BLIND

MARS

i want you out, you're stuck in my head
you're the silence in the halls and it's deafening
erase this, you're stuck in my head
like all the calls and texts that you forgot to send

i don't want anything to do with you and your attitude
bottling up pieces inside 
but you didn't care if you were breaking mine
if you would just apologize it doesn't matter who's wrong or who's right
i'm not saying it's too late, just stop wasting my time

now it's so cold
now that you're not home
i didn't wanna be alone
i just wish you would change instead of hating,
resuscitating dead situations
until then i want you to know
i hope you fucking choke

(i mean, if we're burning bridges i'll bring the matches)

i want you out, you're stuck in my head
you're the silence in the halls and it's deafening
erase this, you're stuck in my head
like all the calls and texts that you forgot to send

CHOKE

the universe keeps blessing me
but i feel like i’m being ungrateful for all the things that are granted to me
as time goes on i realize how much i needed you by my side
but we were running out of time

but your hand fits in mine
and you’re always on my mind
you’re tryna ruin my life
and i don’t know why

so who are you running from
i guess it’s all your demons
i’m not the one who’s gonna sit and stay
when i don’t know what to say

i deeply crave a connection
but they seem to be lost in translation
taking my friends like i don’t deserve them
i mean i guess i don’t
because they were yours first
but i don’t wanna be the one that’s always getting hurt

i’ll text you first but it’s performative 
i burn out so fast i don’t know what normal is
probably won’t reply to strangers on the internet
it’s just because i’m not impressed
stepping out of my comfort zone
only when i’m manic
it’s all i’ve ever known
people think i’m stupid ‘cause i hold my tongue
no one knows i feel so deeply even though i’m just so young

i hate this it all sounds the same 
it just makes things worse ‘cause they can’t feel the shift inside my brain
no stimulation, no connection promised
i don’t know maybe i’m just being way too honest

they wanted longer songs, gave it to them 
but no one listened to the words that i had written
i kept coding everything in fucking metaphors
because it would’ve opened all the doors to
the inside of my mind, everything that i feel all the time
cant tell who’s wrong or who’s right
different colors change in my mind
i reference all my older songs
repeating thoughts ive had before
but i fear that no ones listening

i hate this it all sounds the same 
it just makes things worse ‘cause they can’t feel the shift inside my brain
no stimulation, no connection promised
i don’t know maybe i’m just being way too honest

HONEST

anytime i hang out with someone you know you get mad
what the fuck is up with that
you know it doesn’t help when we’re pretending we forgot what we had
it’s so bad
i fall in love, head over heels
with the people that i meet
and it doesn’t feel
like they see what i see
it doesn’t feel real to me either but it’s all i’ve been feeling lately

this time i don’t wanna do the crying 
last time i was the only one who felt like i was dying
you’re slipping away
everytime you get close to me
cant you see
it makes me feel wrong, i’m always fucking up
it’s like i got a second chance to feel love
i toss and turn in my sleep
i see the clock it says 3:33
you’re just out of reach

anytime i go out to the places you know
i get glad
i’m so in love with that
it’s the things that you know and the words that you wrote
they’re so rad
cant get enough of that
anything that you ask dry your tears with these bags don’t be sad
we got gas for that
if you fall on your ass know that i got your back
that’s no cap
i put my life on that

333 (feat 336M!K3Y)

with the heart i have, i always win
my heart is a house and you live in it
i water my own garden
i deserve all my flowers before they die

the sky has a way to swallow me
i found a me i always knew
when i thought i got lost in you
i'd give anything to be with the moon
sitting up above the stars so i can't reach out to you

you can find me
hanging with the ghosts of who i used to be
look in the mirror, tell me what you see
not a ghost, but it's always been me
it's always been me

the sky has a way to swallow me
i found a me i always knew
when i thought i got lost in you
i'd give anything to be with the moon
sitting up above the stars so i can't reach out to you

I’m reclusive
But I complain about not having any friends
‘Cause I’m so used to all good things,
They’re coming to an end
I’m wasting my time around here again

Where did the time go I thought we were friends
Still thinking back to what could’ve been
It’s that it’s just too late
I just don’t know what to say
Right to you
I see right through you
I still feel you

Sipping Sangria on our first date
It’s funny how quickly our love turned into hate
But I gave it my all
You let it go, let it fall
Like the ghosts in the room crawling through the walls
I’m wasting my time around here again

Where did the time go I thought we were friends
Still thinking back to what could’ve been
It’s that it’s just too late
I just don’t know what to say
Right to you
I see right through you
I still feel you

ARIES

bitches keepin tabs on me
tryna be discreet
tryna keep it low on the hush, hush
i know that your eyes on me
your energy's just not for me, it's just too much
postin on the gram, thats it 
i dont wanna look at this shit, it's just too toxic
baby you're okay with this?
you dont see how sick this is?
youre making me nauseous
bitches hate on me just 'cause of my intuition
baby it ain't even that deep, but you act superstitious
so stay the fuck away from me
i keep the peace but i'm vicious
so don't go fuckin with me 'less you wanna burn with the witches

i want the taste of blood but its not enough
i just do what i want i dont give a fuck
if you see me round town bitch you better fuckin run
im just tryna live my life im just havin fuckin fun

smoke on the pack
king of the city of rats
king of the hill with the gas
bro take a knee 'cause i'm back
off of that acid, a vat

walkin to the spot like i'm down for the count
them bitches started dissin, so whack
talkin all that shit up out your mouth
now you're crying when i say you cant kiss me with that
you can miss me with that
sit the fuck down, no you aint gettin digits like that

no one visits your pad
im leaving in a jag but you call another cab
paying for it with the cash from your dad
im like a beetle no stag i make a bag where you go when youre paying for a tab
shit if i woke up in your shoes too, i'd be feelin blue like you so sad

and i aint even tryin
fuck around to cop a coupe just to ride in
stussy on my tags when im buying
high up in the sky off psilocybin
damn im flying like a god
am i zeus or poseidon?
be whatever i want, havent decided
but on a low day, suiciding
so i ask are you ride or dying
or am i buying

i want the taste of blood but its not enough
i just do what i want i dont give a fuck
if you see me round town bitch you better fuckin run
im just tryna live my life, im just havin fuckin fun

SICK (feat. AN|3U)

lyrics:
i’m still adjusting to your kindness
why do i feel like kindness is lying
i hit you up when i’m bored
i miss your touch i want more
i know i kissed you first
and then i took off my shirt
i’ve dreamt i’ve pinned you down
to the forest floor and we grew roots together

when my forest is dark
you hang up all of your stars
on all of my trees
take me as you please
or we can talk about the finer things
or maybe i could show you everything

no one to hold me back
no time to focus on the things i lack
sometimes i’ve gotta turn the volume down
you’re too pretty to have thoughts that are this loud

hold my hand and just don’t let go
while i spiral out of control
all i ask is you spare my peace
it’s hard enough for me
(it gets harder doesn’t it)

no one to hold me back
no time to focus on the things i lack
sometimes i’ve gotta turn the volume down
you’re too pretty to have thoughts that are this loud

TAURUS

i’ll never get my time back
i’m not mad about that 
i’m mad about the energy 
and the things that you lack
but as it stands you’ll never understand 
who i’m gonna be
or who the fuck i am

what do you want from me
what do you want
you could take everything
try moving on
don’t think it’s all about me
your grass has never been green
run from the secrets you keep
i’m not the one

i told you i didn’t want to
leave your ghost slow dancing in my bedroom
i still see you gotta sage the house too
what more can i do to get rid of you

you were such a downer, a pessimist
i got so sick and tired of all your shit
i thought that i was mean
you were gaslighting me
and making me believe
the things i couldn’t see

what do you want from me
what do you want
you could take everything
try moving on
don’t think it’s all about me
your grass has never been green
run from the secrets you keep
i’m not the one

i told you i didn’t want to
leave your ghost slow dancing in my bedroom
i still see you gotta sage the house too
what more can i do to get rid of you

i told you i didn’t want to
leave your ghost slow dancing in my bedroom
i still see you gotta sage the house too
what more can i do to get rid of you

SMUDGE

I feel like a fraud when I'm asking for help
It's embarassing that I can't do this by myself
I'm mending all the bridges that I have burned
Apparently water can make it worse

And I'm closer than I've ever been
But I know you won't listen to me
When you're ready I'll be waiting for you
With arms wide open

It's been a long ride and it hasn't been pretty
But it's what you make it out to be
Bad days just make the good ones sweeter
Tasting just like honey

And I'm closer than I've ever been
But I know you won't listen to me
When you're ready I'll be waiting for you
With arms wide open

Do you still my voice in your head
'Cause I know you're still listening

And I'm closer than I've ever been
But I know you won't listen to me
When you're ready I'll be waiting for you
With arms wide open

WOLF

Spending most of my time
Trying not to lose my mind
I shouldn't get this high
I don't know why I keep some things inside

Now I'm rotting in my room
You should come over this afternoon

I don't think I wanna like you
But I think I'm really starting to
I don't think I wanna like you
But I do

Can someone explain what's happening
Oh god, why is this so embarassing
Why am I taken for granted
At this age I don't understand it
Why can't you see
That you can always be fucking real with me
I don't rush into things
That's why it's not working

I thought you wanted time apart when
You said we shouldn't do this
Time wasted, now you're in ruins

You can't keep running away
From the things that you say
And the promise you made
You just keep running away
From the friends that you made
And all of your mistakes

Now I'm rotting in my room
Now I'm rotting in my room
(I thought you wanted time apart when
You said we shouldn't do this
Time wasted, now you're in ruins)

I can't hang with your friends
It's because I'm not like them
I'm talking to the dead
Was addicted to opiates
I'm running circles and circles inside my head

Go ahead and knock it off
Don't think I'm wrapped around your finger
Hey just call me if you wanna talk
'Cause the ghost of you, it lingers

It lingers
Just stays there
It doesn't move
It doesn't go anywhere

LINGER (2023)

So sick and tired
They don't understand
How could they bloom
When they can't get over it
What's my issue
Help me let go of this
I don't know what to do
But I'm fucking over it

I'm fucking over it

I need room to grow
And I need you to show me
That there's room for you
Just say you want this too
Don't let me down
Let's break the cycle
Of hanging around, unsure of where to go

For years I spent time away
From myself
Now I'm here to stay
I'm not giving up
On the things I need
Just know you're not gonna get rid of me

I need room to grow
And I need you to show me
That there's room for you
Just say you want this too
Don't let me down
Let's break the cycle
Of hanging around, unsure of where to go

GROW

GROW (Acoustic)

I can't help how fast I'm falling now
Should we slow back down
What are you doing to me
And I just don't understand it
How you haven't left me empty handed
You haven't tripped on all the things that I've said
And now I'm in your bed again

To find someone like you
Took so many wishes on the moon
And I'm already in too deep
You're becoming a part of me
And I don't want to freak you out
But I like what we've got going now

It's cool if we take it slow
I just wanted to let you know

FAST

Come in my garden, and grow with me
You are the light, you are everything
On the edge of a dream, you're all I see

Will you see me if our blue and brown eyes meet
Feels like you're psychoanalyzing me
I'm trying to find you in this lifetime
So I can love you again
Again and again

I like it when you're holding my hand
It's so stupid, just forget what I said
I swear I could stay lost in this moment
Forever with you

He's just so fucking lovely
When he's going down on me
There's something in your eyes that feel like home
I don't wanna feel alone
I need you to speak life into me, or just go on home
We kiss to breathe as one
But you can't have it all without love
Is this enough
Please tell me

I wanna be your friend and be the one you love
I get so addicted when we touch
I don't have any plans soon to let go of you
How could I want to

FAMILIAR

I've got bugs in my hair
And I've got bugs in my teeth
I see the shadow of a man 
He's standing in front of me
I'm uncomfortable

How could know you were playing with fire
You had no desire to leave me alone
I didn't know I'd fall this hard
But we took it too far
Now it's time to go

You know you're better off alone
It's no one's fault, it's just yours
It's time to go on home
Go ahead and walk through the door
Always making me feel bad for things I can't control
You're insufferable

How could know you were playing with fire
You had no desire to leave me alone
I didn't know I'd fall this hard
But we took it too far
Now it's time to go

It's been a struggle to find my footing
I'm grieving all of the lives that I've lived
You're a waste of space and now I'm convinced
I know you're talking shit
You're gonna let it slip
But I'm in control

How could know you were playing with fire
You had no desire to leave me alone
I didn't know I'd fall this hard
But we took it too far
Now it's time to go

BUGS

I'm reclusive but I complain about now having any friends
'Cause I'm so used to all good things, they're coming to an end
I'm wasting my time around here again

Where did the time go I thought we were friends
Still thinking back to what could've been
It's that it's just too late
I just don't know what to say right to you
I see right through you
I still feel you

Sipping Sangria on our first date
It's funny how quickly our love turned into hate
But I gave it my all
You let it go let it fall
Like the ghost in the room crawling through the wall
I'm wasting my time around here again

Where did the time go I thought we were friends
Still thinking back to what could've been
It's that it's just too late
I just don't know what to say right to you
I see right through you
I still feel you

ARIES (Acoustic)

VULNERABLE

LINGER

VIRGO

🧚🏾‍♀️ 2016-2023 🧚🏾‍♀️

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