Yooo

2023

Don’t read it because she’s lying (she knows it so she shows it). Don’t think this much at home. If u got platitudes in yo head…..JUST DONT SAY EM.

Feels like a lie like my heart is going to pump out of my chest. A lie about my conventionality to people that don't matter, also a lie about my growth to people that do. A lie about my person to everyone. There is a schism of where I am and where I want to be that can only be achieved by long term investment but I just crave crave crave crave to be instantly gratified. LOL. I should not delete this stupid caption to acknowledge the shame of self-betrayal and the wound it leaves. I write this to depart from the dead skin but not dispose of it. Read and weep at All these dumb platitudes that aren't even funny. Because all these funny insincere words are just me lying to everyone like I used to. To everyone's long-term detriment but to postpone a short-term realization of shame. Because I am literally too guilty all the time to even bear a moderate average amount of shame. I want to be stronger than this but I'm trapped in the cyclical need for strength to handle the shame I feel constantly but lie about to not confront because Ultimately I lack that strength but I need the strength, I need to break the cycle. Sorry for the dumb caption originally. I want to be as funny as I can even when I'm incapable because I don't want to be alone. I need constant validation even though I am self aware of the fact I should try to be strong enough to stand alone with an internal understanding that I am valid. I want this to be temporary, so I am sorry for the time being where I am not where I want to be. I will achieve this growth by the correct and most sustainable means, however long it takes.

FebMar 23

Jazzputin Likes Pt 27

David Zem ‘s Playlist Vol.3

march 23

twerknation type beat

insectophobe's nightmare

this song is one of the best song i've ever heard.
credit : @Sewerslvt

Sewerslvt - Mr. Kill Myself

Sewerslvt - Select Sewer Works (2017-2019)

All rights reserved to Sewerslvt

Sewerslvt - Was It Weird I Listened To Im God By Clams Casino's When I Lost My Virginity

Emptiness

starry.nite

ESCAPE [NEDAJ VS. AMORE]

Can you like https://i.gyazo.com/d4e0a8107feab7a5719ca7f19a7fd5e1.mp4 me off please???

Esta música é uma discreta homenagem a um artista, acreditem, que eu conheci quando criança, detestei quando adolescente e mudei totalmente de opinião na idade adulta. Não é muito lembrado agora, nos anos 10. E que, no fim das contas, nada tem a ver com ursos...

HÁ UM URSO AQUI NESTE LUGAR
(Igor CeBarros)

Há patas de urso aqui neste chão
O que vaticina: há perigo, irmão
Coberto de pêlos, seu nariz é brilhante-e
Pode ser mais pesado do que um elefante

Há um urso aí contigo a habitar
Se eu estou aqui, já estou acolá
Há um urso aqui neste lugar
Vamos nos mandar.

É grande e pesado, come como um quartel
E sua face tem o cheiro do mel
E o tendo em seus lábios, seu nariz resplandece-e
E seus inimigos fogem e desaparecem (Há um urso!)

Há um urso aí contigo a habitar
Se eu estou aqui, já estou acolá
Há um urso aqui neste lugar
Vamos nos mandar!

EKKA - Há Um Urso Aqui Neste Lugar (2013)

Nu 2002

@y4ndere @h1yori

i rest my head and sleep pretending
that i am fine and that i never let you down
fall in this cycle of unwanted actions
suicidal an unconscious state of mind x2

thinking back
i realize
i was too blind
now my heart is numb
you were never honest
this time i can tell
you always break your promise
wish i could be indifferent
my brain is in dissonance
  
this burden that i carry
wish you could see thru my eyes
you said that i should grow up but
you could never live my life
and i would never trade it 
i know that ill make it thru
the night, ill be fine

ive been self reflective lately
i know i cant fix everything 
but it feels like im running out of air
every time i wake up and youre not there

fine「prod. yandere + hiyori」

new age
prod. tsuyunoshi

im tired of trying to figure me out
it comes around, tired of feelings things are useless for now
pent up aggression, from the lack of self expression
and a speck of love is heaven to me

running in circles to think for urself
and im panicking to keep u compelled
i could waste my time tryna think of lies
actions have their karma, and im digging out my prize

why cant you speak for yourself
you’re always begging for help
ur issues make u fall like a house of cards
i never speak for myself
i’m always begging for help
my issues make me fall like a house of cards

lately it’s so overwhelming
eyes been bleeding, tearing up
feeling held back, my hands been cuffed
in a rut, i’ve just been stuck

ran out of fallbacks and escape plans
my pride slips away from my frail hands

house of cards

"Akucum loved my works, and I loved his works. So we decided to make something together, with love. I've become an official 9ix artist, thank you 9ix records."

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Windmill Festival

I Survived 50 Hours In A Maximum Security Prison

I didn't win the contest so fck it gonna post it
Hope you like it <3

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Face 2 Face (DIVIDED Remix)

Jay Eskar & Justin J. Moore - Face 2 Face (DIV/IDED Remix) [Not Winner lol]

Prism

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Hello

This is "117", some very old ID that i never released, but today is the day i am putting this out. Please forgive me for the mixdown, it is a very old track. I called this track "117" because of the tempo of this track "117 BPM". I hope you all enjoy this track, and have a nice day!

Thank you,
Berx

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[↻ Repost] + [❤ Like] + [Follow] = Stops making my heart a hollow! :)

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ʍʇq ʎɐpɥʇɹᴉq ʎɯ sᴉ ʇᴉ

featuring @fearozzles
guitar recorded by abigail franklin of @thelovelyrobot
stems: https://stemmy.versary.town/a/alaskasargent/ayfs/

Hold your hand out
Where did we take the fall
And what did we surround?
Hold your tongue back
From the wolves that close you in
Before you take another chance

You feed like a leech
And grit your teeth
And yet, you smile
And look up to me

Are you forgetting something?
Are you forgetting something?
Are you forgetting something?
Are you forgetting something?
Are you forgetting something?
Are you forgetting something?
Are you forgetting something?
Are you forgetting something?

I don't know what your intentions are anymore
And I don't care
You won't break my trust anymore

I rather distance our space than another sleepless night
And from all the shit you've done to me
Can you get the fuck out my life
It was unforgivable
Self destructible
So predictable
I'm fed up
All I endured
Unavoidable
Always miserable
But

You feed like a leech
And grit your teeth
And yet, you smile
And look up to me

Are you forgetting something?
Are you forgetting something?
Are you forgetting something?
Are you forgetting something?
Are you forgetting something?
Are you forgetting something?
Are you forgetting something?
Are you forgetting something?

Are You Forgetting Something?

AYFS?

Are You Forgetting Something? (feat. fearozzles)

THE GREATEST SHOWCASE ON EARTH

betrayed 「prod. yandere」

SMOKIN TREEZ

[4KAE] - NewJeans(뉴진스) 'COOKIE' (Enchanted Mix 🧝‍♀️✨) #jerseyszn | 230205

it got so hard 2 breathe when i gave them security
i tried to think that they weren't just abusing me
this year i learned to never trust a soul besides myself
my friends tore me apart and left me as a fucking shell

no more hiding
times raced by me
i can't fight the 
walls are closing in

8 months no luck
i know we're fucked
no help i'm stuck
i wish i always knew they sucked

they crushed me i'll admit it
can't take on the weight i'm finished
it was never meant to be like this
i'll dive head first to the abyss

I'M LOST
DEEP IN THE GROUND
6 FEET
CAN'T HEAR A SOUND
SO LONG
FOREVER BOUND
IT'S OVER I'LL NEVER BE FOUND

you act like it's never your fault
you walked away and watched me crawl

no more hiding
times raced by me
i can't fight the 
walls are closing in

I'M LOST
DEEP IN THE GROUND
6 FEET
CAN'T HEAR A SOUND
SO LONG
FOREVER BOUND
IT'S OVER I'LL NEVER BE FOUND

CRAWLLLLLLL
I'LL NEVER BE FOUND

I'LL NEVER BE FOUND

barriers and pitfalls

lets search for a moment...

the undertoad+

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Just Wanna Rock (D V D Hard Bootleg)

@zennning @fortheinternet

O que você faz quando você quer parodiar uma música, mas acaba tocando ela toda errado? Uma música original, que pode ser subida para o SoundCloud! Som na caixa, mané.
Achei que estava parodiando a música My Immortal, mas acabei fazendo uma melodia é totalmente diferente.
A música é de 2005 e as referências à Record é quando a emissora passava o programa do Guinness Book, extremamente apelativo, mesmo sendo o programa oficial deles.

(Igor CeBarros)
Se você é inteligente não tem nada a ver
Com um dedo a mais, a menos, não há nada a perder
Dá pra ver, a gente sente isso em pleno ar
Sobretudo se você descende de gambás.

Coisa e tal, ninguém é anormal e tal
Só porquê arrota no Natal
Só porquê do filme conta o final
Então vem, saia do trilho desse trem
Canta com a gente, esquece e vem
Antes que vá parar no hospital.
Animal, animal

Se você é diferente, não tem nada a ver
Um diploma a mais, a menos, quem que vai perceber?
Você pode ser o líder de seu país natal
Você pode ser até mesmo um dono de jornal

Coisa e tal, ninguém é anormal e tal
Só porquê arrota no Natal
Só porquê do filme conta o final
Pegue uma flor, saia do poço do elevador
Canta com a gente e esquece a dor
Antes que vá parar num liquidificador.

Um dia será animal ser do jeito que se é
Você vai mostrar pra todo mundo na “interné”
E fazer sucesso na Web, então
Um dia eu sei, viver aqui será melhor
Você, quem sabe, vai aparecer na Record
Naqueles programas que me dão indigestão
Animal, animal…

EKKA - Animal [PT-BR]

Poderia ser uma abertura de desenho animado... A sátira é óbvia, Zonic seria o ouriço mais lento de todos os tempos - engraçado que outras paródias como Sonic-exe, Sanic, Sunky, BraSonic e Zippy the Porcupine não são lentos... 
O caso é que esse e todos os outros trocadilhos com "Sonic" já são utilizados pela série original. Seja como for, temos aí uma música pra vocês em estilo anime, tokusatsu ou coisa que o valha.
Ah, desculpem as rimas forçadas com sotaque caipira, eu usava muito isso antigamente...

ZONIC
(Igor CeBarros, 2010)

Zonic! Nesta cidade
Veloz como o trânsito da  marginal
Zonic! Necessidade
Na velocidade de um Dorival
Sozinho no estádio,
durante o treino
ele chega sempre em terceiro lugar (Terceiro lugar!)
Zonic!
Esse cara é um "animar"
(Chega pra lá)

Na velocidade de um caminhão
Ele mesmo é uma operação padrão
Da primeira marcha nunca vai sair
Se engatar a segunda ele não vai resistir!

Zonic! Agilidade
Na velocidade de um pôr-do-sol
Zonic! Velocidade
De dar inveja em um caracol
Sozinho no estádio,
durante o treino
ele chega sempre em terceiro lugar (Terceiro lugar!)
Zonic!
Esse cara é um "animar"
(Pode parar!)

Zonic! (2010) [PT-BR]

prod: yandere
vocals: kerosene + crescent
lyrics written by: yandere + crescent

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barriers and pitfalls

cloudy