107 Xceraz in blue

You're a little like lightning
after a storm
You're a little bit frightening
I thought you were gone

You're back, you're wild
You're strange, you never change

You tease me
Need me
Breathe me
so I won't drown
You fly in
You're all in
til I try to
pin you
pin you down

I'll never
Will I ever
pin you down

You're a midnight craving
when I'm trying to sleep
You're the misbehaving
Don't want but I need

You're back, you're wild
You're strange, you never change

You tease me
Need me
Breathe me
so I won't drown
You fly in
You're all in
til I try to
pin you
pin you down

You are instructive
for the me that's self-destructive

You tease me
Need me
Breathe me
so I won't drown
You fly in
You're all in
til I try to
pin you
pin you down

You tease me
Need me
Breathe me
so I won't drown
You fly in
You're all in
til I try to
pin you
pin you down

I'll never
Will I ever
pin you down

© Marilyn Oakley/Carlene McDearis Wentworth

PIN YOU DOWN

2020-12-05

Triple Melting Pot 2024

I used to think I could tame the dark
by playing nice and being smart
but when the darkness came, it just knocked me down
and all I could do was hold on to the ground

I finally crawled on my knees and stood
The light dismissed the dark as I knew it would
Sometimes the only thing that can save us
is remembering the love itself that made us

All the light I will ever need
is shining here right in front of me
All the light that will lift me up
I'm taking in on a breath of love
One pause, one moment now
One day, and one more mile
I can live my life
in all this light

Who knows when it all began
this feeling I'm not enough
I never once stopped and asked myself
enough, enough of what?

And now my life lays out before me
I see more clearly who I am
Like everyone, I am just one spark
Together we will rise to illuminate the dark

All the light I will ever need
is shining here right in front of me
All the light that will lift me up
I'm taking in on a breath of love
One pause, one moment now
One day, and one more mile
I can live my life
in all this light

I'm looking at the sky
A falling star goes by
I feel someone taking my hand
It's such a tender light
that holds me in its flight
and love is where we land

All the light I will ever need
is shining here in the heart of me
All the light that will lift me up 
I'm taking in on a breath of love
One pause, one moment now
One day, and one more mile
I can live my life
I can live my life
in all this light

2023

All This Light

ALL THIS LIGHT

Serenity

At Ease

Start off the year excitingly, heartily and slightly seriously.

New Year Synth Dare

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Progressive Time Thief 2024

Temporary mine

I want to explore different kinds of art. I improvise, experiment and create whatever comes to mind. 
The drawn pictures are all made by me. Check out my Instagram for more of them: https://www.instagram.com/bibekaart/

Temporary mine

Bibeka

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