ItDoesn’tExist.exe

Dharmakaya

We are the collage of headshots beneath the picture of Him.
We are the photobooth black-and-whites torn at the edges.
We are the pubic hairs in Reginald’s tobacco tin.
We are a thigh bone sticking out from a ploughed field.
We are human meat packed into a drainage system.
We are ash under the roses, bone fragments in a barn.
We are the desperate fingers under the ligature.
We sighed our last into the sweating face of
Ted, Fred, Jeffrey, Dennis, Peter, John Wayne, and co.

We are our mothers staring into the well of their disbelief.
We are our fathers punching a fist raw against the plaster.
We are the glad hand that reaches for the handle of the car that slowed.
We are the punter’s last trick, and our own.
We are the underpass dripping, the lover’s lane by starlight,
the forgotten lock-up by the alcoholic flats.
We are the stink that rises through a crawl space.
We are the extras to His starring role.

While we molder, He receives the obligatory marriage proposals.
While we feel the knife moving, another website is made in His honour.
While we decompose in binbags across a city, another book sells His face.
We are the '13 prostitutes and two innocent women'.
We are the sophomore boys looking for holiday work before freshman year.
We are the hitchhiking runaway with a childhood teddy in her holdall.
We diminish to a criminologist’s footnote, to a profiler’s wet dream.
We never made it to a speaking part, He had a better agent.
We were the supernumeraries and He is the Star.

TASCAM DR-05

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Frame of Reference

It is enough! Enough is enough!
I ask God with my pure heart to intervention! Please, bless us!
I pray for a Miracle, I pray for Humanity! Join me! Join us!
Let there be light!
21.12.2021 CET Budapest 17:00
More info: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XFdyh-AOVew

Intervention

✨Celebrating a natural high on life! ✨
With love to all those I miss spending time on the Cloud with...THANK YOU ALL for sticking with me! 💝💖😁😘🙏🏻🎉
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My thanks to the famous celestial sax god:) Kenny G & Carlos Fuentes Castillo of Carfuca on Sound Cloud, Stab Happy, & Slip Jones for inspiration! Love you golden GUYZZ!!!  ;) >>

THANK GOD

High On YOU

Electronique IV

A haunting atmospheric soundtrack from 2016

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Sympathy

Above Clouds

We're late starters, hence the name.  Andy started playing and learning how to use a DAW to keep distracted during the covid lockdown, while Helen finally realised a long held ambition to have a go at singing, and is now both writing and performing.
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Andy & Helen

Above Clouds

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