Not Officially Cleared.

The original trompe l'oeil Intro.
Beautiful song Me Lovegravity and Saint worked on.
Original Demo dates back to May 2024 I believe.

MERCEDES. 2005

Lyrics⬇️

its not a coincidence that i ruin everything in life
maybe if i just applied myself then they would think I tried 

i cant get myself to try if i dont think i have anything i should live for
why dont i just do more
cuz i spent way too many cold nights on the floorboards
i wish i could restore
i wish i could feel more

but i been stuck like this for longer than you know 
i dont feel like anybody even thinks that i could grow
cuz its been like this forever i dont see a place to go
i dont think that its been better but i swear that i can hope
i wish that you saw my life through my eyes and then you’d know 
that every single night since you been gone i felt broke
& i dont even tell you why i love myself, i dont
cuz i dont even tell you that i trust myself, i dont

i check my phone
its jus like a 100 messages to come home
i dont wanna do that anytime id rather be alone
 i been chillin on my own
im still happy what i chose

back then i swear i would do the most
and nowdays im not even close but you still think ill overdose

and it dont matter what i say if you dont think ill ever know
just how you really feel every time i touch the stove

all my cells have been straight burned from all the stuff inside my body
clearly i been stuck on every oerson who ever turned on me

please dont stab my back
i would rather do anything just to hear ur laugh
again 
i would do everything i never did up inside my head
i was stuck up in my bed everytime you time you said im next up
i dont wanna hear u tell me that im just the best of 3
bet those 2 other people had everything over me

best of 3 (mackk)

prod dash 

sample from whiplash
lyrics ⬇️
theres not a future thought in my head oh well
well i could tell you what i want next 
but you would yell
yell at me for my best
for secrets that i had kept
then wonder why i aint slept
oh well
think this is something i cant repeat
keep stoopin low
you gonna find me out in a ditch
i dont want you to know
i dont think i dont think i can be seen like this
id rather you go tell everyone im just in an abyss
stuck out in the snow
way too cold so i couldnt flinch oo

think my lil brodie jus hit em a clip
360 y y hit on yo miss
and he doin damage so that you cant stitch
all of the stuff that you wish he aint did
act like my wifi aint runnin so i could just possibly find me some rest
act like this wachu been wantin
honestly please come be my guest

white paint on my whip
all of my vices green
i dont want you to trip
but i dont wanna you to cling
like what do u mean

well its pretty easy if you would just listen just for a minute 
i could tell u how i really have been 
like walkin to finland
thats how the distance feels between us when you get tempted
if i had wishlist you wont get it
ill throw that lil promise over the hedge

hits like a comet covered in ship
if we woulda saw it it would be sick
hints like a comment you wont forget
but we had a problem thats what we missed
covered in star dust under the mist
woulda been harder not to be hit

barley had started when you had dipped
hate you departed think we had skipped
my head been clouded hate to admit
i hope these feelings diminish they cant replenish
you act like a skit but this now a show
like where did u go
if i had a blick then i woulda blown
like you didnt know

and i cant explain how im feelin alone
every night i feel like theres not a phone
no where to reach
nowhere to be
part of me feel like im left out to bleed

finland (dash)

Lyrics:

kiddamo:
Calling my phone like I'ma pick it up
Drunk inside the party and girl I'm throwing up
All this money on me and it still ain’t enough
Fake it till you make it can you catch my bluff?
Living everyday with a broken heart
I'ma different man when I'm in my car
Gobble up the pussy like a pop tart
Better not miss or you’ll see the stars
Dangerous, dangerous
Fuck around with me and it get dangerous
Dangerous, dangerous
They don’t even know what i’m saying
Everybody wanna be famous
Yeah I'm hoping that they put me on a playlist
Dangerous, dangerous, dangerous, dangerous

MisFiiT:
Put us on a playlist about time
I was feelin dead now I'm feelin alright
I got many options it’s a rougelike
sad music or fuck shit

You hate that we up cry me a river
Ring ring ring I got no answer
You're a toxic ass bitch you remind me of cancer
But I still can’t get you out of my mind

*Instrumental Break*

Liru.:
I'm a player but don't play me it get dangerous
Shawty wanna stick around wanna get fame with us
Too tired for this shit but I'm staying up
Laid back in the benz or a bentley truck

That girl kept on calling my phone so I bought a new one
I got way too high damn I almost done went to pluto
My brother thought he wont make I told him you wrong
Fuck saving up im gon grind my way to a two toned

kiddamo:
Calling my phone like I'ma pick it up
Drunk inside the party and girl I'm throwing up
All this money on me and it still ain’t enough
Fake it till you make it can you catch my bluff?
Living everyday with a broken heart
I'ma different man when I'm in my car
Gobble up the pussy like a pop tart
Better not miss or you’ll see the stars
Dangerous, dangerous
Fuck around with me and it get dangerous
Dangerous, dangerous
They don’t even know what i’m saying
Everybody wanna be famous
Yeah I'm hoping that they put me on a playlist
Dangerous, dangerous, dangerous, dangerous

Dangerous (prod. djoeybeats)

lyrics

fall in love with me again
wait in my coat while i smoke cigarettes
and plan to watch the sunrise, but fall asleep instead
i want to hold you like i used to
i want to tell you that i love you
we killed the tree and ripped the roots

and for now im no one
for now im no one
for now im no one
for now im no one
now im no one
now im no one
(x2)

i miss those nights 
cuddled up during the winter we're soul tied
my brains succumb to the wither on both sides
like fuck tryna forget her
cuz now im packing my bags
im building the bags under my eyelids
and you're too attatched
and im way too sad for it to be august
and yesterday holds memories that im losing
i dont remember much nowadays
i dont remember much nowadays

fall in love with me again
wait in my coat while i smoke cigarettes
and plan to watch the sunrise, but fall asleep instead
i want to hold you like i used to
i want to tell you that i love you
we killed the tree and ripped the roots

and for now im no one
for now im no one
for now im no one
for now im no one
now im no one
now im no one
(x2)

for now, im no one (p. muzcean)

lyrics ⬇️

when you call me
i wont pick it up
you should know this
yea you shoukd know this
and im not sorry
you shoulda noticed
i was there for you yea i swear i was closest

look how the flow switch
i know that they gon love it
thought everything was picture perfect until
you had broke it
you broke it
now i can’t even focus
not inside of my room or when im at work but im hoping

wonder when ill get outta my head out my headspace
im locked inside my skin when i scream they dont hear me
so whats the reason i should be here clearly
i shouldn’t
i know its not alright but ima keep it keep it pushing
and i dont wanna lie but i been doing what I shouldn’t 

they dont wanna see me happy but im chillin here im grinnin
i dont wanna see you they think that im crappy im a villain
maybe that is true
but i refuse to see that vision 
i dont wanna lose my hope if i dont have to

i got bad news
you wont see me no more ima be way past you

should i (hostile)

PROD  Leonidas @user-448895134
lyrics

Ive been feelin hella dope
In my own space u gon need a telescope
Blospar bible listen what this fella wrote
Whipping out the google docs and this boy finna float
My mind is a castle cast the drawbridge cross the moat
Flowing just like butter, shit too fire burn the toast
Bitch i am goat i aint really tryna boast
But i pop out anytime and im still doing the most
ill be rapping as ghost

On any beat i rock unique aint no other option
Every fuckin week yk this mother fucker dropping
Aint no plans of stopping until im chart topping
Jk even at my peak im still fine with flopping

This shit is hobby with a pinch of a dream
Thrift store shopping for some truey jeans
Baby  i got passion in my blood to my genes
Smoke another blunt, lay the plan and we gon scheme

East coast where the sea stay cold
every memory worth more than the gold
Married to the grind with the motive to hold
I might face failure but yk i never fold

Halifax clouds, where the dreams don't sleep
Only smokin loud, but the soul run deep
I got a Bowl here to pack, while focused on racks
Ain’t no map for the path, but I’m coolin with that
On my own shit making history i aint focused on math
Take a picture of me that's a historic photograph

Like baby whatchu need now
Just Got me a pen n im smokin hella weed now
How im feeling how im feelin great
The grind puts u ahead but theres guarantee to win the race
Match my pace, but honestly if u aint got the passion then ur time might be a waste
Man How i spit this, shining watch disgusting put it on a sick wrist
Grade 10 did a a kickflip, and that shit was legitness

legitness [prod. Leonidas]

lyrics ⬇️ 

its been a lot to bottle up what ive become
ive came to terms with what id done a year ago
but i forgot how we had met and how it crashed and how it burned
you said it would all be worth it in the end maybe wed learn

what i wanted ended faster than i hoped for
its been exhausting my whole memory straight folklore
yea i see dreams along my hall
its been weeks since we last called
maybe i should write it off
i would rather lay than talk

i take anger out on everybody that dont deserve it
but when its wearing off i promise you ill feel like a burden
so when im hurting really bad ill make sure they know im alright 
i did everything i could with what i had i tried fight

but it aint go to plan whenever other thoughts arrived
it made me realize how i wasted all my time

In 2019 i was lost and then i packed my bags im gone
you can’t remind me how i felt unless you slash me with sword
hold tight yea hold tight yea hold tight to me tonight
i have an awful feeling this will be the last time i cry

so if it is please don’t remind me i wont be there tomorrow 
and i regretted when you caught my only shot my only arrow

its only fair tho
i was at my lowest point and i was acting like a scarecrow 
i dont care no

act like you know me like you know how it goes
on the daily
just a microdose 
i think im coming close
please save me


you hate me, i know I been wrong 
im sorry im sorry
full sprint i been on the wrong road
ill hurry ill hurry
hardly what you know you deserve
i wish i had all of that
car crash it hit the curb 
it could be worse-that family okay




yea, way way too quick its a blur
i can’t conjugate i slur
i told my parents im at work- work
think i need a clerk- clerk
before its gets way worse
cuz i can foresee what im talkin bout im jus waitin my turn

my stomach burns -burns
i flip and turn -turn
in my sheets
i cant sleep

hold tight (under the maple tree)

dream w/ halfhearted (Michael Harrison)

SubaruDream (jaechii)

lyrics//

most ppl don’t know the reason
you left that night

i’ll eat a mouthful of words
you wont hear me right

each time i try 
its for my family line
hope that when i die
that youre there waiting on the other side


when you left i never felt the same
when i go out now i hide my face

youre taking years off my life, im bleeding red
you saw right thru my lies and went to bed

im sorry about it
still mad about it now
one day youll find that, in more ways you let me down

SubaruDream (jaechii)

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