very exciting start and then follows a very interesting song

interesting song. The breakt near the end suggest a great final but like it when it comes not what i expected. This is a cool outro.

All music stuff by me.

Special Thanks to Dani Ford and Kahlan Davis.

Cover by Oberholster Venita (Pixabay)

Retrograde

SheDONTRESPECTYOU

BROS!

Glass

NickJC Dont Say Goodbye Ft Key Notez

Zombie (Rabid Mix)

The Death of Me (Beloved Mix)

The Death Of Me (Beloved Mix)

Obsession (Torture Mix)

Pervert (Restraining Order Mix)

Curry (Hungry Caterpillar Mix)

Neverland (Mermaid Mix)

Demonai - BanGGinis feat.HuRR9caNE (prod.pxrxnoik)

produced by michael harrison



Lyrics:

i still don't have a clue
i gave up everything i had
still it's like I'm missing you
every day i just can't get back
when it turns me numb
i wonder how I'm intact
all the time i run
away from things I've already done

I can't face what I've made
and it's all because of me
I'm starting to think 
this is all a waste
i still don't know
what to believe
"but you don't have to fight it"
that's what I'm always hearing
"it's tough, but it seems that you like it"
oh it's not worth bearing
all the pain does fall
it all goes away 
as time goes on
goes on every day

did you know
how far we would
fake it
smiles and all
i just think about
it never being real
stuff gets old
but you still would
never say shit
about how you feel
like what's the deal?

all the things
that we tried
it never 
got off the ground
pushed me in a lake
in hopes that I drown
i live with no constraints
I don't need to limit myself

I don't wanna lose it all
these times i have to be strong
because I don't wanna lose it all
all the times i went wrong

I can't face what I've made
and it's all because of me
I'm starting to think 
this is all a waste
i still don't know
what to believe
"but you don't have to fight it"
that's what I'm always hearing
"it's tough, but it seems that you like it"
oh it's not worth bearing
all the pain does fall
it all goes away 
as time goes on
goes on every day

numb

A Love Like This

This songs so deep that even I have it on repeat I thought I’d share this track maybe to help anyone else going through the same thing I’m going through. heartbreak Losing control feeling out of place feeling down. I just wanna help you through music hopefully this track helped you as much as it helped me much love and keep your head up your not alone in this fight

Losing control

Id have offered up my life
If i had any left to show
Ive fallen apart and swept my ashes just to finally let you know

Oh mother im sick
And tired
Of wading through the fire
Let it burn
Let it burn
Till its finally my turn

To tell you im sick
Of lying
Theres no possible good timing
To watch me drown
Watch me drown
Im not the man that you knew now
Oh mother

Breaks my heart to let you know
After all that youve done for me
I feel ive betrayed your love 
ive gone against all that you believe in

But i think ive lost my wit
Couldnt bare to leave this undone
Your children have all grown up and now theyre gendered all a three to one

Oh mother im sick
And tired
Of wading through the fire
Let it burn
Let it burn
Till its finally my turn

To tell you im sick
Of lying
Theres no possible good timing
To watch me drown
Watch me drown
Im not the man that you knew now

Know you didnt want this
Im trying
But im sick of all this hidin
Let me out
Let me out
And see the person i am now

I know i never tell you shit
Im frightened
You wouldnt understand my mind and
Thats okay
Its okay
Dont need you to understand my pain
Oh mother

Mother.

Written by: Jed Lapp and Brian Harper.
Produced, mixed and mastered by Jed Lapp.
Jed Lapp performing vocals, and synthesizer.
Brian Harper performing metal guitar.
Tristan Paris performing additional vocals.

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