away (hardrock)

Flexinn

she’s not good for me.
but i still check if she’s online.
every night.
⸻

i miss her bad, but she bad for my health
she don’t want love, she just want help
yeah, she broke me, then blamed herself
but i stayed ‘cause i thought i could fix what she felt

she call when she crash, i still pick up
knowing damn well it’s gon’ mess me up
i sip just to silence her name in my gut
but her voice come back when i sober up

⸻

used to lay on her chest like it healed my mind
now i scroll through texts i should’ve left behind
she cry for attention, not to be saved
and i loved her more every time she misbehaved

told her, “go heal” — she said, “stay still”
i stayed, got bruised, now i pop no pills
just pour, just think, just burn in silence
wish i could miss her without this violence

her eyes say “help,” her hands say “stay”
but her lies hit deep in a sweeter way
she ain’t evil — just never healed
and i played doctor in her warfield

⸻

i miss her bad, but she bad for my health
she don’t want love, she just want help
yeah, she broke me, then blamed herself
but i stayed ‘cause i thought i could fix what she felt

she call when she crash, i still pick up
knowing damn well it’s gon’ mess me up
i sip just to silence her name in my gut
but her voice come back when i sober up

⸻

she told me “forever” just to test my pain
wore my loyalty like it was her chain
now she out tryna break the next man too
while i still pray she gets better soon

i hate how i miss her, but i do
every red flag felt kinda true
she needed therapy, i gave her me
now i’m the one who don’t sleep in peace

postin’ quotes like she found new life
but i see through all that pretty light
she ain’t healed, just hide it well
and i’m still tryna climb out of her hell

⸻

i miss her bad, but she bad for my health
she don’t want love, she just want help
yeah, she broke me, then blamed herself
but i stayed ‘cause i thought i could fix what she felt

she call when she crash, i still pick up
knowing damn well it’s gon’ mess me up
i sip just to silence her name in my gut
but her voice come back when i sober up

⸻

i loved the version of her i made up.
the real one needed saving.
and i wasn’t god.

Bad For My Health

Day One

ZURI MULA FT. R2 CASH "TE BOTE"

Plotting Ft. Dinero Bucks [prod.by KingWill Music]

R.I.P TITO & All The Falling Soldiers. PRESS Play.

"2 Soon"(R.I.P) [Prod. By Cormill]

Monopoly

SLIDE

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