14th of February at 4pm EST

This is a teaser track for the acoustic guitar EP I'm currently in the process of finishing <3
Ive been practicing guitar for the past couple months, so everything on the EP will be played or sung by me.

I’m Sorry But I Need To Leave For My Sake
A case of right heart in the wrong place
And in the wrong time
You’re the only reason that I tried to stay
In a place
Where I wouldn’t find rest or light
Just didn’t feel right
Now I’m learning, how to say with my chest
Things I should have said
Or found, on the first day
I didn’t look ahead,
Or expect to reject this place
I promise

In Retrospect
You gave it your all
I gave it my best until the last text I sent
Now we’re trying to mend
Our wounds
Although they are different
I learned a new type of gentleness
From you, in a different sense
I learned a new type of gentleness
From you

This Time
I’m running towards, not from
I can bend my knees
And stand what I’ve done
I’ll dull my teeth so my bites don’t hurt
In my search for home, I’ll arrive unsure
Hoping, wishing, someone cares to
Mend my wings and lock my stare
This time if somebody sees me,
Hopefully, I won’t leave them bleeding

I’m Sorry But I Need To Leave For My Sake
A case of right heart in the wrong place
And in the wrong time
You’re the only reason that I tried to stay
In a place
Where I wouldn’t find rest or light
Just didn’t feel right
Now I’m learning, how to say with my chest
Things I should have said
Or found, on the first day
I didn’t look ahead,
Or expect to reject this place
I promise

im an orchid

This song is really meaningful to me and marks my move from NYC to Denver
Produced by me and @youshowedmewhatloveis 
thank you for the guitar!!

lyrics

[@sprigtek]

There was Peace before…
Can we go back
our world is waning, 
I’ve been feeling trapped
With these memories
Breakfast and tea
Movies we watched
And the way you held me
Everyones leaving
How can one last?
Its awfully uncommon
Given my past

Cranberry oatmeal
Watching you read
Books that I gave you
and books you gave me

Friends you had shown me
Ones ill forget
Biding my time in a half empty bed

In a Forest of trees without leaves
at a corner where we used to meet
at a flower shop, flipping a coin,
at the airport, missing the point.

[@youshowedmewhatloveis]

am i wasting my breath?
it starts to feel like it i guess 
let the words spill out my chest
i wish we could lie here instead
(ooohhh)
it wont be long and u know 
i claw at my skin and it shows 
(just) a break in my step not a fall
though not far from the ground below

i scratched my arms ceaselessly
u blame it on my compulsivity 
but then say something sweet 
and everything disappears around me

[both @sprigtek and @youshowedmewhatloveis]
so ill take some time 
with you to watch the world spin around 
while we still can

end

missing the point + gosha

ft @inssekt
prod @dep4rted

@stellathepixie
dont remember who i was
violins singing, bringing bad bad luck to me
and think i loved you once
sky falling down, ima go down easily 

so much for havin fun
when i grow up, ima flex until im free
truth is i miss you a lot
ima get caught, cos ur bad bad company

stay alright
gonna bloom rest of my life 
and you dont try to be nice
gonna leave and i wont say goodbye
tonight...

i know that youre gonna tell me im
bad bad bad
afterlyfe
and none of this will burden me
bad bad bad
alive for life

@inssekt
i miss ur touch
i miss ur love
im a loser
i know that much
i jus dropped a pill it felt like ur hug

ur warm embrace 
keeps me out the shade
dont think that im movin on but this is feels great
its the calm before the storm eventually ill break

i break out
girl i thought that u were different
forever wanna live it
as long as u r with me...

bad company ft. inssekt (dep4rted)

@emorave :) <3
prod taylor morgan + shinju

Say you didn’t notice
Take it back 
then i left with your heart broken
My bad :(
I couldn’t explain my emotions
It’s sad
I’ll get better and i know this,
Cause i have

You were honest,
I went to the pond and thought about it
Reflecting to my core, present harnessed
To have you by my side is the best
I wanna touch your skin and kiss your neck
Everything i say, i meant


emo:

oh yuh
dont go, yuh
i cant be alone, yuh
west, thats where i wan go

dont act like you know shit
all them pills had me broke, shit
fell in love with opiates
now im up cuz kicked that shit

i dont wanna be here, shitt
it can all go downhill so quick
i wanna be more than this
dont ask bout it cuz im over it

downhill (taylor morgan + shinju)

LoversSet

Aɾƚ Ⴆყ Eʋα Lιʂƚҽɾ 
@mint_btl ‧₊˚♪𝄞₊˚⊹
‧₊˚♪𝄞࿐₊˚⊹ @7ripp0 ꩜
⋆✴︎˚｡⋆@methboiswag •𐃷•
/ᐠ > ˕ <マ ₊˚⊹♡

Soju + Mint {rippo + methboiswag}

prod @remghost

watch it fall into place, I won’t let it go to waste 
I’ll give it my all whatever it takes
whatever the stakes, stay with you 
bby I don’t ever wanna miss u 
and I got so many issues, wish for the future to be blissful 
I just wished that I went different 
my fate I left it in your hands 
yea I never felt so powerless 

they put words in my mouth, make me look like I’m the problem now what’s that about? 
they never even hear me out.. 
f*ck I don’t wanna stay around

iris

r0tdaughter