beat experimentation, texture, ethereal spaces meet tribal digitalities. Love meets war. Sex and reading. Transcendence. Truth.. 

2015-2016

stuff with vocals

Lost souls have moms too. Some more than others.

Lyrics: 

hello mom its me
can i watch your tv?
i know
this is the last time
i feel
different this time

i promise ill feel better
when you see me again
lock the door
and wait for me
ill be right back 
with my medicine

i know its early
but i really
appreciate
the ride downtown
and thanks again
for the brand new tennis shoes

i promise ill feel better
when you see me again
lock the door
and wait for me
ill be right back 
with my medicine

i could be twenty three
i could be forty seven
if anyone calls for me
mom

you'll know where i'll be
you'll know where i'll be 
you'll know where i'll be

Mother (Written by Dave Navarro & Eric Avery) Performed by sOUlrEflEktOr

kiss me 
one more time 
before the the stars align

this song represents the struggle.. the rising, the burning away, the drift and the flight into transcendence.. how each of us can fly away to the source, to the love, to the light we all see when our eyes are closed.

t00.dArk.fOr.A.dAYdrEAm_

I see the trees full of locust
after I painted the walls black
now all the leaves are in focus
I put the pieces all back
you know I had a dream
inside the dusty hues
in some other age
we made light that moved
you know I had that dream
the image was of you
a mirage
or so it seemed
the clouds surround the moon

l0cUst

march 10 is still a holiday
---
I'm cold and hungry
you are the prey again
you are the stars & day
steadily chokin' the people that made it
10 oclock you gonna call?
no not al all 
you feelin' just a little blue?
empty seats seen my holy break with you

suddenly another storm comes
finally you broke loose from
this place you've been sitting all these years
is now a memory
that dock on the shore

over and over again

stArs.and.dAy

all my life i've searched for this moment
maybe dreaming this feeling

mAybE.drEAmIng

first round of experimental sampling/remixing/arranging/producing

lIly.whItE

i never thought id see the day
i would have to let you go
after all the nights we spent
romantic
entangled just like a sea of branches
fantasy

now im left wondering
what my life would be without you
as if there ever was a doubt you
could take me to the source
leaving me wanting more
like a drug thats pure
and addicting

and all these wounds i have im self inflicting
and all i wanted was you and me
we dont have to leave this bliss we
can leave it all behind
stretch our branches to the sky

red
the colour of the sun when you said
goodbye



sEA.Of.brAnchEs

there was a picture
framed in black clouds 
stormy fingernails in trails of red


Corner.of.my.eye

open my eyes to the morning sun
in the air is a change
i got a feeling that its time to run
yellow jacket came
took a seat on my belt
youre the hero on my canvas
say that you felt the same way
radio in my shame on my demo tracks
the gale's in my sail
i wanna get my pride back
maybe the virus will run a chain 
down the center of me
and blow the flame out
and all this faith ill send to you
although it makes no sense
I hope we reach the rain
any way,
lets go

dont be afraid of what is right before your eyes
dont be the one who doesnt go because youll deny
whats right before your face
whats right already programmed in your mind
maybe this doesnt sound like logic
still -- feel this spinning
i wont shut it down and leave you behind
its time
to go
its time
to go home

its gonna blow
sun is gonna shine its way
sometimes we forget
its just a star in the sky
its gonna burn its way
we'll die anyway

its just our physical form 

cant see beyond the flesh
cant see beyond the flesh

bEyOnd.thE.flEsh

rhythm. pattern. frequency.
ketchup. mustard.
relish.