i mean, i lost it

Cinema
Thank you everyone involved
All Vocal Mixing/ Mastering done by Vagabond

Is This All It Is? (corecarcass, whitewitch) [prod. sorrow bringer]

teen junkie (prod.GREY)

"hoar" | joji piano type beat | sad lofi

Produced by me
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Lyrics:
And I come back to it
Ion wanna go on thru it
Ion wanna give it up
But I always fuck it up 

I'm sick of feeling this way
Feel like I might decay

Hanging on by a thread
I can never forget
How I left it unsaid
I can't seem to giv a fuck

And I come back to it
Ion wanna go on thru it
Ion wanna give it up
But I always fuck it up (2x)

i feel like this everyday 
i just want to change 
sick of feeling this way
all my body is in pain 

i'm coughing smoke, throwing up 
loosing strength, i'm givin up
all my friends hate me huh?
this shit really sucks

i don't wanna lose to my own habits
i don't want to be a fucking addict 
but it's hard when u don't want to be sad 
and the drugs were all i ever had

And I come back to it
Ion wanna go on thru it
Ion wanna give it up
But I always fuck it up

Optical illusion [prod. Veīl-44]

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