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Lyrics:

Waiting alone for a long time
Why was I thinking the good times end
I got a few feet taller
You look at me and say my name
Say my name, can you say my name
Say my name, can you say it?

Spending the summer outside
Why was I thinking that this would end
I got a few feet farther
You look at me and I think of this
Think of this, yeah I think of this,
Think of this, yeah I think of 

There’s no distraction from what I want
There’s not a reason for barking dogs
There’s not a thing that you could say 
There’s not a thing that you could say 

There’s no distraction from what I want
There’s not a reason for barking dogs
There’s not a thing that you could say

no reason

~ about beginning ~

written by: Monto & Bryce Bishop
produced by: Bryce Bishop & Monto
mixed by: Bryce Bishop
mastered by: Ty Lorenzo
artwork by: @ve9etable0831 on twitter

DREAMS w/ Monto

produced by elroy

spotify + apple music https://fanlink.to/IVY1

prod notamachine, joe leytrick on guitar 🎸🎸
vocals & micro edits by button


lyrics:

fuck,
think i’m noticing something’s..
wrong..

does it even matter what i say anymore?
(it doesn’t even matter what i say anymore)

fuck!
think i’m noticing something’s up
(i’m done)
ya i know that i fucked up
yaAaAaAaAa

does it justify what i’ve done?
i threw you out the window in the heat of the argument
is it really okay, does it justify what i’ve done?
i threw you out the window because i just felt like it 

don’t complain to me when it’s plain to see you’re getting caught up, baby

i know it’s wrong

WRATH (produced by notamachine + joe leytrick)

all @dylazy except for some art help from @reksi420 :3

Can you just swim in water
If you can't swim I'll hold you
but if you don't go to the deep end
I'll never grow up

My madrigal
you're fucking tired of me again
My madrigal
I hope you want me by the end

Hearing 8 different opinions is confusing to me
and I'm supposed to pick up the guns and make them see what I want to
It's hard
and it's a journey that honestly feels like
its way too far from me

never go run it back
feel the ice on my back
cause i want u to be here
right in my arms
right in my arms
right in my

you say you want me that's a lie though
im always calling what a psycho
I wanna feel wanted
but ig im not ur favourite sidekick

Tell me when the time is
Clock goes tick tock
but not for my shit

You're never free
is it that I make to many jokes about the fact that I'm into pee..

(and im not feeling focused)
ADH generation obsessed with sex and accusations

My madrigal
you're fucking tried of me again
My madrigal
I hope you want me by the end

Madrigal

Make Me Cry

Partywithyourfriends

Mercury

streaming elroy.70angels.com/crybaby

produced by elroy, chris marek, scro, rj pasin, jacob geoffrey & ty lorenzo

Crybaby

produced by elroy and carson thatcher

spotify + apple music https://streamlink.to/BONES

BONES

(@prodnomu)

luv u guys thank u for waiting again <3 here is a song i wanted to drop on my bday

the sample is "still feel it all" by maro

//
my friends call me dumb
so I start to believe it
say it's a joke
but I know that they mean it
I know
theysay I'm never there
that I should spend more time with them
that's a funny idea

Cuz my friends are at home
And lately ive felt so depressed and alone 
Im back where i started like 3 years ago

and i constantly fail to show all my affection
and all of this shit builds up all of this tension
I wish I could give her the things she deserves
but keep fucking up I'm not learning my lesson
I'm dumb
I'm no fun
I have so many things in my life that are keeping me up
I fuck up anyways
it's almost as if I just throw it away

and my girl’s the best
she wakes up my phone with a good morning text
and makes sure to buy me my favorite gifts
and tells me goodnight after blowing a kiss
Yea i kno
But shes 3000 miles away
Telling me everything is okay
Always fuck up so im taking the blame

A little bit smarter, A little more strong 
A little bit better at accepting my flaws
A little bit faster when i answer your calls
A little more effort when im writing these songs

chorus

a few months ago I was living so well
peaking my mental and physical health
now I'm here
in the back with a face full of tears
in need of help but there's nobody near

**
But its fine
Cuz Ill take it one step at a time
Its okay if i cry
So i’ll keep it together
Cuz one day i know that this sht will get better 
**

Mercury

GOM