Spending most of my time
Trying not to lose my mind
I shouldn't get this high
I don't know why I keep some things inside

Now I'm rotting in my room
You should come over this afternoon

I don't think I wanna like you
But I think I'm really starting to
I don't think I wanna like you
But I do

Can someone explain what's happening
Oh god, why is this so embarassing
Why am I taken for granted
At this age I don't understand it
Why can't you see
That you can always be fucking real with me
I don't rush into things
That's why it's not working

I thought you wanted time apart when
You said we shouldn't do this
Time wasted, now you're in ruins

You can't keep running away
From the things that you say
And the promise you made
You just keep running away
From the friends that you made
And all of your mistakes

Now I'm rotting in my room
Now I'm rotting in my room
(I thought you wanted time apart when
You said we shouldn't do this
Time wasted, now you're in ruins)

thinking about all the things that I did to you
I know that knife cut real deep
and I'm full of regrets
can't take back what I said
can't undo what I did
if I could take it back
i would do it without a question 
take me back to the times
picnics at the park, when we felt the spark
before it fell apart, before I broke your heart
how'd id let it get to that

i jus want a second chance to love
looking at you like you came down from above
like why did I push you away
always gone regret it but I'll carry the weight

shoulda been honest, I'm so wrong 
now Im sitting here alone and I'm the one
whos missing you, I'm so fucked up
so fucked up
I'm so fucked up

looking back, all the times that we spent
all the memories that I can't forget
and it plays on repeat
on repeat on repeat on repeat
i jus can't move past that

broke it off jus to do a fucking side quest
now I'm back to myself and I'm wondering
where the fuck did the time go
I'm so mad at myself
and I can't let it go like that

I'm so mad at myself and I can't let it go like that

i jus got so much to say
and this 3 minute song it jus won't be enough 
to explain what I'm feeling
jus want you to know

I can't seem to get away
get away
all the guilt I can't escape 
I can't escape
feels like I cannot take a step
a fucking take step
without looking the other way
the other way

not good with my words but I'm sending a vibe
i promise this time never leaving your side 
if you feel that it's true, if you feel that it's right 
then I'll jus be yours, and you'll always be mine

i jus want a second chance to love
looking at you like you came down from above
like why did I push you away
always gone regret it but I'll carry the weight

shoulda been honest, I'm so wrong 
now Im sitting here alone and I'm the one
whos missing you, I'm so fucked up
so fucked up
I'm so fucked up

looking back, all the time that we spent
all the memories that I can't forget
and it plays on repeat
on repeat on repeat on repeat
i jus can't move past that

broke it off jus to do a fucking side quest
now I'm back to myself and I'm wondering
where the fuck did the time go
I'm so mad at myself
and I can't let it go like that

take my hand
don't let me go
take my hand
don't ever let me go

dont let go [Prod. dera]

Whiplash (Prod. chrxs)

idc w/lefty

die tonight

(ad libs)

Tryna move is tough
Everything I'm making in the stu is rough
No nobody watching what I'm doing yuh
Playin Overwatch I got it booted up 

Sent that message late night what you doing up?
Phone autocorrected did I screw it up?
Nah nah you feel so protected feeling new enough
Like that smile so infectious its just you and us
-
Do you know do you know how?
Deep I'm in with you, I'm in the motions rolling through yeah
And I know and I know while,
You've been coming thru, I've seen you're running out of shoes

So ill buy you another pair
I've been up so its alright, what's the size you wear?
You look fine don't even need $1000 on your hair
Way you got me paralyzed Tsukuyomi stare 

Hard times when I cant sleep for a week
Terrified and paralyzed demons in my dreams
Behind my eyes I'm alive even if I'm tweaked
Colt 45 half a line bitch I'm super geeked

Yelling fuck you to a cop like its GTA
Then what you need can make stop, did you eat today
We can cook up in a wok you don't need to pay
Got me sweating like its sports like it EA 

I'm a fool in love
Noticed out in Richmond what a fool I was
See you in my picture way I drew it up
Shade a tiger lily just to prove how much

Got me on the way you got me fueling up
Next to you my favorite place I could be glued to ya
Some days cant believe how this is new to ya
Some days cant believe how far my crew went up

What did I take, now my mind is unveiling
I'm not from this planet I think I'm an alien
I'm a reptilian
Sweet like gelato and I'm on an island like Gilligan
I need the lotto, I got the ticket, I'm tryna win me a billion
Now I'm my best, went on a quest ego death acid trip had a visions when
God killed the man who used to stand where I am
Godzilla fan cash app a band got Molly Xans Percocet and a Ritalin
So let me fill it in, wont pop a pill again found me the one in a million
Lay back with me and just look at the stars, stay till I count to a trillion


Like what he do to ya?
I can do it better can I prove to ya?
Got so many options keep it cool with ya
Whos your favorite rapper I could do his stuff?

(I got that water put that gravy on your bitch)
(Pull up on block with the switch, pop on a perc then I pop on a snitch)
Stay out my way tho, ovo faygo  got me patron when I sip)
(Crashing the plane on the way to the party it's lit)




Trillion (Prod. Isaac.Horner)

Yahweh - K4TEY

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XRnfXyEsHRI

Thousand yard stare

Stream

Tribute to my mother who passed away in 2022.
I love you and miss you mom, thanks for everything

Faith In Love

Who got that
Who got that
Nah for real does anybody got that

Who got that
Dime bag for borrow
Broke till tomorrow
Starving like an artist getting kicked out of the Parlo
They dont want us till were dead and thats a part of it
Steady on it see the day that I push start a whip

But I just saw that plug hopping out a Jeep
Doctor Adderall you know Im up and never sleep
Love to pass the mall and think about how I could eat
This that new wave when I grew up used to keep

School photos with the watermark
Now its summer get off work Im at the water park
Now its work inside the dirt and thats the funny part
Push that whip onto the curb that car dont wanna start

Raghhhh

Some days a rough one
Daydreaming to thoughts of having trust funds
Fuck it Ima go out on the beach Im bouta cuff one
Molly got me swimming in the sea to the percussion

Back up out my face youre not a tough one
Gold Hawk Studebaker you were beggin for a bus fund
Ballin like a Laker 98 degrees of southern sun
Pop the living shit out of a bean and brought another one

Hold me back hold me back hold me back
I still dont understand it but I think Im bouta snap
Said relax just relax just relax
Forgot the purpose got me caught up its a wrap

Decided were not goin there
Articuno snow just left me frozen like a polar bear
I try to
Sneak inside my show but they are so aware
I go out
Matching what I eat with what I gotta wear

Mink thats on her coat call her Cruella de Vil
Said she like to smoke I said I copped from the Ville
Just an hour or so away make sure you stop at the mill
I could take you there meanwhile shes coppin a feel

Too good to be real
Caught up dont understand it

Easy going
I just forgot what the plan is

Fayetteville pack
Got me on another planet

Cut it up
From a marble to a granite

Got me living like a Rockefeller
Private lake out on the forest with a liquor cellar
Wake and bake to screen projector watching Interstellar
Planet of the Apes Akira and Old Yeller

Hey youre that Anbu feller aint you

What in the what in the what in the hell are you doin out here

School Photos (Prod. Momo Ward)

3/2/25 this was private so we decided to unprivate it
also soundcloud removed the download button against our will heres a new link https://drive.google.com/file/d/18SH44paMfu3X6o9jXoX0PZ6nwjPyf9ck/view?usp=sharing

movinglikeazombie acapella

🧚🏾‍♀️ 2016-2023 🧚🏾‍♀️

ROT

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