rigor mortis (555)

i got it from my dad and my momma got my back i'm not looking for contention!

password

minnesota is a place that exists comes out on..... (dies)
inspired by clairo

pretty stupid lol (77)

Metal Lol

Dial Tone -Glaive

quicksand

the prom

pardee urgent care

Glaive - grape

wait 
they tell me i’m way too manic 
too busy stanning brockhampton and killing choruses 
i don’t need to retort 
you should consider upping your standards 
or grab your stolen romantic 
you can’t compare what’s present to what’s in store 

i’m done asking when the pain gonna stop 
all these first impressions got me too afraid to talk 
so i’ma say just what i thought 
there is no expression on the face of god 
and please don’t lay me in your box 
coffins make me lazy and in hell i wanna spark 
don’t wanna wake up in the dark 
there is no expression on the face of god 

on your spine like a little cousin 
but take my sweet time when i spit a dozen 
people ask if this my prime, peek a couple doors right, on sight, only will be stunting 
i just gotta put my mind to something 
pretend i practice on the dollar but you know i’m bluffing 
money is time, but who needs to pay when a divine 4 minutes and 59 gonna save me 
weight fades 
that’s a moral slate 
need a mother re-motivating with cordial hate 
ain’t no story, cater to the allegory like a hero's ballad with nothing but a belated date 
zero status with a bullcat bureau 
i’m on that full cap quiero 
i spiraled down to pose here and say 
if i’ma get it no novocaine 
better bring the gang with me i’m a sober man 

i can’t take my time 
still it’s been confusing tryna make up my mind 
is this illusion trying to live in your eyes 

but lived through it when my voice arose 
the path is littered with hurdles taller than coffee 
i avoided loads of problems in that skinny body 
but my purpose is more than calling my fault 
write in homage 
that’s a whole lot 
god knows, i promise i’m gon grow from the hate 
i feel the love when it goes away 
while you’re too golden to care about our decay 

wait 
they tell me i’m way too manic 
too busy stanning brockhampton and killing choruses 
i don’t need to retort 
you should consider upping your standards 
or grab your stolen romantic 
you can’t compare what’s present to what’s in store 
and that’s automatic 
i gotta have it 
ain’t so static 
i’m foreshadowing 
it’s about to happen 
you mad cos i got the advantage no shock tactics 
make reckless abandon a torch against dogmatic 

i’m done asking when the pain gonna stop 
all these first impressions got me too afraid to talk 
so i’ma say just what i thought 
there is no expression on the face of god 
and please don’t lay me in your box 
coffins make me lazy and in hell i wanna spark 
don’t wanna wake up in the dark 
there is no expression on the face of god

veldt

try it

saw you on stage in the morning
if you looked in my eyes
you couldn’t tell nothing bout what happened before you
i knew i lie when i told it
and even if you’re good guy all california
i ain’t
i ain’t unfolding
while in the broad day taking advice 
i just can’t seem to report it

and i get money in the peak of my vices
just gotta bend my knees
all the numbers/people saying i ain’t got issues, well
your girlfriend can’t lie like me
and i can’t seem to answer my own questions with this time
cos somewhere far ahead 
i go falling far behind

it won’t be heaven when i leave here
i get to movin cos i’m fine
i know i’d never wanna be him
so why the fuck’s he on my mind
i’m gonna find another reason
and i’ll be putting up a fight
and if my eyes are ever speaking
i’m gonna hide it boy won’t cry
 
you were the mindful kind of gorgeous
if i looked in your eyes
i couldn’t tell nothing bout what happened before this
you knew the lie when i told you
even if a good guy wanna explore it
i just
i just can’t afford to
while in the broad day taking advice 
i just can’t seem to consort you

i’ve been waiting to letchu know that i
wanna to hit your telephone cos i
know you’re out in yellowstone but
you make me want to forget that i am made of you
sitting in the back thought “this was what i want”
“it’s what i want”

oh i was dead wrong
now i got nothing
and i just can’t think about who i’m crushing
i was dead wrong
i can’t fix dead air
shit too far away shoulda stopped fighting to care
i was dead wrong
weak shit
mind my business
i’m just trying to make what I love a living
i lost hope fuckboys thought me a ceiling
too insecure to let them know how i was feeling

it won’t be heaven when i leave here
i get to movin cos i’m fine
i know i’d never wanna be him
so why the fuck’s he on my mind
i’m gonna find another reason
and i’ll be putting up a fight
and if my eyes are ever leaking
i’m gonna hide it boy won’t cry

boywontcry

re:birth (ft. brakence)

growing

pains (ft. brakence)

@50Landing

i’m never gon let u down again
i’ll fuck you good as i imagine
said nothing changed but i doubt it
wouldn’t leave you in the past tense
i’m never gon let u down

ghost for a whole week
thought i really want your love but you don’t know me
text you all damn night hour unholy
i couldn’t get a second of sleep when i found out you were just my type 
it was dead wrong but it felt so right when you
caught my gaze with those dark green eyes
and i’m never gon change thinking bout that twice
it’s all chords changes and vocal lines
i’m a mess and it looks like you got your shit together
but despite all of the firsts impressions
i can imagine what’s gonna happen when you get your ass back here

i’m never gon let u down again
i’ll fuck you good as i imagine
said nothing changed but i doubt it
wouldn’t leave you in the past tense
i’m never gon let u down again
can’t get you out of my head
said nothing changed but i doubt it
i wouldn’t leave you in the past tense

if all is lost i got the peace in my mind we’ll probably be fine
i was scared of what you’d say but since i made some more mistakes

nosering (ft. 50Landing)

welcome to the backrooms 
have fun !!
notes:// first song i've ever been proud of :) its prolly gone flop but i love it :3
prod me <3

life is pain

prod by @heartdept
notes:// (つ´∀｀)つ
hi
trying rlly hard to get healthier !!
spending more time with my irls n shi
thank u all for the support :3 <3

sticks (p. heartdept)

guitar by saints tomorrow :D
prod me
sorry love u :/
thank u all for da support mwah
love love love
<3
lyrics:
couple big songs
but the same old me
n
talking to my friends 
drains all my energy
n
ik of this place
thats filled with memories
n
im so toxic 
way to often
its my tendency

n i been fucking over 
all my friends in the process
n im not being rude
im exploring my options
n i dont sleep right
cause it fuck with my conscious
4 leave clover
but i fucked up n lost it :/

n i been fucking over 
all my friends in the process
n im not being rude
im exploring my options
n i dont sleep right
cause it fuck with my conscious
4 leave clover
but i fucked up n lost it :/

i been bored 
i been chillin at da skate park
n i even if tried im pretty sure i couldn't skate far
they say that lifes a movie 
i dont think that im the main part
1 day ima skip town get away inside a freight car

n i could sing 100 songs
n i could think 100 thoughts
n i could right 100 wrongs
but my lifes fucked 
so it wont be long :(

n if im being honest 
i just needed a friend
n i been tryin so hard
to get this weight off my chest
n i been tryna write songs
catch a breath 
i only like my hooks so here we go (again)

hook

...

Vermin