Mindset (w/ kuudere) [+lil biscuit]

@joshuasageart
@quinsea
@methboiswag

Lyrics:
(JoshuaSageArt)
I still feel so shattered, I’m on the run
And I feel so attached to all we’ve done
How could I feel like you loved me🈵
It kept me from hurting👨🏻‍🦲
No heart, just open surgery🫀❌
I felt your warmth so closely🫂 <3
You make my world start turning🌍
Feels just like my skin in burning❤️‍🔥
Forever ♾ just pressure ♾
And that’s all that I have
(QUINSEA)
why do
i feel
like im breaking
inside i hope
you hate me
cut me up
simple surgery
i hope you listen closely
when i say that you should hurt me
when i say that im still lonely
i feel like im dying slowly
i can feel the world stop turning
(JoshuaSageArt & quinsea chorus)

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Surgery (w/ quinsea) [+methboiswag]

@joshuasageart
@inno1k

(Lyrics:)
wolfyy:
ur so far away why wasnt i warned 
you left me helpless im fallin through the floor
how could you just act like you never met me 
now ur in my head , just a memory 
back then you couldnt pretend to be 
you said we’d never last 
you wont forget me

joshuasageart:
i know the words that you said
my struggles you laid to rest
a glass door you just reflect
its like I’m just not over it

i cannottt hide my love
(i can feel your presence everyday)
you aren’t here I feel crushed
(i don’t think I ever wanna run away)

wolfyy:
ur so far away why wasnt i warned 
you left me helpless im fallin through the floor
how could you just act like you never met me 
now ur in my head , just a memory 
back then you couldnt pretend to be 
you said we’d never last 
you wont forget me 

why we fall so slow? 
it was goin so good whyd you have to go 
whyd you have to be so low 
i guess ill never know...

how could you forget me? +JoshuaSageArt [inno]

prod @resolve1k

(Lyrics:)
u were heavenly
my necessity
i like to think im in my fantasy
remember me when were through
cant tell me that you werent happy too
im reaching out
no ones there for u
cant u see that ur just a loser too
i cant see u
how did we fall through
i still think u were really never there

u were never there still stuck in my despair ;(
now ur just thought in my head just lying here
where the time go?
i cant stay focused my mind move so slow
dont know how to cope
gonna have to figure it out on my own

u told me that youd stay right here
its been a couple years
n i still miss u
what u put me through
all the time i wasted with u
ill never forget what u said the first night i met u

now ur just a thought </3 [inno]

w/ @blackfridvy
prod me
mixed by me & fridvy
cover by me & tessa

-lyrics-
benji
i’ve been haunted by myself these days
you’re leaving told me to be brave 
now i can’t feel my face
cause i act like i don’t care
i’m really sorry i’m so scared 
but i’ve been like this my entire life
i wish i was a shooting star
i would pass by earth in one fell swoop and no one would remember me 
but the stars are such a crowd
babe i know that you're not proud
but do you ever feel ashamed of me
tomorrow i’ll find another way to hide 
i swear i heard your voice in the walls last night 
i’ll be your stupid waste of time
i know your eyes were never mine
Oh woah baby are you ashamed of me

fridvy
days pass by like shooting stars 
i seldom wonder where you are 
and i'm so scared of the truth i seek 
said i’d get better but im weak 
i told my mom i'd kick the pills 
i broke down everything we built 
cause baby that's just what i do 
i shoulda stayed away from you 
dont got the energy to try 
so when i leave girl please don’t cry 
like i said i'll never change 
i'll let you turn another page 
wish i wanted to sober up
i hate how much i love these drugs
i waited outside in the rain
tell me are you ashamed of me

(synthetic 4evr)

ashamed of me +fridvy

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ran away w/fridvy [benjithemachine]

feat @9s0uls
prod @benjithemachine

lyrics
[me]
Yesterday I met a girl
Hoping I can be her man
Not thought up in the world
Baby let me hold your hand

Yesterday I met a girl
She be saying she likes me
Maybe let me in your word
I know it can be frightening
Eyes be pretty like a pearl when we touch its like lightening
Not a thought up in the world when I got you beside me
And I cant lie i really thought I was stupid
Thought I was useless
Thought that if i told you how I feel you would lose it
Love me then prove it
Cuz I wanna do this
Cuz I wanna do this
[9]
You you make this love easy
Baby please don't leave me
On the phone like fiji
Baby please don't leave me

Call me on the phone hmu like whenever
You tell me don't go and I tell u I could never
Said you want tonight well ill give u forever
And if you ever left baby I would do this over again
[me]
Yesterday I met a girl
She be saying she likes me
Maybe let me in your word
I know it can be frightening
Eyes be pretty like a pearl when we touch its like lightening
Not a thought up in the world when I got you beside me
And I cant lie i really thought I was stupid
Thought I was useless
Thought that if i told you how I feel you would lose it
Love me then prove it
Cuz I wanna do this
Cuz I wanna do this

i wanna do this w/9souls [benjithemachine]

prod & mix by me
synth solo at the end by @stellathepixie
cover by ethan grantis & me

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"might be" produced by @prodmycorpsebride & @breakupbreakdown

Performed/Written by @counterxo

ashamed of me +fridvy

benji the machine

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