PERFECT FANTASY

prod @crcl

No way
Working 40 off a day shifts
No shame
Pushing 80 in my own shit

No fame
Boy it ain’t the motivation
Tell me that I ain’t shit
Induce a revelation

Ima aim
Ferda flame
Ima chase it

Ain’t no shame
For the blame
That it came with

Fuck a party
Ima lurk
Ima paint shit

On a track
Had to dash
If it ain’t this

40 in my hand
With the gang
We deface it

Dirty in the pound
Wearing black
Cuz the paint thick

Dirty in the mound
Not a the frown
When we face it

Dirty in the ground
With a crown
I ain’t basic

Down with a ship
Down with a bitch
Drowning

I found innocence
Round bit sin
Naughty

Divine imminent
Thrive in min
Stories

Divine in the sin
Die with a grin
Sorry

If it ain’t this
Hope you tryna live a bit
Living and existing ain’t the same, don’t you get it twist

Giving and forgiving keep you sane
Outa the abyss

Kindness to each other
Hit the bank, issa dividend

Yuh

Get your funds up
Watchu want son
Show some kindness to your devil
And the angels won’t run

Watchu find until you settle
Be the real tough love
Till the flower showing petals
And full moon sun

Revelations

MUSIC VIDEO

$LOTHBOI - Revelations [Music Video ↓]

Year of the Hermit - ALBUM APRIL

Recorded/Mixed/Mastered by Raze

Lately V9 - Master Guitar Mix Balance

LATELY

Every minute that we waste away
It is a life beneath us
The moment we couldn't lose
I've been waiting for the times we had,
While I'm reminiscing
Don't tear my heart apart

The sooner we only love and hesitate
Retaking the fall to know the full embrace
Running to save me with the novocaine
I can't stay (yeah)

One of us still need your Touch,
I'd be lost Alone
Embers of the roaring sun
Beautiful divine
Long night of real rage
You ran and I stayed for nothing
Can we leave scars alone

Atleast the worst has all died down
Exhausted from my dread
Hoping I can swim
But I might drown
The worst is yet to come

But I don't wanna seal my fate no
Evil tried to take my faith away
I need to be saved by grace, i've been so lost without you
Can't do this on my own
Who do you think you are?
(you'll never win)
Trying to kill my heart 

The sooner we only love and hesitate
Retaking the fall to know the full embrace
Running to save me with the novocaine
I can't stay (yeah)

One of us still need your Touch,
I'd be lost Alone
Embers of the roaring sun
Beautiful divine
Long night of real rage
You ran and I stayed for nothing
Can we leave scars alone

Novocaine ft. Luke Mara (prod. KRSTW)

COUNT THAT (IG: @zoomthrax)

love is conditional when its from you

featuring @heartbreakp
produced by lil chick

[lyrics]
Love is conditional when it’s from you 
I must have missed it you saying you changed 
You playing the victim because you have to
Only point of view you wanna bring is true pain 
That’s a damn shame 
I thought you would help 
Turns out I was wrong and so I left you to yourself 
When the plans changed 
You put me through hell 
Now I can take the blame cause you can’t put it on yourself

Said Hate is conditional when it’s been Been deserved And love turns to fiction when every bridge gets burned 
Pain is medicinal every scar I’ve earned 
I’ll be the criminal if it’s on my terms 
But you know me better
I know that nothings forever 
These days I’m stuck in my head like I been changing the weather
See emotions cut off and severed
I don’t wanna change for whoever
Bring it back I need to recenter
Sometimes I won’t lie

I’m sick of fighting so I quit 
I took the drugs I gave you back so I can trip
Pain inside I smile I can’t let you know I slipped
I can’t give the satisfaction poison dripping from my lips 
Conversation left me damaged after all the trust I give 
Maybe it’s been a while 
I’m good with my only child 
My son here my love i’m happy watching him he runs around 
Learn to keep the family close, not my family you bugging out 
You became my only home, can’t be here if you not around


Love is conditional when it’s from you 
I must have missed it you saying you changed 
You play the victim because you have to 
Only point of view you wanna bring is true pain 
That’s a damn shame 
I thought you would help 
Turns out I was wrong and so I left you to yourself 
When the plans changed 
You put me through hell 
Now I can take the blame cause you can’t put it on yourself

Said Hate is conditional when it’s been Been deserved And love turns to fiction when every bridge gets burned 
Pain is medicinal every scar I’ve earned 
I’ll be the criminal if it’s on my terms

unconditional

stream

unconditional (ft. heartbreakP)

MIA (prod. Luke Mara)

Produced By. MoreCalcium
Artwork By. Sick Again
Engineered By. Baby Gos

Like to feel bad cause at least that’s something
I been doing good baby I ain’t been cutting
How the fuck you been?
We ain’t talked in months and
I just been missing you loving and laughing

Tell me how you’re feeling, I think you’re feeling the same way
told her i’m the villain but i’m finna make that all change
lately i feel withered ion wanna go the same pace
so how are you feeling cuz i gotta feel the same way

Pick apart my brain
let me know if i’m insane
I can’t read between the lines
If I die, then I die
Kill me, make me fly
Oh my god I wonder why
I can’t read between the lines
If I die, then I die

Feel afixiated i can’t see straight
lost in medication feeling irate
take so many pills just to feel faith
thinking of my death, man it feels great

I lost sleep last night cause I can’t face the nightmares in my brain
As i lose my sanity I hope that you can find peace in my pain

Pick apart my brain
let me know if i’m insane
I can’t read between the lines
If I die, then I die
Kill me, make me fly
Oh my god I wonder why
I can’t read between the lines
If I die, then I die

Music Video

WITHERED

REAL (Prod. Thugstage Beats)

.357 (rough)

I wrote this during my last heartbreak 😌
#rock #fallinginlove #ihateyoubitch #thanksforthematerialtho #alternativerock #independent

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