Graduation

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Searching prod by Matthew May

Dark Matters

I keep lil Nina, beside my bed because I need her
She keep me feeling, inside a world that’s turned to evil
My thoughts are evil, I turned to pain to keep it regal
That numb my feeling, that turn to blood that drips again
Ah sharpen up my blade and with care I carry on
And patiently I wait until I’m sitting all alone
Emotions and when physical reignite, my tears my pain
And my mind goes deeper into what they call depression
Our children are holding, a pain like no other
Satanic agendas have taunted my loved ones
Everyone's mistooken, and mentals are shooken 
Outbreaks continue to change what is normal
I’ll keep on going, these pathways get darker
Decisions we make will not fade, but will alter
Our future, keep on going these prayers keep 
Flowing, await for the moment to carry you home

Dark matters, life matters, all matters
I go after, matter fact I thrive beyond matters
My mind scatters, trying to figure out my pastor
My mind faster, the thrill as Nina carves the flesh   
My life’s a mess, it’s part of mental health, I try to be
Good at the heart but my mental keeps escaping me but 
Dark matters, life matters, all matters
Stressing with my sanity because my soul matters
   
Competing with those others just to prove my self-worth 
Lil Nina keeps me busy cause I dread my self-worth
I sit back and observe someone better than me
Then I go back and spit on those weak then I’m free
It’s that power, that swagger, it's all that I need
Then I make those feel stupid, those powerless beings
And my heart then is broken for thinking like these
Little quams was the answer, I fall to my knees with
More tears and there’s Nina to care for my needs
She’s shiny, and sharpened, consistently brings 
Such a level discomfort and comfort at ease
As I reach for my blade, and I roll up my sleeve
My mind stays tormented, this time wasn’t the same
There was a voice as it called out my name 
It was Jesus, I heard it so clear and 
He said that I love you 
Nina had fallen and darkness fled too

Dark matters, life matters, all matters
I go after, matter fact I thrive beyond matters
My mind scatters, trying to figure out my pastor
My mind faster, the thrill as Nina carves the flesh   
My life’s a mess, it’s part of mental health, I try to be
Good at the heart but my mental keeps escaping me but 
Dark matters, life matters, all matters
Stressing with my sanity because my soul matters

But He will heal you, He will heal you
He will heal you, He will heal you 

Dark matters, life matters, all matters
I go after, matter fact I thrive beyond matters
My mind scatters, trying to figure out my pastor
My mind faster, the thrill when Nina carves the flesh   
My life’s a mess, it’s part of mental health, I try to be
Good at the heart but my mental keeps escaping me 
But dark matters, life matters, all matters
Stressing with my sanity I know my soul matters

DARK MATTERS

Recover ( Prod. Amxr )

Lyrics

I wanna say how bad I love you
You the view I want to be closed too
It’s nobody else I could choose
they don’t have the feet for,they can’t fit in the shoes

I like when you say I’m the best
Nobody can come to you and take my place
If Somebody try you ain’t got no space 
I need this type of love to feel safe

You and I we kinda like Gemini
If they go against you then I’m by your side
I can give you all the thing you can’t provide
But I have to keep my eyes on the blindside

You’ve got my heart with no clothes on 
Such thing in the hands is a million
Don’t be tempt to sell it on Amazon
It’s a sacrifice for me to let you in my zone

My lips spreading on you like Gasoline
You always need a new skin after this
You want me to yours so make me dream
If that’s only a dream then you’re going to loose me 

Talk me like like I’m your angel 
I’ll never give a world to the devil
Promise to never see as a rival
I will never hurt I put it on the bible

Waiting for you on the bed undressed
Everytime I’m in your arm I feel unstressed
They hate they don’t have no date 
When I’m in the room I can only see your face

You and I we kinda like Gemini
If they go against you then I’m by your side
I can give you all the thing you can’t provide
But I have to keep my eyes on the blindside

I know damn well I have to feel less
Boundaries in my mind to never expressed
Days after Days I’m getting back to myself
All the love that I felt was misplaced 

You won’t have me for the eternity
Might have this illusion but come back on your feet
When I’m gone I ain’t turn none of my body
And will be to late for you to catch me

You and I we kinda like Gemini
If they go against you then I’m by your side
I can give you all the thing you can’t provide
But I have to keep my eyes on the blindside

GEMINI by BIGGOLDDANY Prod.Vescape

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Lyrics by @ursinae
Track produced and provided courtesy of Kenju. x SoloQBeats
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