2 much 2 die 4

Hyper Chronicles 14

HAPPY 51 FOLLOWERS🎉🎉🎉🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🧁🧁🍰🎂🎂🥳🎂🎂🎂🎂

songs that I listened too (when I started getting better)

(/_31/\/***

Fuck you
You don't know me like you used to
Aight I'm
Fed up with this bullshit

Gotta slow it down
(Woah)
Oh, you like me too?
I like you too
(I do!)

Oh my god
(Oh my, my god)
All you do is talk
All you do is talk

You can't stop
I'm looking at my watch
Looking at my watch

Come on, cry
You said everything was fine
Thought you weren't the type to lie
Touched your frozen skin like ice

I said I was ride or die
You said I'll be by your side
Something wasn't feeling right

If I could go back in time
Before we met on that night
Would i make everything right?

Or let it all fade away
Like the marks on your chest
Something left to hide

Fuck you
You don't know me like you used to
Aight i'm
Fed up with this bullshit

Gotta slow it down
(Woah)
Oh, you like me too?
I like you too
(I do!)

Oh my god
(Oh my, my god)
All you do is talk
All you do is talk

You can't stop
I'm looking at my watch
Looking at my watch

In the hospital
Fuck it, I've already been this sick before
Saliva sour and my body cold
Counting tiles all on the marble floors

And now they got me on the Valium
I'm looking forward to the emptiness
I've been drifting carefully, dazy
I won't stop betraying myself

Fuck you
You don't know me like you used to
Aight I'm
Fed up with this bullshit

Gotta slow it down
(Woah)
Oh you like me too?
I like you too
(I do!)

Oh my god
(Oh my, my god)
All you do is talk
All you do is talk

You can't stop
I'm looking at my watch
Looking at my watch

Everything's been getting crazy lately
(Stress too much 'bout things out of my control)
Have I been dreaming about you? Maybe
(Nightmares cloud my nights behind closed doors)

Everything's been getting crazy lately
Stress too much 'bout things out of my control
Have I been dreaming about you? Maybe
Nightmares cloud my nights behind closed doors

Wait, where you been lately?
I don't know, autopilot quick saving
I say fuck you pay me
I got coke in my nose like the eighties

She gon' fall in love while they hating
Fuck her good, hit me up and she waiting
Did so many drugs vision phasing
I've been burning through my nostrils laugh it off

Like nitrous oxide
Pass out heartbeat idle
I tried to sober up
Why can't I?

I'd cry but I can't
I've been feeling less
As every day passes me

I've been living passively
Fuck the pain
I know that i don't deserve to bleed

Wait, wait, wait
Can't even remember what you look like
Wait, wait, wait
Making out your name in the stars' lights

Break, break, break
Pulling at the seams now I'm skin-tight
Break, break, break
I've been losing weight I'm a low life

Fuck you
You don't know me like you used to
Aight I'm
Fed up with this bullshit

Gotta slow it down
(Woah)
Oh you like me too?
I like you too
(I do!)

Oh my god
(Oh my, my god)
All you do is talk
All you do is talk

You can't stop
I'm looking at my watch
Looking at my watch

Fuck you
You don't know me like you used to
Aight i'm
Fed up with this bullshit

Gotta slow it down
Oh you like me too?
I like you too

hate me

like you used to

i smoke dope, hotbox the foreign
don't worry 'bout you, you're not important
i was with your girl last week, she's really boring
3-0 on these pills, hat trick way i've been scoring took some zopiclone so don't you worry 'bout the snoring

alright, a parasite
i-i-i swear to god
this isn't just another night

because i don't feel so fine
i heard you think i took too much
i think you're right

feelings to the side
i don't wanna think
just give me a night

feeling suicide
everytime i bleed
i'm feeling alright

this is do or die
i don't want to speak
but i'll make things right

look into my eyes
i've been fucking up
and i'll tell you why

it's so funny, go to parties like a zombie
fuck the stage up, i go dummy
blow the speakers
i'm not sorry, couldn't care at all

i get faded man, i hate it
i was better, thought i made it
i am nothing, what a waste of life when i say
i don't care at all

and i hate that i've seen death
hate the feeling in my chest
everything is drowning me
so i've been holding in my breath

and if i'm coming up for air
who's gon' push me down again?
you can't save me, don't forget
i've already tried my best

it's so funny, go to parties like a zombie
fuck the stage up, i go dummy
blow the speakers
i'm not sorry, couldn't care at all

i get faded man, i hate it
i was better, thought i made it
i am nothing, what a waste of life when i say
i don't care at all

and i hate that i've seen death
hate the feeling in my chest
everything is drowning me
so i've been holding in my breath

and if i'm coming up for air
who's gon' push me down again?
you can't save me, don't forget
i've already tried my best

i smoke dope, hotbox the foreign
don't worry 'bout you, you're not important
i was with your girl last week, she's really boring
3-0 on these pills, hat trick way i've been scoring
took some zopiclone so don't you worry 'bout the snoring

alright, a parasite
i-i-i swear to god
this isn't just another night

because i don't feel so fine
i heard you think i took too much
i think you're right

feelings to the side
i don't wanna think
just give me a night

feeling suicide
everytime i bleed
i'm feeling alright

this is do or die
i don't want to speak
but i'll make things right

look into my eyes
i've been fucking up
and i'll tell you why

hat trick

SINCEUBEENGONE

Nettspend - Badass Kid BS

https://soundcloud.com/suwakonem
@snowballet
https://soundcloud.com/prettifun

Fries In Da Bag w suwako juggin Prod Egobreak X Prettifun

thank u for 1k <3

@domerrz
prod @kggn 

https://www.instagram.com/01domerz/
https://www.instagram.com/kuru/

in ur heart don't wanna break it
i'm always stuck taking lethal damage
and this situations fucked it made my head spin
if my heart is on the line i might just shut down
don't know much longer i can manage
so tell me how much less i really mean now 
don't you get sick looking at reflections
tell me how much of me do you see now
screaming at the mirror, do i haunt you?

all the scars u tore u never mended
i'm broken can u put me back again
don't leave me out here stranded, empty handed
i never wanna feel this shit again

i try so hard to watch my step
tryna to break my fall
try to catch my breath
felt my heart just melt
tell me what u felt
tell me do u hurt at all
do you feel regret for the things you said
or tell me do you blame me all for the things u said i never did
(it'll never be the same)

SPOTIFY

melt (kuru)

https://soundcloud.com/flandrebandxz
@prodfrustration

MV Link

Slidin Thru w flandrexo ~ Prod. RemiBandxz x Frustration

one take

first snowfall covers bodies on the battlefield
just another soldier to the country that you're fighting for
you had never meant anything to the federal
you had never meant anything to the whole world

isn't that the reason why you joined in the first place
thought that you would find yourself or maybe find a purpose
now you've lost the closest ones to you in the service
they're the only family you had now ur worthless again

lost every friend
watched them get ambushed by other humans
hard to tell if they're real
"how could anybody do this?"
you're the same person as them, are you stupid?

breathe
you should breathe a little bit 
re:
recollect your thoughts before you sip
from the canteen on your brothers hip
he doesn't need it now that hes limp
feed on the blood of the innocent
you think you're so fuckin different

do you remember the screams?
when they were beggin for medical
and all that you did was just fucking sit down make a wish to the gods you were back at home

no fucking responsibility
this was your fault in the end
you couldn't save any one of your squad cuz of you they all ended up dead

tell me was this all worth it
just to save yourself
did you know you'd be a burden
in the end you'll be rotting in hell
you couldn't be a servant
you couldn't even help
tell me was this all worth it
just to save urself

amongst all these corpses, i can no longer tell friend from foe

amongst all these corpses, i can no longer tell friend from foe (neverforever)

Trapstar Tao Pullt Up To Da SDM
https://soundcloud.com/trapstartao

* Bonus * Drunk Freestyle w/ trapstar Tao Prod Kl

do you know how long its supposed to snow for
i cant see anything more than twenty feet in front of me
and if we die in this snow storm
well i dont want to think about it
put your hand on my heart feel my heart beat
i dont know if its still there can you check for me
but i know who you are and youre lovely
i know who you are and youre lovely
ive been lost here for a long time
and the sun here doesnt come up after night
was a painful process when my heart turned into bronzite
and i feel it everyday but i wish that i didnt

go to sleep now she said
itll all be over in the morning
dont fear for the road ahead
for every hero has his journey

but im notahero and i just cant stand for this
im on the battle ground
metal gauntlets on my wrist
i pray before the battle
know im taking fathers from their kids
they bring the archers out
as arrows shower down
my dying thought is of you
i think ill die on this hill
with several arrows in my back
and a big bastard sword covered in blood
what the fuck
im sworn through chivalry but ill die not enough
i feel these trees spread their roots through my guts
i feel my heart turn back on by your love
i dig my sword inside the ground and stand back up
guess she wont have it any other way
so ill live to fight another day

a hero's journey (p. ryan kelly)

i got something on the way
pray for my brothers hope we all gon' be okay
ill come back but can you meet me halfway
she said dont go life could be great
im moving so slow off of this drink
but time slows when i see you
and you think i would leave you
why the hell would i leave you
why the hell would i

i aint feel it all the same way
and i feel like we aint speak in like a couple days
and we could be that couple that just drives away
im getting sick of this town
im getting sick of the frown that you make when i make another mistake yea
throw me down to the ground when my whole world is quaking
think im reviving my heart just to break it
just look me in my eyes when you resusitate it
give me cpr
pour out my heart
i hope that you like it
i hope that you like it
yea all these love songs been for you but these raps been for me
i smoke stinky im still wondering how i smell so clean
bootcut jeans im with my posse all my guys on me
top shelf hit like its designer, tastes like burberry

i got something on the way
pray for my brothers hope we all gon' be okay
ill come back but can you meet me halfway
she said dont go life could be great
im moving so slow off of this drink
but time slows when i see you
and you think i would leave you
why the hell would i leave you
why the hell would i

am i hurt i cant feel it
she scared imma do something stupid
baby i got a good thing going
you dont gotta worry
i know it makes you nervous when im home alone
and for that im sorry
she holds me
and rips those violent images out of my eyelids
i swear i sleep better when youre next to me
im nowhere
im nothing
my cold hands
are shaking
im a monster
in monsters clothing
but ill try to forget it
just like you told me to

life could be great (p. under the maple tree)

ft @sativa2swag prod @kggn

[emo]
molly got me stuck
said id quit the drugs but im testing my luck
testing your trust
roll up gas then i spark up
always in love, 
ur my favorite one
always obsessed
pink molly water got me spinning
dont care bout the point of existing
i just make music bitch im chilling
its all real things, were all living

grinding my teeth 
bitch im geeked
its all on me
i do what i please
theres no saving
ask me bout my fit dawg i got this bitch for free
shawty want me

rolling im rolling im rolling
imma feel like shit in the morning
fuck that shit its all fuckin worth it
nothing feels like this shit its perfect

used to tell myself i was worthless
used to think everything was hopeless
i forgot my subs now im dopesick
i dont have a home but im homesick

imma fly her out for a show bitch
3rd year cs bitch i know shit
u aint hear the meaning when i spoke it
all those pills got my brain broken

[sativa]
i been geeked up all day off the fuckin molly
known to smoke an eighth hell yeah if i got it on me
jaw stickin out sideways like a fuckin zombie
catch me in that glow in the dark bape dont rock no abercrombie
im wet and i hit way fuckin hard like a tsunami 
im the cut and im bumping that nett yeah that tommy
i got way too many bitches tryna touch my fuckin body
i got way to many issues on my mental yeah i got em
yeah my opps they aint gonna do shit they music bombing
if u try and push up on me pussy boy im gonna rob u
i used to pour a couple lines out of the fucking baby bottle
im with this bitch and yeah she bad i think shes should become a model
im with this bitch and yeah she bad i think she wanna go all the way
i might cop a pack and blow that bitch down all today
pink molly rock got me geekin i cant feel my face
pink molly rock god it melt away all my pain

pink molly water ft. sativa prod. kuru

lyrics

save me from this hole that im dug in
walls smother, open up the curtains
dont treat me, im unimportant
take me down to the garden
leaves dry, ambers in my veins
and time becomes so complicated
it makes me cry
id love just one more try

youre tryna build me up but
i love just breaking down
i live with my head in the clouds
i need you to pull me down when youre around
ill reveal the scars on my back
im so fucked up my heads gonna explode
and maybe im okay with that
its about time ive had some relief from the plight that was bestowed upon me
for the past few months i dont even feel like me
im tryna burn the bridges ive been getting third degrees
i think im cursed or maybe i just got a new disease
either way i hope and pray that youll still stay with me
keep my hopes up, but my eyes low
and ill try to call you on the iphone but youre never picking up

youre never picking up
like this time is it really done
im still just leaking all my blood
i guess im used to all the cuts
i could never lie to you
everyday i wake up just to try for you
seems like nothing i say is getting through to you
swear to God that ill wait till i break for you
my love dont answer when im calling
i put too much on it often
please just listen when im talking
in my dreams i see us
falling down
i dont know who the hell is gonna try to save me now
oh what id do for one more night
God, what id do for one more time

save me from this hole that im dug in
walls smother, open up the curtains
dont treat me, im unimportant
take me down to the garden
leaves dry, ambers in my veins
and time becomes so complicated
it makes me cry
id love just one more try

amber w/ skele (p. acey)

https://instagram.com/glockintherave

I'm a dead man when you're not around
Can you feel it now? I just want to take you down
I ain't gonna lie I'm kinda fried

I don't want to have to take you out
I just wanna take you down n up 
I just hate to be so loud
Like this
Cause I don't really know what they want from us

Can you feel it now? I just want to take you down
I'm a dead man when you're not around
Think you took my heart out of bounds

Not a Love Crime

https://open.spotify.com/track/3G65tV79HMz9Hv2jYCnyut?si=5f647928c44940cd

@lovehatee
i think you like me
last night i got blood on my white tee
you said u thought it was unlikely
how could anybody ever like me, like me

i think you like me
last night i got blood on my white tee
you said u thought it was unlikely
how could anybody ever like me, like me

@sukidied
all of this bullshit just to spite me
you a lame yea you can't do it like me
feel like kketamine yea i bloodied up my white tee
2 personalities like my name is miley

(?) friendships yeah i fall down
if i'm gonna make it so i'm gonna go out
took too many drugs now i'm on a come down
spinning around the block like a motherfucking burnout

@lovehatee
i think you like me
last night i got blood on my white tee
you said u thought it was unlikely
how could anybody ever like me, like me

i think you like me
last night i got blood on my white tee
you said u thought it was unlikely
how could anybody ever like me, like me

prod @0scy0

like me w/ sukidied

SO TOXIC
LET GO
DON'T HOLD MY HAND
LET ME DIE LIKE
SAY IT
SAY WHAT YOU'RE SAYING
TO MY RABID ANIMALS
THIS CHANCE TO BREATHE

don't hold my hand

bbuggin on discord hit me for beats buy beatsssss

r u there [bloodcryY]

@mercycoreradio

damn i was up in treatment
i was talking up to god but i make out with demons
tryna patch my heart but im dealing with leaks
i might have to right an epitaph i feel like judas priest

wasted years of my life wish that i could have it back
i was popping pills kinda wishing that i passed
i was popping pills cuz i rlly like to crash
i can't remember my youth praying that i don't relapse 
keep my feelings in my heart then i puke it on a track

damn i was up in treatment
i was talking up to god but i make out with demons
tryna patch my heart but im dealing with leaks
i might have to right an epitaph i feel like judas priest

make a list of my resentments its rlly hard to write
ground scratching up my ankles like someone on a hike
ion wanna throw my life away but that's something i might do
looking at the mirror saying "i don't like you"

i was off painkillers, judas priest
i was off painkillers, judas priest
tryna quit the painkillers, judas priest
judas priest
judas priest

wasted years of my life wish that i could have it back
i was popping pills kinda wishing that i passed
i was popping pills cuz i rlly like to crash
i can't remember my youth praying that i don't relapse 
keep my feelings in my heart then i puke it on a track

damn i was up in treatment
i was talking up to god but i make out with demons
tryna patch my heart but im dealing with leaks
i might have to right an epitaph i feel like judas priest

make a list of my resentments its rlly hard to write
ground scratching up my ankles like someone on a hike
ion wanna throw my life away but that's something i might do
looking at the mirror saying "i don't like you"

Judas priest [wifi]

alvin & the chimpmunks w bleood @dluxx @vao

prod @flojy @rainn_god
w/ @6cainhurst
sfx @bloodcryy
𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞

@s0lemn
ion Wana try unless I Have to , ,. 
I Been Takin pillzz like i have2 . , ;
i Cant Eem walk i js Dropt two ., , 
u Wont lemme talk . ,, Had2drop uUu u ,, ,[ [ 

do U even Care ?? . ., Do  Uu even try ?? { - / .
Say It2my Face . ,''  if U wana Lie  . . 
##[## do U hesitate ?? do u Think Of why  / /  ?
i Was alwayz Wrong  .. . u waz Alwayz right . . .,

it was U ,,. everytime . .. 
fall asleep ,,  Think of suicide . . ;
Ur the1 tht i See at night  / /'
Alprazolam ,, In My drink . . til i Feel alr // // \

go Ahead n waste My time if uU want . .[= 
Bb dont Cry , , i'll die if U want / -
js Try it 4once / . ., Love Not Lust / ., 
Im gettin Higher than Fuckx ,, , I <3 My Drugzzz ., , ... : p

@6cainhurst
c4nt get u 0ut of my ꞕe4rt or mỿ ⱨe4đ
but i knω.. this ωill b 0ur enđ
i hope u s4ved ur breatħ ..
t4kin drugz til n0thins lefᵵ ـــــــــﮩ٨ـ

i got problemȿ, 
i c4nt think str8 જ⁀➴જ⁀➴
i need sum 2 ɱedicate
u ωere all th4t i ever w4nteđ
no w4ỿ to ƒix iᵵ, 
now th4t ỿouvҽ d3p4rteđ 

ƒeel im alw4ys h4nging off the br1nꝃ,
try 2 see th l1ght so i c4n turn arounđ,
ƒumblin n ion knw w4t 2 thinꝃ ‧₊✮🂢✮₊‧
##this time imma be on th grounđ .. ♬⋆.˚

𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞

do u hesitate w/ cainhearts [flojy + rainngod]

im feeling so strange
im sitting on the train
the partys over
i dont recall your name

i wear chanel 
everybodys turning over
think of you while im sitting in the sofa
i do remember YOU
i think youre really cute
i made this song for you
you know i love you too
you know i love you too

ill take another ride

im overstimulated im dying
i wanna feel like im flying 
i think im gonna start crying
i miss you thats why im crying

i wear chanel 
everybodys turning over
think of you while im sitting in the sofa
i do remember YOU
i think youre really cute
i made this song for you
you know i love you too
you know i love you too

What a shame I love you too (prod.Yun & Seanbaby)

inside my head and i’m just on my own
i haven’t slept and i can’t find my phone
another fuckup said i told you so
no need to worry that’s just how it goes
you knew me better when we made the deal
forget to tell me how you really feel 
its all in my mind !!
i should’ve known it that it wasn’t real
forget to tell me how you really feel

and you didn't tell me how you feel
you knew me better when we made the deal
tell me how you really feel
know i had to do it to myself one more time
i should've known it that it wasn't real
tell me how u rly feel

i cannot see straight i can see through your lies
you cannot see me im hard to find
posted with my bros and we just stay inside
if you say that you made it then so have i

did it myself again
fucked up my life again
lost track of the time again
wonder where i have been
no need to worry that’s just how it goes
tbt i was tweeting pain now i love my life just a little bit
im still sad as hell lollll

don't hold my hand

r0tdaughter