(bian!)

mirror mirror on the wall
will u catch me when i fall?
cuz i dont wanna waste no time again
we could be more than just friends
baby we been thru it all

ive seen all your scars
i know that u have seen mine
if tomorrow we depart
will u stay with me tonight
are we just playing our part
need u the rest of my life
the tension rips me apart
u see right thru my disguise
(see right thru my disguise, see right thru my disguise)

is it wrong of me if its u i hold on?
i dont wanna hear no sad song
and i dont wanna have to move on

ive seen all your scars
i know that u have seen mine
if tomorrow we depart
will u stay with me tonight
are we just playing our part
need u the rest of my life
the tension rips me apart
u see right thru my disguise

mirror mirror on the wall
will u catch me when i fall?
cuz i dont wanna waste no time again
we could be more than just friends
baby we been thru it all

been through it all ft. aftrr!

lyrics soon
@k4rson @lifegiverr @dinosaurslover

karson & life - honesty (dinosaur)

some music i made for autumn ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡
also its my birthday lol

0:00 — lily of the valley +@moz-103259352
0:58 — aki no koe
1:46 — kuri daifuku +@blazedini
2:33 — garden +@iiihyo39
4:11 — pastel
5:18 — snowdrops
6:08 — pebbles +@moz-103259352
7:07 — last day +@uumeee
7:57 — kastehelmi +@miriyami
8:40 — walk home +@bianlee
9:41 — butterfly +@shikaiii

##autumn25 (+moz +blazedini +jihyo +ume +miriyami +bian +!yukik0)

Instrumental by my awesome friend @ritsuzuki !

That day when you called my name
Held my hand
As you kissed my face
I've never felt this way
I demand that this never change

Have you, I'm so glad I have you
Take my hand and hold it tight
I could never let you go
Tattoo, stick with me like a tattoo
Your name's etched into my mind
I cannot forget you, no

She tell me this 
She tell me that
And now we're arguing again
But I could never stay mad
At my pretty little heroine

I fell in love with her touch and her body
And I fell in love with the shape of her face
I fell in love with my pretty lil honey
I do not ever want this to change
I pray that she feels me
Exactly in the same way
Baby, you should kill me
If you want to lead me astray !

tattoo (ritsu)

birthday drop 

@dinosaurslover

I'ma hit the road, see u real soon 
hold u real close, I don't wanna move 
cuz when I let u go, I see the hard truth
a truth so cold, a truth I knew

a truth I've known 

ignored all the signs cuz I want it to be u 
for most of my life i just felt like I'm see through
we're on different pages, all so unequal
I shouldn't have waited, it don't make u evil 

ur not a bad person, ur as lost as I am 
I feel like I burden every one of my close friends 
it's really concerning, how long I've been closed in 
the world kept turning, time kept going 
and I swear I'll grow out of it, won't be scared of this life I live 
gotta take care cuz it's all I get, only I have my back when I go slip

(over at ur crib for the night girl 
show me that u'll do me right girl
crash land straight into your world 
you're shy but I like it when you bite girl)

I'ma hit the road, see u real soon 
hold you real close, I don't wanna move 
cuz when I let u go, I see the hard truth
a truth so cold, a truth I knew

a truth I've known 

ignored all the signs cuz I want it to be u 
for most of my life i just felt like I'm see through
we're on different pages, all so unequal
I shouldn't have waited, it don't make u evil 

(over at ur crib for the night girl 
show me that u'll do me right girl
crash land straight into your world 
you're shy but I like it when you bite girl)

ur not evil (dinosaur)

(prod. DIsco)
lyrics-----------------
@peiflowy
Tired of this fake shit,
Gotta face it,
Got some gas in my system feeling faded,
Really wished that relationships work with cadence,
Won’t ever fucking work now,
Work now,
Damn it’s my birthday,
Time really flies in the worst ways,
Pain in my head,
Take these pills up to my face,
Pushing through struggles,
I know that it’s okay,
Everybody goes through the same shit every single day.

@556renzo
i've been feinin 4 ur luv
but i kno u dnt give a fuh
u js wanna break me apart
ik u planned it from the start yuh
even when u push me down
ik i can make it up wit ya
cause things gon be okay
believe we'll be okay
ion wanna wake up if im dreamin
got these drugs all in my system
and i keep thinking all about it
i dont wanna go n lose her
i js wanna be wit ya
i dont wanna be alone
bae can we go back
oh woah-

@peiflowy
Tired of this fake shit,
Gotta face it,
Got some gas in my system feeling faded,
Really wished that relationships work with cadence,
Won’t ever fucking work now,
Work now,
Damn it’s my birthday,
Time really flies in the worst ways,
Pain in my head,
Take these pills up to my face,
Pushing through struggles,
I know that it’s okay,
Everybody goes through the same shit every single day.

relationships (DIsco)

Shoutout my boyfriend @1sunsuu 💋💋 for letting me drop another song before 2026
I got carried ngl

Shoutout prod.

Lyrics:
(@1sunsuu)

girl you all I ever need inside my life
don't you worry bout me promise I'll be fine
I be trying so hard tryna make things right
wishing that I could go back in time
girl you all I ever need inside my life
don't you worry bout me promise I'll be fine
I be trying so hard tryna make things right
wishing that I could go back in time

can we be us
girl you all that I want 
can we make up a time
and stop with all this distrust
don't you know that I'm done
I'm stuck here laying in the dark
come and show me your lights
I wanna know what it's like
I wanna know how to be love

(@aspaapsa)

Ion wanna follow this conversation
Ion wanna think it all night
You just want some compensation
I don’t wanna fall that way this time

Yeah, I know what’s true and all
But I still crave to fall
Even if it breaks me down again
but At least I’d feel it all

but At least I’d feel it all
Thinking ’bout the times that I’d fall 
I wish u could see it too
I Wish I belong to you

All I Ever Need w/@1sunsuu [runawway & over]

girl u can take some time
i know u wanna b alone
ill b by ur side even if u really wont
its hard to find a reason not to stay at home
we'll b alright when everything is said and done
i keep trying to fix it but i know its a process
ill b feeling better i jus wish it would hurt less
i dont know if i can change all the things that i said
but u know u left me bleeding u pushed me to the edge

what if i let u down, will u still come around
i always try not to speak, but i still hear all the sound
i dont think i can escape from the chains that im bound
im just waiting for a sign, got me screaming so loud
when u hit my phone i keep ignoring it
can u tell me that u hate me ya im knowing it
when u ask me what im doing i dont know it yet
so sick of being treated like im unimportant yea 

girl u can take some time
i know u wanna b alone
ill b by ur side even if u really wont
its hard to find a reason not to stay at home
we'll b alright when everything is said and done
i keep trying to fix it but i know its a process
ill b feeling better i jus wish it would hurt less
i dont know if i can change all the things that i said
but u know u left me bleeding u pushed me to the edge

by ur side @yashio @decago

prod @hartfxlt

Lyrics:
got this feelin in my head i cant shake it 
cant live this life bein so complacent 
u said that u loved me i knew it was a lie 
i wanna call u over even if its for a night 
need u by my side, no im not alright 
wanna hold u close but i know it isnt right 
breakin my heart as u walk thru the door 
tears from my eyes i jus let them hit the floor 

i just wanna b adored 
tell me im urs 
girl cuz im dyin here lying on the floor 
swear that i need u never wanted nothin more 
take my heart drop it off by the door 

broke my heart left me cryin on the floor 
gave u all my love but i swear u just ignore 
treat me like a doll 
only here when ur bored 
all ive ever wanted was 2 rlly be adored 

all ive ever wanted was 2 rlly be adored
all ive ever wanted was 2 rlly be adored 
all ive ever wanted was 2 rlly be adored 
all ive ever wanted was 2 rlly be 

swear 2 god i used 2 be so lovesick 
wrapped around ur finger 
now i feel that u dont give a shit 
i remember when u said u wanted this 4 life 
walkin out my life leavin tears in my eyes 
pain in my heart swear ur always on my mind 
always hear ur voice even in the dead of night 
treated me so bad i swear i dont know what was right 
stompin on my heart leavin tears in my eyes

adored (hartfxlt)

bandcamp

wake slow

thanks @1akura @k4rson @angelicxmei


lyrics
and my heart still cold i cannot feel it
seeing blinding lights wish for the healing
give it all my best why cant u see it
wasting all my days the time is fleeing
get it out my chest dont wanna feel it
heart shattered into pieces need a healing
told me pretty lies i didnt see it
memories i hold close are steady fleeing

i cant even see
i cant even breathe
tell me- tell me how u feel when ur right here next 2 me
think i- think i had enough, im still falling down
i still need ur love, but ur not around
someone help me up, up
tell me how to heal
i feel stuck, stuck
told myself that its not real
ill still fight for us, us
even after how u feel
now i keep my heart sealed
now i focus on my healing

can you tell me that im enough baby
you know i just want your love baby
dont know why 
whats the reason that you hate me
i feel like i need you to save me
love me 
i feel you dont your love anymore
talk to me, you dont even talk anymore
you dont want me but 
you said you want me more
i feel rotten to the core, body drop to the floor


and my heart still cold i cannot feel it
seeing blinding lights wish for the healing
give it all my best why cant u see it
wasting all my days the time is fleeing
get it out my chest dont wanna feel it
heart shattered into pieces need a healing
told me pretty lies i didnt see it
memories i hold close are steady fleeing

healing + akura, karson (angelicxmei)

for the love of sound #diary #plugg

listen on Spotify!

bostonlobstergang on discord
bianlee2004@gmail.com

been through it all ft. aftrr!

bian

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