Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4UX8Ba8smmBAQ1jPj6YW2o?si=XWSXpFGhQF-NtCQLmf0K7A

prod @saiwai & @poondauwu

lyrics 

Do u want me by ur side?
Our love u cant deny 
Cuz when the stars align 
I think that its a sign
Cuz i need to know
Oh boy i need to know
Is that ur never gonna let me go
Never gonna let me go 
So love me how i am
And boy just take my hand 
And why cant u understand 
Im urs til the end 
Cuz i need to know
Oh boy i need to know
Is that ur never gonna let me go
Never gonna let me go 

@reefuh

wanna fuck all night
i could tell your getting sick of me
ooh baby its not right
what you did to me
why punish me 
i like girls who like girls
my bad that was an epiphany... LMAO
drake sing like this bitch was a symphony
dont let me go, dont get rid of me
fucking on yo mama ya she got kids to feed
she said reef ya thats who i wanna be
bitch honestly, he just a wannabe
7.62 give him a lobotomy
i want a bitch w a bitch get on top of me
dont let go, hold onto me
play w me for the money like monopoly

Do u want me by ur side?
Our love u cant deny 
Cuz when the stars align
I think that its a sign
Cuz i need to know
Oh boy i need to know
Is that ur never gonna let me go
Never gonna let me go 
So love me how i am
And boy just take my hand 
And why cant u understand 
Im urs til the end 
Cuz i need to know
Oh boy i need to know
Is that ur never gonna let me go
Never gonna let me go

So love me how i am
And boy just take my hand 
And why cant u understand 
Im urs til the end 
Cuz i need to know
Oh boy i need to know
Is that ur never gonna let me go
Never gonna let me go

never gonna let me go + reef (sai x poonda)

Song On Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/31XgdC9vEiMyDm4OUdD2Iv?si=e368819be10f4846

Tysm officialadeso for the cover art<3<3 Follow him on insta fr
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Featuring @riensu
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Discord Server: discord.gg/sVEY9JZW8t
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Lyrics:
Meanty:
I want you to savor me
I don't think that is safe for me
It's not what I thought
I think we're going apart
But it's alright
I just wanted to dance with you
It's all that I wanted to say to you
But now you're too far
So start up the car

Yeah I just wanna dance with you
Is that alright?
Yeah I'm waiting for you to make a move
No I don't bite
You're all I like
Is the same with you?
Oh yeah I hope you do 
Have the same thought about us
I want all of your love

@riensu:
ill close the space between our love ill be all u need<3
I'm not afraid of us
(woah, oh)
Movin side to side
I cant look away from your eyes
woah, oh, oh, oh

Meanty:
Oh yeah I miss you I just wanna go and give you my heart
@riensu:
I wanna see u but the distance is just way too far
Meanty:
All of these issues I don't wanna go back from the start
@riensu:
Wanna go back to ur heart

Meanty:
I want you to savor me
I don't think that is safe for me
It's not what I thought
I think we're going apart
But it's alright
I just wanted to dance with you
It's all that I wanted to say to you
But now you're too far
So start up the car

Yeah I just wanna dance with you
Is that alright?
Yeah I'm waiting for you to make a move
No I don't bite
You're all I like
Is the same with you?
Oh yeah I hope you do 
Have the same thought about us
I want all of your love

Dance with u

spotify

Dance with u w/ riensu (prod. sai)

Prod me😜🔥🔥 holy mother of Moses🔥🔥🔥

yoku verse:
Maybe you should figure it out
I think I’m done giving fucks now
And maybe I just wanna give up
And maybe I just don’t wanna show it
Say I want nothing with you
But I know for a fact I was lying
Should’ve left you in the past 
(No idea what I’m saying here at all tbh)
Maybe I should figure it out 
Maybe I should stop trying but idk how
Tell me what am I supposed to say
Idk cause these words just never come out 
And then I think about it maybe I’m just better alone
And maybe it’s because the fact that no one hitting my phone

It’s so conflicting, these thoughts in my head now
I just really wanna be in your bed now
It’s been so long
Haven’t thought bout you in months
Idk why I’m doing it now
Fuck it, maybe we should work it out
Idk why I changed my mind you don’t deserve me now
Idk why I said that I know I’m not perfect now

Yonker chorus:
I don’t know why 
Bae no please don’t lie
Say what’s on your mind 
(Yonk auto tune moaning)




@riensu
my thoughts, wont let em out
cus if i did, u wouldnt like me anymore
but thats alright because i think that ill fine
without you
i think that ill fine
without you



@josiahsvlone
I thought I’d be fine without it
But I don’t know what to do anymore
I don’t wanna lose anymore
Please don’t make me choose anymore
And I can’t stand the silence
Now I can’t get off the floor
You’re the only one I adore
And to lose you I can’t afford 
I said to lose you I can’t afford
And I try my best but it just isn’t enough for you
But I really gotta know, do you hate me?
The way you roll your eyes when you’re angry uh
And I just can’t get enough
Are you over me or what?
I didn’t wanna fall
I swear it’s not my fault

blossom w/ riensu & kise

max: https://soundcloud.com/maxrrss
bugs: @bugs
//Lyrics

(Scruff)
Obvious you tryna do this by yourself 
Stick up in the background keep it on the shelf
You got this sh*t passed down, i dont need your help
You dont need to back down, i could get this dealt
With
I cant be alive with the selfish
Puttin me on trial, but i felt it
All the gas wont help it
Im tryna say somethin

(Max)
So tell me, whats wrong
I dont wanna see you, too long
Be gone (gone)
(gon-gone)

(Scruff)
See your eyes you been cryin
Thats on me
You try to be biased
I cant breathe
I know my ex is proud of me
Get it out
Shoulda said sumn, but your missing out
See this out, whatchu on about
said im sorry
Thats on me
I dont need a possy
Set me free
Oh oh you dont know my pain
F*ck F*ck imma break these chains
I dont hear you, say my name
Say my name

Obvious you tryna do this by yourself 
Stick up in the background keep it on the shelf
You got this sh*t passed down, i dont need your help
You dont need to back down, i could get this dealt
With
I cant be alive with the selfish
Puttin me on trial, but i felt it
All the gas wont help it
Im tryna say somethin

(Max)
So tell me, whats wrong
I dont wanna see you, too long
Be gone(gone)
(gon-gone)

(Scruff)
You dont need to back down, i could get this dealt
With
I cant be alive with the selfish
Puttin me on trial, but i felt it
All the gas wont help it
Im tryna say somethin

(Max)
So tell me, whats wrong
I dont wanna see you, too long
Be gone (gone)
(gon-gone)

selfish w/max [p. bugs]

VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PbCE0hHdXaE&ab_channel=Bhertuy

produced by me

1/3 of transparency

track 3 on may 12

my socials:
https://www.instagram.com/bhertuy
https://twitter.com/bhertuy

lyrics:

used to think way too much bout how people see me or treat me
now i let them say what they want cuz it ain’t my responsibility

you said he said she said sh
you shouldn’t let them in

you had what he hadn’t had
you point to what he had

you ought to let go what he has
(free yourself from ur sins)
(don’t ever let them in)

distraught from things ur still attached
(go look under ur skin)
(it grows before you cringe)

go look under
go look under your skin

blank my mind out from what happened last year cuz it ain’t matter
you got two choices either leave it or let your heart keep shattering

you said he said she said sh
you shouldn’t let them in

you had what he hadn’t had
you point to what he had

you ought to let go what he has
(free yourself from ur sins)
(don’t ever let them in)

distraught from things ur still attached
(go look under ur skin)
(it grows before you cringe)

go look under
go look under your skin

video :)

look under your skin

2/3 of transparency

track 3 on may 12

my socials:
www.instagram.com/bhertuy
twitter.com/bhertuy

produced by me

lyrics:

“hi i’m just passin by
i’m not here for life
ur troubles are not mine
it ain’t worth my time
i’m a bystander in a line
with all the other eyes
we ain’t lookin ur way of sight
this the way of life”

oha
oh how u gon treat me like that
never have i asked that
or thought that
gave a fuck back
never read into it
so don’t bother me through it
im set on my mind
on my size that i’ll dine

im set on my mind
on my size that i’ll dine

can’t chase a thing
in this damn life youll go blind

i’m not the one who decides what u plan by
im not the one who derives where ur art lies
i’m not the one who disguises my outside to infiltrate ur damn life

hi i’m just passin by
i’m not here for life
ur troubles are not mine
it ain’t worth my time
i’m a bystander in a line
with all the other eyes
we ain’t lookin ur way of sight
this the way of life

how did yall ever fly
thinking by this state of mind
thinking where the statement lies
knowing u ain’t crossing the line
the story writes itself
how could i pass it on to anybody but myself
this my responsibility
for my own damn health

stream :)

bystander

self prod ofc ofc

sampled this: www.youtube.com/watch?v=5KLsjhz9jMI

me and @maxrrss made this in an hour or so in the vc

if you wanna make beats like me buy my drumkit!

payhip.com/b/jSQW7

max:
i dont wanna see you when ur falling all apart
i tried to be perfect
when ur sad and all alone
trust me
i dont wanna be the one to see u go
cuz
i just want you!

me:
u dont need me
i feel unloved
maybe i should just say
im done with you
youuu

and u told me
im not enough
im so sorry
that i cant do it
for you
youuu

the sample!

i just want you! +max ruben

3/3 of transparency 

my socials:
www.instagram.com/bhertuy
twitter.com/bhertuy

prod me
lyrics:

baby i’m back to square one
where the hell r u
a single reassurance
wouldn’t fail to ease my mood
fucking forget it
u left b4 i got to u
rinse and regret
ur single action that caused us to
go back to square one

we didn’t need to take a look to notice that we're regressing
in a picture perfect world where it wouldn’t get depressing
i’m standing by you

it took you forever to notice that you no longer need me
like the way u did before whenever i barely knew me
i found myself but lost you

when the snow hits you’ll intrude
i can’t be lying to myself bout how you move
absence holds control

square one

prod meeeeee

wyrics >.<

Hookski:

Idk how to love :3 
yeah idk what’s good enough
I’d check myself but idk, why don’t you tell me? You don’t even know yourself 😒

Can you feel what im feelinnnnn (swaggily)

I’m da hottest when I walk up in da buildin

Stop tryin no you never gon refute dat

And my phone blowin up I think I’ll mute dat 

I’m on a roll (honor roll) and I think that imma see less (C less) ((this the best bar I’ve written in yrs and it’s still corny))

All da p words tryna tell me dat I’m not next

Idk how to love :3 
yeah idk what’s good enough
I’d check myself but idk, why don’t you tell me? You don’t even know yourself 😒

Cmon baby tell me how much do you like dat

Gone on your own tell me now that you don’t like that

Don’t hit my phone cause I’m never gonna type back

I did it all for fun 🤓☝🏻

And to think that you don’t like me, I think that you’ve gone dumb (stupid ass vocal chops)

Idk how to love :3 
yeah idk what’s good enough
I’d check myself but idk, why don’t you tell me? You don’t even know yourself 😒

idk how to love

luv u twin soundcloud.com/scrufff

i could b there for u, idc what i do to myself

scruff - flower journal (sai)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0IHbekaueGek7nFPKpZpbD?si=89260079818e4242
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/spoder/desideratum

produced by 8een & arcane
additional production by me
mixed written performed by me
+ thank you eve for mixing advice

frick north york
thank you for listening, i hope you enjoy <3

///
the more that I try, more that I hide
the more that I try, more that I hide

the past few months I felt like I would die
before I did anything that I loved, oh my
I'll stay strong
eighteen round the corner, how'd I (make it!)
this long
all the pressure makes my head hurt
give it time and it'll get better
and if you hate it well then, know I put in effort :/
I do my best, how dare you say that I don't
still get nervous when there's lumps in my throat

I'm aware no one said it'd be easy
spoke to the teller now everything's clear, see
it all
pretty girl
girl

and if I don't wake up
tell every single person I love
that I put all my heart in
I will be an artist
there'll be people that care and I'll build something honest

go!
don't hide
do you even know who you are?
go!
how'd you even call that shit art? (desideratum)
go back pull your hair out, restart

I can't focus well my darling
got a stutter when I'm talking
you broke the news as I was walking
news when I was promised

square one

Bhertuy

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