i think im starting to believe
everything that i see
is all apart of a dream
i can never be proud of
i try to build my case
gotta give it straight 
theres no way to get out of
the endless motion of going and going
in the one direction that keeps pulling and pulling and pulling
i know theres nowhere to go
but down with this shit
imma go down with the shit
to the bottom of the mf ground w this shit
imma clown on ur bitch
imma take this thing over 
and get down with this shit
i could let you ruin my life
and have ur spirit haunt me
why dont u take mine
im just another copy
what doesn’t kill you 
pits you deeper inside
from all the vices you can’t 
run from or hide
you won’t save me from an early grave stone
no baby you know that i can’t go
i would rather be all alone
i think I’ve said that all before

it goes (prod wstdyth)

i mean, i lost it

My Blood Your Hands (feat. Fantasy Camp)

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over it w/ jolst

"hoar" | joji piano type beat | sad lofi

Produced by me
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Lyrics:
And I come back to it
Ion wanna go on thru it
Ion wanna give it up
But I always fuck it up 

I'm sick of feeling this way
Feel like I might decay

Hanging on by a thread
I can never forget
How I left it unsaid
I can't seem to giv a fuck

And I come back to it
Ion wanna go on thru it
Ion wanna give it up
But I always fuck it up (2x)

i feel like this everyday 
i just want to change 
sick of feeling this way
all my body is in pain 

i'm coughing smoke, throwing up 
loosing strength, i'm givin up
all my friends hate me huh?
this shit really sucks

i don't wanna lose to my own habits
i don't want to be a fucking addict 
but it's hard when u don't want to be sad 
and the drugs were all i ever had

And I come back to it
Ion wanna go on thru it
Ion wanna give it up
But I always fuck it up

Fuck it Up (Feat. casperrr)

Music Video

Paresthesia

never (prod. morgan bates)

you can't save 
something this far gone
it's useless
let me go 
i can't take it anymore
and felt so fucking useless
but this time it won't be me
(but this time it won't be me)
it won't be me

Sender Receiver (prod. akkiru1)

Optical illusion [prod. Veīl-44]

Optical illusion [prod. Veīl-44]

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