Spending most of my time
Trying not to lose my mind
I shouldn't get this high
I don't know why I keep some things inside

Now I'm rotting in my room
You should come over this afternoon

I don't think I wanna like you
But I think I'm really starting to
I don't think I wanna like you
But I do

Can someone explain what's happening
Oh god, why is this so embarassing
Why am I taken for granted
At this age I don't understand it
Why can't you see
That you can always be fucking real with me
I don't rush into things
That's why it's not working

I thought you wanted time apart when
You said we shouldn't do this
Time wasted, now you're in ruins

You can't keep running away
From the things that you say
And the promise you made
You just keep running away
From the friends that you made
And all of your mistakes

Now I'm rotting in my room
Now I'm rotting in my room
(I thought you wanted time apart when
You said we shouldn't do this
Time wasted, now you're in ruins)

I can't hang with your friends
It's because I'm not like them
I'm talking to the dead
Was addicted to opiates
I'm running circles and circles inside my head

Go ahead and knock it off
Don't think I'm wrapped around your finger
Hey just call me if you wanna talk
'Cause the ghost of you, it lingers

It lingers
Just stays there
It doesn't move
It doesn't go anywhere

LINGER (2023)

So sick and tired
They don't understand
How could they bloom
When they can't get over it
What's my issue
Help me let go of this
I don't know what to do
But I'm fucking over it

I'm fucking over it

I need room to grow
And I need you to show me
That there's room for you
Just say you want this too
Don't let me down
Let's break the cycle
Of hanging around, unsure of where to go

For years I spent time away
From myself
Now I'm here to stay
I'm not giving up
On the things I need
Just know you're not gonna get rid of me

I need room to grow
And I need you to show me
That there's room for you
Just say you want this too
Don't let me down
Let's break the cycle
Of hanging around, unsure of where to go

GROW

GROW (Acoustic)

I can't help how fast I'm falling now
Should we slow back down
What are you doing to me
And I just don't understand it
How you haven't left me empty handed
You haven't tripped on all the things that I've said
And now I'm in your bed again

To find someone like you
Took so many wishes on the moon
And I'm already in too deep
You're becoming a part of me
And I don't want to freak you out
But I like what we've got going now

It's cool if we take it slow
I just wanted to let you know

FAST

Come in my garden, and grow with me
You are the light, you are everything
On the edge of a dream, you're all I see

Will you see me if our blue and brown eyes meet
Feels like you're psychoanalyzing me
I'm trying to find you in this lifetime
So I can love you again
Again and again

I like it when you're holding my hand
It's so stupid, just forget what I said
I swear I could stay lost in this moment
Forever with you

He's just so fucking lovely
When he's going down on me
There's something in your eyes that feel like home
I don't wanna feel alone
I need you to speak life into me, or just go on home
We kiss to breathe as one
But you can't have it all without love
Is this enough
Please tell me

I wanna be your friend and be the one you love
I get so addicted when we touch
I don't have any plans soon to let go of you
How could I want to

FAMILIAR

I've got bugs in my hair
And I've got bugs in my teeth
I see the shadow of a man 
He's standing in front of me
I'm uncomfortable

How could know you were playing with fire
You had no desire to leave me alone
I didn't know I'd fall this hard
But we took it too far
Now it's time to go

You know you're better off alone
It's no one's fault, it's just yours
It's time to go on home
Go ahead and walk through the door
Always making me feel bad for things I can't control
You're insufferable

How could know you were playing with fire
You had no desire to leave me alone
I didn't know I'd fall this hard
But we took it too far
Now it's time to go

It's been a struggle to find my footing
I'm grieving all of the lives that I've lived
You're a waste of space and now I'm convinced
I know you're talking shit
You're gonna let it slip
But I'm in control

How could know you were playing with fire
You had no desire to leave me alone
I didn't know I'd fall this hard
But we took it too far
Now it's time to go

BUGS

I'm reclusive but I complain about now having any friends
'Cause I'm so used to all good things, they're coming to an end
I'm wasting my time around here again

Where did the time go I thought we were friends
Still thinking back to what could've been
It's that it's just too late
I just don't know what to say right to you
I see right through you
I still feel you

Sipping Sangria on our first date
It's funny how quickly our love turned into hate
But I gave it my all
You let it go let it fall
Like the ghost in the room crawling through the wall
I'm wasting my time around here again

Where did the time go I thought we were friends
Still thinking back to what could've been
It's that it's just too late
I just don't know what to say right to you
I see right through you
I still feel you

ARIES (Acoustic)

LYRICS

I’m always gonna stay true to me
You can’t get your way 
That’s 2 years circling the drain

So let go of me
I can’t lead you nowhere
You can’t follow me
You’re not going where I’m going

I know I have a big ego
My temper can’t let this go
I let things get the best of me
I’ll get a grip
I’ll forget everything

So let go of me
I can’t lead you nowhere
You can’t follow me
You’re not going where I’m going

I know that you feel
Guilty thinking about me
If I can’t have you respecting me
There’s no choice but you have to leave

get a grip

LYRICS

I don’t really wanna waste your time
But I’m trapped inside the purgatory in my mind
Softer eyes, softer heart 
Yeah it’s hard to find
It took a lot of fucking violence just to be this kind

I won’t ask about you
Or how you’re moving
And how you’re doing

Ain’t gotta take me back
Just wanna tell you that
I didn’t mean for it to end like that
I just hope you know just where my heart is at
Now I’m chasing a moment that wasn’t really meant to last

I won’t ask about you
Or how you’re moving
And how you’re doing

won’t

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