How I have been feeling in musical form, sorry for being dramatic.

For You (Pt 1)

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Pessimist (Envyother)

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consequence w/ snoa prod 444jet

@niteclef

I can’t feel nun had to bite my tongue
Taught me the hard way didn’t learn nun
Tried to go blind looking straight at the sun
Tell me the pain when it didn’t mean nun
Worms in my head gas in my lungs
Everytime i look I just feel numb
Everytime I hear I just feel numb
I just feel numb

I got blood in my mouth
Bleeding out
I don’t know what it’s about
Leave me out

bite my tongue prod. niteclef

MV -> [ https://youtu.be/CF0r7lSB4Wo ]

lyrics;

empty words take up the air
break pieces off my damaged hair
don't drag it out, tell me the truth
i really hate when things are loose
i ripped out my last baby tooth
but i still cant escape my youth
so don't go looking, when i drown
keep on searching i will never be found
the air feels heavy & my breath turns cold
so i keep a secret i was never meant to hold
my time here is borrowed somethings creeping up the door
can u follow my footprints before they're washed away by the shore?
all my nights still end the same
i'm the only one to blame
so please don't wait for me to change
cause we don't have to feel the same
(cause we don't have to feel the-
wake up, wake up, wake up)
bend me backwards cause u know i'll fold
theres a hidden truth if u ignore the bold
the air feels heavy and my breath turns cold
so i keep a secret i was never meant to hold

For You (Pt 1)

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