Name: Teen age Apocalypses by BigjohnShow
Duration: 3 min 16 s
Description: Teen age Apocalypses

The boxing match

Teen age Apocalypses

They didn't understand the legend of the undead, the history of the undead.

legend of the undead

Unspoken Words

I tremble at the words I let loose from my tongue
They land like stones heavy unstrung
Echoes linger in the air like ghosts unseen
A ripple in time where I’ve never been

Lost in a Universe

Cannot stop for a minute it seems
Poetry flows like a river in a stream
Try so hard to not to think but the words just come out the way it seems.
I try so hard I hope to death sometimes I write three or four at best.
I try to hide the way that I am.
To nobody can see how crazy I am.
They see the many times, they see me talking to myself when I'm sitting there just writing.
Do you ever sit and watch TV yes even then they fly out of me.
Even as the passionate kiss your body is a roll and something like this but then you're here the words start rolling
oh my God I can't I'm starting to lose control.
Pray every night for the words to stop.
And over they keep coming out.

Cannot stop for a minute it seems

**Verse 1**  
Fighting demons, I've been here too long.  
From two to twelve, we wore the scars,  
In the shadows, haunted by those stars.  
Counselors tried, but the words fell flat,  
Numbing the pain like a distant chat.  

**Chorus**  
The enemy's lurking, a lion in disguise,  
Prowling through memories with hungry eyes.  
But today, I rise, lifting my head,  
Healing is a journey; I won't be misled.  

**Verse 2**  
He came for us early, planted the seeds,  
Whispers of doubt, feeding on misdeeds.  
What was done yesterday can't be erased,  
But I won't let it steal my future; there is no time to waste it.  
Like a friend that stabs, time and again,  
I'm breaking these chains; I won't let it win.  

**Chorus**  
The enemy's lurking, a lion in disguise,  
Prowling through memories with hungry eyes.  
But today, I rise, lifting my head,  
Healing is a journey; I won't be misled.  

**Bridge**  
Be alert, stay strong, keep a sober mind,  
Gonna fight through the darkness, leave the past behind.  
Dreams won't be crushed; they're waiting for me,  
With faith in my heart, I'll finally be free.  

**Chorus**  
The enemy's lurking, a lion in disguise,  
Prowling through memories with hungry eyes.  
But today, I rise, lifting my head,  
Healing is a journey; I won't be misled.  

**Outro**  
So here I stand, with truth as my guide,  
No more shadows; I'll walk with pride.  
The past is a chapter, but it's not my story,  
I'll embrace the future and find my glory.  

1 Peter 5:8

**Verse 1**  
I've been focusing on the moments of my life,  
That leave me in darkness, cut like a knife.  
Even though the tormented dreams have come to rest,  
The tears keep flowing; this pain won't let me forget.  

**Pre-Chorus**  
I don't understand how to get rid of the ache,  
But I forgive everyone, for my own sake.  
I know they're ready to hurt me, I can see it clear,  
Yet I look back at the tears, knowing they’re always near.  

**Chorus**  
I found a way to throw them back at the devil,  
I won’t let him ruin my life, I’m rising on this level.  
I hope my scream is loud, let it echo through the night,  
The devil hears my roar, I’m ready for a fight.  

**Verse 2**  
I see the shadows creeping, but I refuse to fall,  
With every step I take, I leave behind it all.  
Together we can stand, share the weight of our past,  
Help me out, I’ll help you write it, let’s make this moment last.  

**Pre-Chorus**  
I know they're ready to hurt me, but still, I rise,  
With the strength of my story, I can reach the skies.  
The tears may always linger, but I’ve found my way,  
I’ll stand up tall and proud, I’m not led astray.  

**Chorus**  
I found a way to throw them back at the devil,  
I won’t let him ruin my life, I’m rising on this level.  
I hope my scream is loud, let it echo through the night,  
The devil hears my roar, I’m ready for a fight.  

**Bridge**  
Let’s throw it back at the devil, let the world hear,  
Our voices in unison, together we’ll persevere.  
You have a past, I have mine, let’s rewrite the lines,  
In this song of our lives, our hearts will entwine.  

**Chorus**  
I found a way to throw them back at the devil,  
I won’t let him ruin my life, I’m rising on this level.  
I hope my scream is loud, let it echo through the night,  
The devil hears my roar, I’m ready for a fight.  

**Outro**  
So speak your truth out loud, let the echoes resound,  
In this shared journey, our strength will be found.  
Together we’ll rise, with our voices so bold,  
Throw it back at the devil—now watch our story unfold.  

Devil Hear My Roar

**Verse 1:**  
Walking down this road of life,  
Faces pass, some filled with strife,  
And when I see a fearsome gaze,  
I remind myself, "He’s here, always."  
For in the shadows, He’s the light,  
A comforting presence, shining bright.  

**Chorus:**  
Jesus is the face of us,  
In every moment, in every trust,  
His embrace, a warm reminder,  
God's love, a gentle binder.  
When I feel lost, when I feel alone,  
I look to Him, the love I’ve known.  

**Verse 2:**  
Raised by a mother with a caring heart,  
Through the tough times, we’d never part.  
In flames, our home was lost in time,  
Yet in the ashes, love still climbs.  
A garden rake, a painful mark,  
But even then, He lit the dark.  

**Chorus:**  
Jesus is the face of us,  
In every moment, in every trust,  
His embrace, a warm reminder,  
God's love, a gentle binder.  
When I feel lost, when I feel alone,  
I look to Him, the love I’ve known.  

**Bridge:**  
Through trials and tears, I stand my ground,  
In every heart, His love is found.  
From the struggles that I’ve faced,  
To the joy of His sweet grace.  
A tapestry woven with faith and hope,  
In every challenge, He helps me cope.  

**Chorus:**  
Jesus is the face of us,  
In every moment, in every trust,  
His embrace, a warm reminder,  
God's love, a gentle binder.  
When I feel lost, when I feel alone,  
I look to Him, the love I’ve known.  

**Outro:**  
So when you see a face that’s rough,  
Remember, love is always enough.  
In every heart, in every plan,  
Jesus is with you, just take His hand.  
His face shines through in all we do,  
With every step, He walks with you.  

Jesus is the Face of Us

**Verse 1**  
Have you ever been there, feeling low,  
Thought to yourself, "Here we go again"?  
Another rise, another fall,  
On this ride, the pressure calls.  
Stomach tight, I'm feeling crushed,  
Bills piling up, it’s too much.  
Worries swirl like a heavy cloud,  
Searching for peace but it’s hard to be proud.  

**Chorus**  
Roller coaster life, we’re screaming inside,  
Holding on tight through the turbulent ride.  
Where's the escape from this endless climb?  
Just wanting a break, a moment in time.  
Bills, bills, work, work, where’s the rest?  
Chasing the more, it’s a never-ending quest.  

**Verse 2**  
Fighting for things that seem so big,  
But look around, we’re missing the gig.  
Our veterans sit by the side of the road,  
Heroes forgotten, carrying a heavy load.  
Mental health's a struggle, so real,  
But they offer a pill, it’s a temporary deal.  
Healing’s so deep, it takes more than a dose,  
Thank you, Jesus, for showing us hope.  

**Chorus**  
Roller coaster life, we’re screaming inside,  
Holding on tight through the turbulent ride.  
Where's the escape from this endless climb?  
Just wanting a break, a moment in time.  
Bills, bills, work, work, where’s the rest?  
Chasing the more, it’s a never-ending quest.  

**Bridge**  
Let’s find the light in the darkest night,  
Look past the chaos, embrace what’s right.  
Together we rise, together we feel,  
In a world of struggle, love is the real deal.  

**Chorus**  
Roller coaster life, we’re screaming inside,  
Holding on tight through the turbulent ride.  
Where's the escape from this endless climb?  
Just wanting a break, a moment in time.  
Bills, bills, work, work, where’s the rest?  
Chasing the more, it’s a never-ending quest.  

**Outro**  
So let’s take a breath, see what’s in front,  
Cherish the moments, stop the constant hunt.  
Together we heal, together we stand,  
Finding our strength, holding love’s hand.

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**Verse 1**  
What does it mean to be strong?  
I’ve wondered this for so long,  
In my youth, I thought it was the fight,  
With hands and words, I’d stand and write.  
But the battles only led to pain,  
In the dust, I felt the strain.

**Chorus**  
So I ask myself again,  
What does it mean to be strong?  
It’s a journey, not a win,  
A path where I belong.  
Facing fears and letting go,  
Finding strength in what I know.  
It’s not just fighting for a cause,  
It’s accepting life, its flaws.

**Verse 2**  
As the years continue to unfold,  
Stories of bravery, new and old.  
To carry burdens both mine and yours,  
Walking gently through open doors.  
But to silence my heart, that’s not the way,  
Real strength comes in what I say.

**Chorus**  
So I ask myself again,  
What does it mean to be strong?  
It’s a journey, not a win,  
A path where I belong.  
Facing fears and letting go,  
Finding strength in what I know.  
It’s not just fighting for a cause,  
It’s accepting life, its flaws.

**Bridge**  
Embrace the light, embrace the dark,  
Every tear, each little spark.  
All my flaws, all my scars,  
They’re the markers of who we are.  
With every heartbeat, I learn to see,  
Strength is found in simply being me.

**Chorus**  
So I ask myself again,  
What does it mean to be strong?  
It’s a journey, not a win,  
A path where I belong.  
Facing fears and letting go,  
Finding strength in what I know.  
It’s not just fighting for a cause,  
It’s accepting life, its flaws.

**Outro**  
So now I stand, and I can say,  
Strength is love in its own way.  
In acceptance, I find my grace,  
With open arms, I embrace this place.  
I am strong, and I am free,  
In my truth, I find the key.

Teen age Apocalypses

BigjohnShow

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