i love you. 

https://twitter.com/BEXEYSWAN
https://twitter.com/geilliw

all of my life, been floating in feelings of misplacement . . 
always wondered why . . 
I was put on this planet to switch to the others 90% of the . . 
TIME it ticks at least thats what we think . . 
Im the board game in the middle of the fruit section . .
not because some lazy kid put me here . . 
when his mother told him no cause the moneys gettin low . .

but the owner was pullin round a cart of new stock . .
snakes & ladders all packaged bottom to top . . 
he took a short cut on the corner of the isle . . 
the game flew out into an unknown pile . . 

[and now Im here] 

[ladies . . gentlemen . . anyone?] 

why am i surrounded . . 
[do you hear me though? see me though?]
[yeah im so alone . . with all these ghosts] 
x2 

i quit my job . . 
was supposed to be building but more destroying . . 
layers of myself from morning . . yawning .. 
till Im exhausted . . i got away . . 
and i know my dad is kinda disappointed . . 
cause he had a similar dream with music . . 
didnt pursue it . . he looks at me . . 

like i am deluded . . slightly foolish . .
whilst i am telling my words about the universe .. 
he sighs and switches on the tv . . 
and puts his right ankle onto his left knee . .
looking around the corners of the room . . 
he thinking . . SNAP OUT OF IT BEXEY.

why would i wanna be anything but me . .
i would never make anyone ever feel that way . . 
so . . fuck the negativity . . simply i had to get out that place . .
now . . Im . . 
far away in a ghost town . . 
was suicidal for many months yea i lost count . . 
well . . . . didnt but . . why would i try remember?  . . 
when the only thing in my history . . 
is : 'whats the easiest way out?' . . 

rang a suicide line . . [WELL I TRIED] . .
and that voicemail bitch said i have to top my phone up . . 
that was the biggest sign of my life . . 
had to do it by myself with the intense focus . . 

FUCK THE SUICIDE LINE 
FUCK THE SUICIDE LINE 
MAKE YOUR OWN PLANET INSTEAD
MY FRIEND. 

FUCK THE SUICIDE LINE . . 
FUCK THE SUICIDE LINE . . 
FUCK THE SUICIDE LINE . . 
THEY DIDNT EVEN LET ME SPEAK . . 
BUT I THANK THE UNIVERSE . . 
THANK THE UNIVERSE . . 
THANK THE UNIVERSE . . 
SHES GOT ME ETERNALLY . . 

THATS RIGHT. 

BEXEY - Suicide Line Decline [Prod.Willie G]

TURNING DREAMS & NIGHTMARES INTO MAGIC. 

BEXEY SWAN, MYTH KILLA, TOMMY MAD FOX, PRINCE OF THE LOST & BROKEN, BABY CYRUS. 

PLANET SWITCHAZ

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