–I–CATES — — //

Seal of Reflection
DO NOT BE LOST (—) /
DO NOT BE FOUND (—) /
BE THE TRUTH (—) /
IN THE LIAR’S SOUND — — — //

(transition with low drones, a sustained “hum” of dissolution)

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Movement II — The Vigilant Seed

(Focus, Time, Danger, Watchfulness)

Warning Invocation (2x, with drumbeat)
HERE (.) IS A DAN–GER–OUS PLACE — — /
ANY–THING CAN HAPP–EN (—) / IF YOU LET IT (—) — — //

EYE (.) ON THE TAR–GET — — /
FO–CUS IN THE NOW — — //

Mantra Layers
WATCH (—) / BE–ON WATCH (—) /
DO NOT RE–MOVE YOUR EYE — — //

TIME IS THE SEED (.) /
TIME IS THE NEED (—) /
TIME IS A FRAG–ILE BREED — — //

BE HERE (—) / STAY NEAR (—) /
THIS TAR–GET IS YOUR FATE — — — //

Lock Refrain
TIME IS THE HAND (—) /
THAT HOLDS US ALL (—) /
DO NOT LET GO (—) /
OR YOU WILL FALL — — — //

(transition with percussion echo fading, replaced by choral hum like fire crackle)

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Movement III — The Becoming Flame

(Self-Honesty, Love, Illumination, Transformation)

Radiant Invocation (3x, crescendo)
BE–HAVE HERE (.) /
BE–SEEN HERE (.) /
BE–HON–EST (—) / BE–TRUE (—) — — //

(each repeat adds harmony, voices layering into light)

Mantra Layers
LOVE YOUR–SELF (.) / AS YOU WOULD BE LOVED (—) /
BE YOUR–SELF (.) / TO–NIGHT FOR TO–MOR–ROW (—) — — //

BE BRIGHT (.) / ILL–UM–IN–ATE THE NIGHT (—) /
THE DAY WILL CAR–RY YOU (—) / IN–TO THE LIGHT — — //

BECOME WHO YOU KNOW YOUR–SELF TO BE (—) /
BE–COME A–WARE (.) OF WHERE YOU WISH TO SEE — — — //

Closing Seal
YOU ARE THE BRIGHT (—) /
YOU ARE THE FLAME (—) /
YOU ARE THE NAME (—) /
THAT TIME PRO–CLAIMS — — — //

Spiral Litany Suite 2 too take 1 (You in 3)

you're just different.

The younger sister
Unfolds the ranges
Peak, obelisk, spire & stinger

Middle sister
Coughs the breezes
Gust, storm and flower seed

Older still
Defines an end 
Before today
Or even

Tomorrow 

Thankful anyway
For what has been
Shrines, temples, cairns

Anywhere for the wishes
And the prayers

Brightless

Cursed, aflame, abyss
Water, sand, glass, soil 

Forsaken
Luxuries
Snow, ice
Tithings all
Payment for spring