×÷mas @home

prod me

im scared
i feel odd
you doing some shit thats got me pissed off
but you'll never be like us

im sick, under the weather
ive been waiting for this shit to get better

and ironically, when you're mad at me
i fantasize about what we cld be

***
at that altitude with the attitude
seated in first class bought a glass with you

*i'll have the finest wine offered.
no you fucking wont
***

ok, i wont.

i'll flaunt it: im down bad
posted on ur story, i cant even get a text back
these riches: nonexistent
skinny dipping in the pool with no distance

i've disappointed myself
i wish i could ask for help
but everytime i see your name i

fuck everything around me i dont care
i wish i wasnt here
i wish i wasnt
i wish i wasnt
(1, 2, 3, 4)

i'll flaunt it: im down bad
posted on ur story, i cant even get a text back
these riches: nonexistent
skinny dipping in the pool with no distance

aa a aa a aa a Aa
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aaAaAAaa aaAaAAAa
aaAaAAaa aaAaAAAa

i'll flaunt it: im down bad
posted on ur story, i cant even get a text back
these riches: nonexistent
skinny dipping in the pool with no distance

i'll flaunt it: im down bad
posted on ur story, i cant even get a text back
these riches: nonexistent
skinny dipping in the pool with no distance

down bad ^/#/^

Christ Dillinger lyrics:

Girl you broke my heart I hope you never forget me
Trieda give you the whole world but you didn’t let me
The aura of your love was there to guard and protect me
Now the aura of your love just continues to neglect me

Hard to keep my head on straight bitch you got me stressing

The thought 
of your face 
is vexing

No fuckin cap
You took me for granted 
and I can’t stand 
the thought of that

I hope when I blow up you’ll start to feel yourself falling back

Focused on myself
The thought of you never crosses me
I was down bad
A part of you was just lost in me
I Put my heart on the line and it came at a cost to me 
You were never real
I realized it’s not a loss to me

Our room
I start fucking up the place right now
Dark room
See the Tears down your face right now
We just Pacing back and forth
It’s like a race right now
You were racing in my head you’ve been erased right now
No going back Bitch 
I’m done with you
After all the pain you caused
I can’t forgive you
Don’t come back asking
Cuz I don’t have a fuck to give you
Broke off all the chains
I’m done, I’m not fucking with you
No more

You are nothing but a closed door


And I don’t think you wanna stay 
I feel sick everyday 
The way my heart breaks 
I don’t think you wanna stay

Over You feat. Teenage Disaster (prod. Wendigo)

Christmas Jazz - Winter Wonderland

Christmas Jazz - Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas

paradise

Lofi Christmas

Panic At The Disco x Kyle - I Spy  Ft Lil Yachty

a lofi christmas tape for the holiday season

santa baby (lofi remix)

A Chill Ass Christmas

A Lost Claus

BURN WITH YOU (w/ MEspirit + TEENAGE DISASTER)

sub/xad 
@xadvoi



and when i talk you get too cocky
and ima take another road this ones too rocky
and when i start to fade away you get to talking
and when i try to say a thing you get to mocking
n im so sick of ur shit
u cannot make it ok
and i wna run away
but i keep seeing ur face 
a million things u could say
but we all makin mistakes but i think we'll be ok yea i think we'll b ok 

change my life i dont wanna live like this
oh my god pretty bitches wanna bite this
no more time gonna waste my life
no more time gonna change my life
OMG thought these bitches wouldnt like me
now shit changed and they claiming that they love me
OH MY GOD you done changed my ways 
used to get so high till i see ur face.

and when i talk you get too cocky
and ima take another road this ones too rocky
and when i start to fade away you get to talking
and when i try to say a thing you get to mocking
X2

cocky w/ xadvoi

Tonight at midnight I'll have 3 years clean. Thought I would bring it in by reposting this old song I made with Plead The Filth when I first got out of rehab in 2018. This song is deff me doing my best Julian Casablancas impression lmao. Love yall. <3

Cover art by @tyler.lewisegoshen

A Lost Claus

Big OUNCE

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