produced by killedmyself

mixed and mastered by me

completely non profit


lyrics 

Where u going
I tend to fuck off in the moment
All of my tears started rolling
All of my feelings are showing
Not that im tryna be stoic
I dont not like to be open
Not in the moment and they took advantage
So i find it hard to be open
Trusting is hard when u know that
And talking is hard so just talk fast
Straighten her back
Straighten her hair
Take in it all just be glad u were here
Tryna be clear
U kept me sober for almost a year
U kept me locked up in some kinda fear
But now that im numb i just miss all the tears 
So heres toast to the jaded
And maybe one more cause im faded
Raising our cups to the wasted potential
Id say it a was borderline taken
A typical borderline patient 
Cause nobody know what im saying 
My head is not ledgible fuck what im thinking id say im better off braindead
I am not worth conversation
I feel that i am not changing
Stuck on a loop 
All of the same things that i keep replaying
All of the memories that put me in pain
If im feeling fine why i zero the vape
Freezin my brain
Cause down at my core
I do not wanna relate

if i can be clear (killedmyself)

rarecandy x lil skele - dream of u again (prod. maahlie)

One Day At A Time [+ pekarot]

prod @fleshgolem x @jolst
mix & mastr @fleshgolem

4th single on alb

lyrics

no name
looking in th mirror see the wrong face 
picking up the shards till i feel something
im a noone but im still something
so what th fuck am i doing here…oneway 

or another im find ima find a fucking 
something 
mayb already found it on this one way
but this line that i been takings a very closed space
im on my own pace

im running dropping seeds in forest
the crowd that ignores. wakes from their break
and they use all their force to take and just break
and i wait and i wait for the day 
they’re the same.

am i sane. am i sane
i grew up how i was supposed but im the one has to change
u make it obvious that im wrong coz u think i live for the pain 
do u not c i hold restrain 
its in the back of ur mind im sure 
but youll still look away

make me why i am then put me to the torch
first a threat but then the threat leads to a fucking war 
its the end of our time coz we form our source
i feel like an alien the way u react. am i speaking morse

contemplating on a fucking porch
look to the sky and u will stay on course
time moves slow when u dont want it to but thats just when find ur force

no name

no name (flesh x jolst)

https://tr.ee/SsGIxFCfXW

lyric video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WBI_mO0FxjM&pp=ygUTaGVhcnRsZXNzIGNvbmRlbW5lZA%3D%3D

produced by rick hardy

lyrics:

@xobroken
i think that you killed me that night
why did you lie?
now i can't fix you at all
why do i still wait for your call?
hoping you fall,
straight on your face for me

it's like i need pain to please you
and i'm dying to need you
cast your spells on me
why's she in all my dreams?
agony that she feeds me
and she's not here with me
took my heart from me
i always knew you would leave

@lottaheart
your call
i wait and wait but it never came
gave my all
you take and take but i'll take the blame
when i fall
inevitably i won't be the same
its my fault
i fell for it and i played your game
[x2]

(why didn't you call me?)
(don't you think you owed me that?)
(i couldn't)

you let me down so easily
take anything you need from and leave

your call
i wait and wait but it never came
gave my all
you take and take but i'll take the blame
when i fall
inevitably i won't be the same
its my fault
i fell for it and i played your game

condemned w/ xobroken

9tails - no percs 2 (prod. skel)

incompatible [9tails. cover]

SLEEP INERTIA*

Surfac3 ⁽ᵖʳᵒᵈ ᵖᵈᵘᵇᶜᵒᵒᵏⁱⁿ ˣ ʲᵃᵐⁱᵉ⁾

Luh 9ine- Asuka Langley(prod.Sil)

Track 1

[chorus]
does she like me, or am I stuck in my head
misinterpreting all of the things you've said
like what do i do, if i was wrong
I know I like you, please don't play along

[verse 1]
leave me on read when we texting, are you tired of me or are you resting
I am projecting my self consciousness on her not replying fast enough
you are so perfect I gotta cuff, but I often times feel like I am not enough
blessed by you're beauty the grace of your face and your waist puts my head out of place, we embrace
retrace my steps, find what made you entranced when we danced
this my last chance to fucking romance

[bridge]
like maybe, she'll save me
end all the pain and the suffering faced
can I erase
your face from my memories, wont leave a trace
if you don't want me than i need my space

[chorus]
does she like me, or am I stuck in my head
misinterpreting all of the things you've said
like what do i do, if i was wrong
I know I like you, please don't play along

if i can be clear (killedmyself)

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