Name: new order - bizarre love triangle by bianca.mp3
Duration: 2 min 30 s
Description: lil iphone cover of one of the best songs to ever exist ... full urbanation version might be in the works ..hmm

I am so grateful to have found all of ur stuff on here. So so amazing

IZEN x Rive Magenta

Passe La Mouli - MAZOO / TEF / ROCKY [video in desc.]

stripped version: https://soundcloud.com/biancamp3/shouldnt-you-be-doing-something-too-stripped-91218-441-pm

tell me things are gonna be ok
one more time
always feel like i’m going the wrong way

just cause you push it out of your head
doesn't mean it’s not there

tell me not to worry one more time

mom’s asking what i’m gonna do
my sister’s telling me i’m screwed
shouldn’t you be doing something too?
shouldn’t you be doing something?

sometimes i think i’m better in my head
anamorphic daydreaming instead
about 
living in a pretty place
darling not a pretty price to pay
baby get your act together
it's a cold cruel world out there!

mom’s asking what i’m gonna do
my sister’s telling me im screwed
shouldnt you be doing something too?
shouldnt you be doing something?

written + recorded by bianca ocampo
produced by bianca ocampo and josh frazier (https://soundcloud.com/boyjosha)

don't ask me what it means...

Download

shouldn't you be doing something too?

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P5zxNC7-Jys

roomie wasn't here tonight so i got to record :)

original song by https://soundcloud.com/beabadoobee

soundcloud covers

beabadoobee - bobby (12:8:18, 1.08 AM)

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wpm-v7bUVNI

give me something
a little loving
to pull me through the day

give me something
my head is rushing
i want to feel okay

but i feel nothing
theres no discussion
about something we can't save

but all of the snow
turns to water
all of my tears
they will dry someday

give me something
we're on thin ice and
the pressure's had its way

give me something
though you gave up
i wish you were here to stay

but all of the snow
turns to water
and all of my tears
they will dry someday
​
// written, recorded + produced by bianca ocampo
cover art photo taken by christian uribe

urbanation ep

someday

face wants - a concept i learned about in class that led to a lot of self reflection and synths
//
impostor syndrome strikes again
looks like everybody wants to be your friend
but when the curtains close do you even know where you will go?
feeling so alone

secretly sleepwalk in the light
you found shelter in the shadow of your mind
shapeshift to fit inside a framework that you like
feeling lost inside

what do you want me to
be i think i might lose
myself if you don't choose yeah
i've been waiting for you
a beacon in the night
some semblance of a sign
i'd give it all sometimes
to know what's waiting for you

self-made distraction traps you in
how do you know that you are meant to be just this?
you seek a sense of validation from a screen
do they know you're who you want yourself to be?
do you know you're who you want yourself to be?

what do you want me to
be i think i might lose
myself if you don't choose yeah
i've been waiting for you
a beacon in the night
some semblance of a sign
i'd give it all sometimes
to know what's waiting for you
-
"face wants" is an ode to myself about a concept i learned about in class. if i remember correctly, there are two types of face and one of them is called positive face, which refers to our desire for praise and approval from others. face wants is the idea that we want other people to fulfill our face so we can feel validated, and we do many things to protect or save face, or how we appear to others. 

when i was making “face wants” i thought a lot about how social media is an outlet where we can inflate our self-image and portray the person that we want to be. it can be very confusing to figure out who you are, especially when you’re young and bombarded with messages we find on the internet about who we should like, where we should be, what we should look like and what we should be doing. it made me reflect about my relationship with social media and how sometimes i find myself "shapeshifting to fit inside a framework" that i like, which is, a lot of the time, not the greatest thing for one’s mental health. using instagram as a mirror or a tool for approval can be damaging and is something i’m still working on.

since a lot of my music is kind of slow and mellow, i thought it would be an interesting juxtaposition to pair a modern-day concept like social media with an energetic ‘80s new wave vibe, a genre i hold dear to my heart because of my parents and their love for it.

// written, recorded + produced by bianca ocampo
http://instagram.com/bianca.jpeg/
http://www.youtube.com/user/ocampobianca
http://urbanationmusic.bandcamp.com/

face wants

wish you knew that you'd make it out of this
all the good times that you feel you should miss
stop believing that you're not deserving of them
don't you cry

cause you're not the mess you see in the mirror
like a sad shell of who you wish you were
i know you feel like you’ve lost yourself
but you’re fine

cause the earth will continue to spin
and the birds will continue to sing
when the sun comes up, you'll do the same
cause you’re fine

when you’re sad and all alone in your bed
and you can’t shake off those thoughts in your head
just remember
you've always been bigger than this 
you'll be fine

when you’re down and drowning in your shame
and bad habits seem to keep calling your name
just remember you're not the one to blame 
it's alright

cause the earth will continue to spin
and the birds will continue to sing
when the sun comes up, you'll do the same
cause you’re fine
​
// written, recorded + produced by bianca ocampo

dontask

fine

home alone on a saturday night
my eyes are frozen
on sitcom reruns the pale blue light
keeping me warm
the sound of laughter and a glass of white
is the closest i have to
being in your presence tonight

i took one step forward
and two steps back
you'll never give me 
the love i lack
and i won't say i'm hurt
but i can't say i'm fine
cause i know that i'm not
at all on your mind

bits and pieces can easily feel like
lasting devotion 
i picked them up and i tried so hard to make something whole
and i waited for the rest of you
i waited for the rest of you
but you gave me less than i gave you and i know

that one step forward
and two steps back
will never give me 
the love i lack
and i won't say i'm hurt

but i can't say i'm fine
cause i know that i'm not
at all on your mind

urbanation demos

not on your mind (demo) - 3:27:19, 1.10 AM

don't waste your time
i'll keep mine
i blame myself for even trying

did you come my way
just to give yourself a stage?
all the love you feigned
just to feel a change in pace

kiss and run
make a mess for 
me to save
have your fun
light a fire
then walk away
kiss and run

i'm out of your mind
you're on mine
i replay that day, i want to rewind 

but you came my way
cause you craved a game to play
showed me you could stay
while you knew you'd fade away

kiss and run
make a mess for 
me to save
have your fun
light a fire
then walk away
kiss and run

// written, recorded + produced by bianca ocampo
instagram.com/bianca.jpeg/
www.youtube.com/user/ocampobianca
urbanationmusic.bandcamp.com/

album 2

kiss and run

lil iphone cover of one of the best songs to ever exist ... full urbanation version might be in the works ..hmm

new order - bizarre love triangle

https://soundcloud.com/biancamp3/new-order-bizarre-love-triangle

recorded + produced by bianca ocampo

bizarre love triangle

this is a secret little place where my original songs, hitRECord.org projects, & other tiny creations live. like a finsta. but for music
main: @urbanation

new order - bizarre love triangle

bianca.mp3

Recent comments

Danji Marillion

Ocean Child

lyfull

Related tracks